Love to Alena

Trying to Change

Morning time.

Retno's mother is tidying up gado gado materials in her house. While Alena, she's still in her room. Alena is getting ready to go to work. Then Alena came out of the room, she sat with Retno's mother there.

Alena accidentally saw a piece of martabak with cheese flavor on the table. Alena smiled and immediately picked up the piece of cheese martabak. Alena sat with Retno's mother while eating one by one the martabak pieces. Retno's mother just fell silent while watching Alena's behavior. Alena seems to like the cheese martabak.

"Where? yummy?" ask Retno's mom

Alena nodded. "Yes Mah, the martabak is really good, Alena likes it!"

"Thank God if you like his martabak, martabak it from Damar, semalem he brought special for you!" obviously Retno's mom.

Alena was surprised, and she stopped chewing. Alena was silent looking at Retno's mother, Alena put back the martabak pieces in her hands. Alena's strange reaction makes Retno's mother confused.

"Why are you, Ndok?" ask Retno's mom.

Without answering her mother's question, Alena got up from her seat and went to the toilet. Retno's mother followed Alena from behind. There Alena immediately pulled out all the rest of the martabak that was still in her mouth. Retno's mother seemed surprised by Alena's actions, her article Alena deliberately took the food out of her mouth.

"Alena! why are you vomiting martabak in your mouth?"

"Well, this martabak is from that weird guy right? aren't they? Alena hates him, Mah!"

"Alena! you can't do that, that guy has a name, his name is Damar!" mom's scolding Retno.

"Alena doesn't care, Mah! what is clear is that Alena does not like him, just throw martabak away from him!"

"Alena! if you don't like Damar, you know! enough, but do not hate the food, the food is not wrong what! price someone else's gift!"

"Keep Mamah belain him" said Alena then went out of the toilet. "Udah! Alena's leaving now! ah, assalamualaikum!" Alena left with a feeling of annoyance and anger. Retno's mother simply fell silent as she rubbed her chest to hold back her emotions.

Alena went to Tiara's house on foot. But while in the middle of the road, from afar Alena saw Tiara walking towards her. He stood there waiting for Tiara's arrival. Tiara greeted Alena from afar while smiling at her. After that, they set off together on a public transport car.

They were both sitting at a stop waiting for a public transport car. While there, Tiara noticed Alena's face. Alena looked annoyed, it made Tiara curious.

"Na, you why the hell? your ugly face is so bent it's on!" tiara

"Gue's sprained just as nyokap me, Ra!" obviously Alena

"Loh, why?"

Alena immediately told me all the problems that happened in the house earlier. Then Tiara tried to advise Alena, what Retno's mother said was right. Alena should not continue to behave like that, Alena's attitude is already excessive.

Actually Alena has no intention to hate Damar, but he is upset because Damar continues to approach himself. Alena has a trauma for men. And Damar doesn't understand Alena's fear. Alena did realize that the nature of her trauma was very bad, she felt inappropriate with anyone.

Sometimes Tiara is confused with Alena, the fear of being hurt by men is so great that Alena closes herself and does not want to be close to men. Determined to help heal Alena's trauma, Tiara convinces Alena that everything will be fine.

"Na, you can't keep going like this, you have to change! sooner or later, you must be getting older, until when do you like gini, Na? when are you afraid of mulu?" tiara's Advice to Alena.

Alena listened to Tiara. It's true, Alena has to change her assumptions and her judgments about the nature of men. But the shadow of her childhood continues to haunt Alena.

"Na, horrifying me, not all men are like your bokap, I've said that time was the same you, Damar was different Na. He's his nice guy, friendly, polite, handsome truss again! I'm sure you'd like his personality!"

Alena looked. "Ra, why would Damar? I don't care about him!"

"Na, but I feel that Damar likes you as well, about his looks so if he tuh deketin you continue, even until you bawain martabak your favorite all!"

"Ah ngaco you! no way, we just met a few days doang, yes time can immediately like, strange!" tampis Alena

"Na, but really what am I saying this, you trust not the love at first sight? you will often read romantic novels in times of disbelief" said Tiara. "Na, try to open your heart to feel the feelings of the person who again deketin you now, yes the Damar!" spliced her.

Alena was silent to Tiara's words, Alena began to think that maybe it was true what her best friend said, Alena also thought maybe it was time she started trying to open her heart slowly.

"Is it going to work out, Ra? does Damar want to find out about my situation? does he want to accept all my flaws?"

"Na, all humans have shortcomings, we are all just ordinary people, yes we certainly have shortcomings!" tiara. "The point you should not think negatively first Na, you should try to make peace with yourself, you should try to open your heart!" connect Tiara.

Alena took a breath. "Yes Ra may be you, already when I change! I don't want to keep Ra!"

"Well, that's my new best friend!" Tiara hugged Alena.

.......

At Damar's place.

As usual, Damar and all his family members were having breakfast together. Then Asih's mother told about Riska's arrival, Riska was a schoolmate of Damar time in High School. Damar was surprised when he heard the name Riska, the chapter was Riska once liked Damar. Riska had also expressed her feelings to Damar, but Damar rejected Riska's feelings raw.

Damar does not like women like Riska, because according to him Riska is too aggressive. After breakfast, Damar intends to take the Princess to school.

"Mas, today I'm leaving with my friends, so you don't have to stop me!" said Princess

"Who are you? what girl is a guy?" Damar is protective of his younger sister, because it has become his natural instinct as a brother protects his younger sister.

"Temen I'm Mas guy, his name is Angga, dah ah I want to leave late!" said the Princess then wanted to leave from before Damar, but the hands of the Princess were pulled by Damar. "What's the other one, Mas?"

"Well your girlfriend? don't date you're still a leak too!" damar

"Huh what's the hell? our people just won doang, besides I'm already this big!" princess is a little upset. "Udah ah, I'm leaving!" The princess kissed the back of Damar's hand.

"That's sono, ati ati!"

"Yes, assalamualaikum!"

"Greetings waalaikum!" Damar went into the house.

But not long after his sister left, suddenly there was the sound of someone saying greetings. Damar came out of his house and answered the greeting. But Damar was surprised by the figure of the guest who came. His guest looks like a woman. The woman looked beautiful, slightly fat and white.

"Hi, Damar!" greet the woman.