
Today Nabila has to shop for home needs and shop for baby iyad alone without being accompanied by Rayyan. Since yesterday Rayyan has been out of town with Derry. Before going to one of the supermarkets located in a shopping center not far from home, Nabila had left a baby iyad on her Household Assistant.
Not much that Nabila buy, just buy some needs that are already exhausted. Before going home somehow Nabila would like to stop by the coffee shop that used to always be his favorite. Coincidentally, this place is indeed available coffee shop. With the spirit of Nabila stepped up by still carrying three bags of groceries.
" Naval ....!" the call of someone who was so familiar stopped Nabila's steps.
Turned his head to the side. Sure enough, Firza was already standing looking at him with a look of dislike.
" You're here apparently!" back Firza said fiercely.
" Hi Fir. " Nabila tried to be ordinary even though in his heart he did not like having to meet again with his former best friend. Nabila has been lazy to argue with Firza, because every meeting, Firza must invite her debate and Nabila has been lazy to serve him.
" Want to coffee?" firza and Nabila asked.
Without waiting for talks from Firza, Nabila had stepped back into the coffee shop without bothering to respond to Firza.
However, Nabila's calm did not last long because Firza followed her and also ordered the same coffee as Nabila's message.
They both sat facing. Nabila sipped her coffee and Firza looked at Nabila with dislike.
" Is there anything you want to talk to me about with Fir." this time Nabila started to get caught off guard by being stared at by Firza with a dislike view.
" I wonder at you. How could you still live a quiet life."
" What do you mean?"
" You ask what I mean? Nabila, you don't pretend to be stupid . As if everything you did had nothing to do with me. You are really evil Nabila. We can live happily above the suffering of others. "
" You're talking about what Firza is. "
" You know I still love Rayyan. What then? How could you possibly, without a care, live happily with Rayyan. While I am, I must suffer to see you happy. What kind of friend are you, Nabila. With his heart to snatch your own best friend's lover. "
" Firza Enough! I don't want to hear those words anymore. You're not tired of talking about the same thing every time you see me. "
" Because I don't want you to take Rayyan away from me" said Firza.
Nabila sighed. He was tired of getting this kind of treatment from Firza. It was as if he was the one who had taken Rayyan. Though. The truth is not so.
" Firza, listen to me! Maybe now's a good time for you to know all that."
This time it was Firza's turn to frown her .
" Know what? Speak clearly. Is there something you're hiding from me, Nabila."
Nabila actually hesitated, did she have to tell him about her past with Rayyan? If Nabila does not tell the story, until whenever Firza will continue to antagonize ya. Nabila really doesn't want that. It did not always cross Nabila's mind that he and Firza would continue to rain and cold war like this.
" Firza, there's something I'm going to tell you. But please listen carefully to what I tell you. And don't interrupt her."
" quickly say. Don't be entangled."
Nabila was really preparing her mentally to reopen the old wounds that she had buried deep. He did not want to remember her back, but now he and Rayyan are living happily. But for the sake of Firza, Nabila must strengthen himself to tell stories about the past that can make Nabila worse.
" actually.... I actually got married to Rayyan because..... Because Rayyan raped me."
Nabila. Momentary. Firza was surprised.
" What are you saying. Rayyan couldn't have done something like that."
" Firza, you promised not to interrupt my story. "
" okay... Continue in. "
" That night, it was midnight when Rayyan banged on the door looking for you. It was stupid of me to open the door for Rayyan. The man went berserk because he found you who didn't come home. Especially in the afternoon Rayyan caught you coming out with Max. He was very angry and blamed me. He knows all your cheating behavior. Even Rayyan would accuse me if you and I were just as cheap women. Of course I don't accept. Rayyan is not who - who but with his brazen accusation against me who is not. "
Nabila took a breath once more before continuing the story of that terrible night." Rayyan who was filled with anger can no longer control her emotions. Her.... Her..... With the heart to do that damned thing to me, Fir. You know how ruined I was then. The kevirginan that I guarded during my lifetime must be destroyed by Rayyan. "
Firza gulped hard at hearing what Nabila was saying. Firza does not deny that Rayyan is not a good man. Because he himself had also done that crazy thing with Rayyan even if only once.
" my future is ruined. I'm slumped. I am angry with myself and I will no longer want to meet the man******** that. Because of that, I quit the office and I moved house. That's all I did because I wanted to get away from Rayyan. I want to live my life that was destroyed. "
" When. Are all your stories true. "
" God Firza...! Why should I make up a story. "
" Sorry, then why don't you tell me. "
" Where might I tell you. You will not believe him. "
" then? "
" i don't know what was on Rayyan's mind at the time. Maybe he feels guilty knowing I'm still Virgin and he's the one who ruined it. "
" were you pregnant? " ask Firza.
Nabila shook her head
" That's a good thing I'm not pregnant. But what you should know. Rayyan's mom is looking for me. He forced me to marry Rayyan. If I don't want to, then Rayyan's mom will tell my parents about Rayyan raping me."
" so? Rayyan's mother forced you to marry Rayyan. "
" yes. Mama Silvya forced me, Fir. And I finally agreed to marry Rayyan. "
Firza was just speechless hearing all of Nabila's stories. So actually Nabila never took Rayyan. But all because of his own actions that have been cheating so Rayyan disappointed and vent his on Nabila.
Firza looked at Nabila with an illegible look. And Nabila hopes with all the stories that Firza will stop interfering and blaming her.