LOVE YOU A SECOND TIME

THAT SECRET

Rabecca opened her eyes slowly, as she felt a stinging pain in her hand.

"Armghh!"

His screams weakly when he saw the infusion mounted on his ladder.His still sick head massaged slowly.His body felt very weak.After looking around the room, he knew now he was in the hospital.

"Hospital?But who brought me here.The last time I was at the post security entrance resort.

Not long after, a nurse appeared to enter the room where Rebecca was being treated.The nurse's face looked so angry at her.

"Ehh...ugly girl.Are you satisfied such an item.Elo then why the hell.Gak can not take care of yourself yes.You by making your body sick and suffering like this.What do I need to add again?"Said her best friend, Rania who served as a nurse in the largest hospital in the city of Z. So did Penny.

"Suster is clumsy.Is that your attitude toward a sick person?"Rabecca answered in a weak voice, but she could still joke with her friend.

"What, someone who's sick? Do you feel you are a human being and have pain?If you don't want to get sick, that's exactly why you married your job so you're stranded sick like this.Becca dear, you know,yours is more than anything.Why are you still being chased by a fulfilling job but little in return.You want what Bec really is?"

At first, Rania wanted to scold and give a little advice to Rabecca.But after a long period of time, the face of the girl who paled on the bed,in the slightest did not change every word that Rania said.Malah considered Rania's words like the wind.

He closed his eyes slowly.Cuma Rania who knew he was sick.Not the others.But if the others knew about his news and now lying weak in a hospital bed, he was forced to face the wounds of his friends.

"Nia, everyone else knows I'm in the hospital!"He said while lying down again after eating the medicine brought by Rania earlier.

"Only Randy knows.So you fainted when brought here.The man who helped you called Randy by saying you were in the hospital"Rania Sambari said to refill intravenous fluids on Rabecca.

"Loh, I can call Randy!You know where Randy's card number came from."Ask Rabecca kagetan.

"From your phone, ugly!Randy called you.It just so happens that guy still hasn't come home, so he picked up a call from Randy and told you he was home in the hospital."

"Trus, where's Randy?"

"Home home, you'll take your things for the hospital's inep."Answer Rania honestly.

"Well, I'm in the hospital.No want ahh!"Rabecca Protests.

"Girl, stupid.Your body needs rest.You've lost a lot of body fluids, insomnia, want me to add more pain what?"Repulsed Rania who is dissatisfied with the attitude of her protesting best friend.

"As far as you are.You are indeed great to say.Pantes aja every month change a girlfriend only."Rabecca said, then threw a look out the window, and the girl complained that it caught Rania's attention.

With a slow step, he sat on the right side of the bed facing the window.The atmosphere was quiet for a while.What sounded was just the whirring of the wind and the chirping of birds on a nearby tree, thus causing Rabecca to be engrossed with her own feelings..

*****

Flashback..

In the evening in the sports room, a girl with a little body filled, while singing cheerfully packed all the sports equipment they used

h finished he wanted to head to the canteen to wash his thirsty throat.

As he was heading to the cafeteria, on the stairs to the classroom, he heard someone talking.

"Mar, you know I just love you.No way I like Becca.She's not on par with you."

The deg!deg!

Rabecca's heart beat fast.There is a topic of conversation between the male and female students.

"If you don't have a relationship with him, trus knapa you look always chasing him.You don't macem ama me ya.I don't like you toying with my feelings.If you really like me, you really like me,leave the fat chick behind.What the fat one has so you're always with him."The voice of the female student again.

"I never seriously pursue him.She's just a friend that I'm happy to throw me away.Who also wants to have a date like him.Udah again fat, fat,ugly again.Again also always acting rich pretentious equally his friends."Richard.

When he listened to the conversation of the two students, his heart was really hurt.With his insistence Richard insulted himself without reasoning.Without he realized tears flowed from his eyes.

Loving the man for four years without any explanation, caused his heart to hurt so much.He felt foolish and silly for wasting so long a pent-up love.

After finishing college, Rebecca was a lot of silence.All the conversations of the six friends did not interest him.In his mind it, only full of words and insults from Richard and Marlia.

At that time, Rebecca was determined, she would stay away from Richard little by little so that Richard would no longer be aware of his presence later.Friendship for three years was only in vain after Richard said he loved another girl.

*****

Flashback...

"Bec!Bec!Knapa?You think about something, huh?"Rania asked gently and one hand hugged Rabecca's shoulder tightly.

"Seeing the weather and the atmosphere of silence this afternoon,I am reminded of our atmosphere when we were in High School.I miss when we were scolded by Mr. Teacher.Now we are 24 years old.There are older like Randy and Charles and young like Akila.

"You..Stop that silly memory of yours.Remembering the past will make you hurt. I know what you think.Have five years we finished college in High School, already have a job.Have our own path that we have chosen.If you are still, you are still,look for someone who can take care of your heart.Usah again become a thorn in love.Stop hating men who want to recognize yourself.Yang then let it pass.People like Juvfry it is not worth you."Rania's language is long.

Rabecca just fell silent at the words of Rania.Rania's words have a point.Why should she burden her feelings for men like Richard and Juvfry.

Rabecca is hurt because of her first love, Richard.She was disappointed when her heart began to turn and then wood again when betrayed by Juvfry.After two failed romance, after two times failed,the girl decided to be alone.She no longer wants to talk about love.She does not hate love.Just she is tired of getting hurt and disappointed and dealing with it.

Now he is just handing over to the time, let the time determine it again.