Love You Once Again

Chapter 37 The Failed Tumbles

Pak Jaya does not know that he has returned to remembering his past, but as a father who is so close to him, he can feel what his son feels.

A situation like this will not be easy to go through alone.

Dimas sat on his left side facing Rama. He did not touch her because he was worried that she would get sad. Dimas stood away from the dira and sat down on a sofa with nisa ma'am with a scared face.

The atmosphere in the room was so awkward. No one speaks because they don't know what to say.

“honey, does your stomach hurt?” rama broke the silence of the room.

“sick once” answer dira brief.

Rama was surprised by his response. He called her dear and answered her. Dimas and his parents were similarly shocked. But they still did not say a word.

“do you remember me dear?” Tanya rama in the midst of her shock.

Dira nodded. “not you rama sir who came home at that time?” dira diverts

Rama took a breath. His hands were still held tightly by Dira. He stared inside. There is sadness and lies clearly visible in the eyes. Rama smiled gently looking at the face of the woman he loved.

“i will always wait for you to remember me. I've always been there for you even though I can't keep you company. I understand everything that's happening. When you remember me, please take care of yourself”

Rama knew that he had remembered it, his grasp could not lie to his little heart even though he denied that he had remembered it. The word referred to by rama is so that dira is not touched again by dimas.

“our children where dear? I want to see it.”

Dira shakes. His pale white face revealed a pain-bearing expression.

“our children are in the perinatology room” dimas replied their words from afar.

“I will take good care of our child.” Say rama while smiling warmly.

“that's our son mr. rama. Not your son” sahut caulked.

Rama smiled cynically at the dimas but did not say a word.

Rama rubbed his hands gently, he wanted to accompany him but with the rama and dimasama together, rama did not want to make him uncomfortable.

“honey, I still want to keep you company, but it would be better this time if only one man takes care of you. I don't want to make you uncomfortable. If you want me here, I just want to be with you and your parents. You can choose.”

dira stared at rama with full of haru, he understood what rama meant.

“go sister, let dimas who take care of me here” said dira while continuing to hold tightly the hands of rama.

Rama who felt his grasp more tightly smiled happily. Despite telling her to leave, Rama knew that she did not want Rama to leave.

“I'll take care of the hospital administration and see our baby. You rest, baby. Tomorrow I'll come back”

Dira let go of his hand grips bury rama away.

“no need to go that far brother rama. I can still finance my wife.” Said dimas annoyed. Rama's words hurt her self-esteem as a man who has the status of her husband.

“I know your wife. Thank you for taking care of my girlfriend.” Mama said with a smile still on her lips.

When the rama will continue his words, Pak jaya cut his conversation.

“thank you rama for his good intentions. We can still take good care of him. Let me take the perinatology room to see the baby dira” Pak jaya said as he stood up and walked out of the room.

“tomorrow I'll come again. Rest” Rama took his hands off his grasp and then followed pak jaya from behind with ben who never left rama by his side.

After walking far enough from the room. Pak Jaya stopped and turned to look at Rama behind him.

“what exactly are you planning rama? Dira is married. Please don't keep teasing him. Let dira happy”

“can I invite you to speak as a man and as a father?”

Hearing the words of rama pak jaya could only sigh.

They walked back to the perinatology room.

When he reached the front of the room, Pak Jaya showed his baby who was not far from the glass window. Nose and lips are shaped very similar to rama

The baby was treated in the incubator because his weight only reached 1.8 kilo grams. The baby is sleeping soundly.

Rama brought his head closer and looked more clearly at the baby. It's very similar to him.

Rama smiled happily at his son. Tears welled up in his eyes. Rama held back his tears from falling.

After a while to see the baby, Pak Jaya took Rama to the cafe on the lower floor.

Until the cafe, Rama sat opposite to pak jaya. not long before a waiters approached the rama table giving drinks ordered by ben.

Ben sat a little further away from the table.

“what you want to talk about” said pak jaya.

Rama took a slow breath before starting his conversation.

“om, sorry to get pregnant before we get married. Sorry for making you suffer” then Rama explained to your father about his ignorance about their situation until he finally found out about their whereabouts.

“If I knew she was pregnant, I would be very happy and would never let her cry. I can't let myself and my son in the hands of another man. I love both of them. I beg om, let me take responsibility for dira”

As a male – and a father, Pak jaya can understand what rama feels like. Pak Jaya also saw sincerity in the eyes of the young man in front of him.

“i will not forbid you to meet with your dira and your son. But by this time, she was already the wife of dimas. The – days he spent before you attended are not easy. If you ask for her back, it will only make you suffer. So I hope you can understand.” Pak Jaya tried to keep his distance with rama in a subtle way.

“is om willing to let the child om in the care of others while om able to do that?”

Pak Jaya smiled thinly at the rama speech “of course not”

“ then therefore om, I can keep dira better than dimas. I know she still loves me after her memory returns. I know she was hurt when she remembered that she was married while her memory was being interrupted.”

Jay sighed from time to time. He realized that it was his son feeling.

The look of the dira on the rama can not be covered from the eyes of the jaya sir. He could clearly see the sadness emanating from there.