
"Just go home !! you are well at home" said Febri softly.
Safa did not answer, she remained unmoved in the original place, once in a while the beautiful woman wiped the melted tears at the corner of her eyes.
"Assalamualaikum" Febri again said, but this time it was accompanied by a rare leg that walked out of the room.
"Waalaikumsalam" Reply Safa in the heart, it feels like he can not speak, lela and pain that collide into one..
Now that Febri is completely gone, Safa uncovers the blanket that covers her innocent body, her crying out, the tightness of the stuffiness getting bigger.
"Why am I doing this again ? why ? what if I'm really pregnant ?" Safa covered her face using both of her palms, occasionally she shook her head.
"No, don't get me pregnant !! don't get to !"
"If all that happens, I somehow live my life after this"
What kind of life is he living now, being the lover of a married man, and was thrown out by the mother for the sake of stepchildren. It's tragic, isn't it ?
As a teenager her age led a decent life, Safa felt an overwhelming sense of inner pressure.
Just now Febri arrived at his house, the wife had given a cynical look and also babble that made Febri's ears feel pangs.
"Where are you from ?? I remember lately you've been coming home late" recalls Desi with a murderous look.
Febri looked at his wife for a moment "It's customary to play games, can't you ?" answer Febri lightly.
"Whose other ? same affair ?"
Deeegggs.
Febri's heart seemed to stop beating for a moment, Febri's face immediately changed pias. Desi's words left him at a loss for words.
"Why silence ? are you really cheating ?" ask Desi.
"Where is it ? if I've been cheating all this time, but you see that I'm loyal to you no matter what your condition" Febri replied trying to review, he did not want his wife to know about his relationship with Safa.
"Alright if you cheat on me Mas, I will mistress whoever that woman is. Only I will accompany you until the end of your life"
Ferbi was stunned, he was even more afraid that the existence of Safa in Desi.
"Have not thought about the no-no" asked Febri while stroking his wife's head gently.
"I'm hungry, prepare dinner !" contact Febri again.
"All right"
Febri stepped into the room, in addition to changing clothes he also wanted to clean himself.
In the bathroom, Febri recalled his hot activities with Safa earlier, it was a different sensation that Febri had not felt. Probably because Safa is a young woman.
There was pride in Febri's heart, for he who took Safa's crown, still vividly remembered the spot of blood that had stuck to the bedsheet of that time.
"Have I fallen in love with Safa ?"
Febri held his chest because he felt a heartbeat so tight, occasionally Febri smiled because he felt in love for the second time.
This time Febri really felt that he loved other women besides his wife, it was not good, happy and confused of course.
After taking a bath Febri back in the room, it turns out there the wife was waiting, a stel of clothes is available on the mattress.
"Change your clothes first, then let's have dinner !" said Desi.
"Hmmmm" replied Febri, he walked over and took his clothes instead.
This morning is certainly very different, usually there is a traveling vegetable or chicken porridge seller who carries his cart. But this morning was quiet maybe because of the heavy rain last night. Even many streets in the water..
Suddenly Safa saw Febri's car enter the gate of her house, no matter what else the man came so early..In the depths of his heart, Safa did not want to meet Febri.
"Why did Mas Febri come so early ? I don't want to meet him"
Safa's only path remained silent in place, never opening the door so Febri could not enter.
"Bodo very even though this is Mas Febri's house, I will not open the door, other than I am embarrassed to meet him I also still want to be alone" said Safa.
Luckily Safa had asked for another key held by Febri, there was a reason why Safa did that, he did not want Febri to just play in while he was sleeping..
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Outside I don't know how many times Febri knocked on the door of the house, but there was no answer. Febri begins to worry that he is afraid that something will happen to Safa.
Soon Febri called Safa, but similarly, Safa did not answer his call. But there was a little relief in Febri's heart because Safa sniffed a phone call from him.
"Go Mas, I'm sorry if I kicked you out in your own house, I'm not looking to meet you and I want to be alone.. I'm fine here so don't worry!!"
A short message entered Febri's counsellor, now that Febri understands Safa's condition, he will understand it.
"Well if this is what you want, Mas will go and Mas will come when you are satisfied yourself..Don't forget to tell Mas if there's anything" Febri replied.
"Yes..."
The short sentence was enough to prove that Safa really did not want to be disturbed, with a heavy heart Febri stepped and left the house..Maybe today and in the next few days he won't bother Safa just yet..Febri will let Safa calm down and be able to forget about the problems in her life.
"May you be well Fa, as long as Mas doesn't come there"
The vehicle he was carrying was speeding up, defending the hustle and bustle of the road that was starting to get crowded. Febri's eyes were so focused on the road but his mind wandered somewhere.
"Mas will definitely miss me Fa"
"May you feel the same way"
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Safa smiled when she realized that Febri had left, relieved that today she would not meet the man.
"Sorry, if I throw you out of your own house"
"I really want to be alone now"
"Thank you for understanding"
There was no plan that Safa made to spend today, keeping quiet with solitude was enough to calm her down. For now Safa does not like crowds.
Safa's five fingers splashed against the window glass that had condensed outside, even the dew had managed to show her pale face with messy hair.
"Look how bad my life is now !"
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