
" pardon us who cannot help or maintain the fetus in the bladder of Miss Cala tuan" said the doctor who had just finished giving treatment to Cala.
" you mean my wife's pregnant ?" ask Gio
" yes sir, from the examination your wife has been pregnant for 6 weeks, but again forgive us for not being able to defend her, because of the very weak state of Miss Cala, in addition, it seems that the lady often takes sleeping pills" replied the doctor
" you don't just talk "snaps Gio
" pardon me sir, but that's what we got" replied the doctor
Gio clenched both his hands, looked at the unconscious Cala on the hospital bed, his face flushed with emotion, why did he have to lose again ? does God not want to give her a chance to have children ? twice she failed to have children because of the same woman's fault ? should Gio punish this woman who became his wife ? or is he the guilty one here ? bad intentions ? an insincere desire ? did God punish him ?
Gio chose to leave Cala at the hospital and ordered Dika to accompany his wife, Dika stared fixedly at Cala's face, but that was what was in Dika's mind, not even a year of marriage Cala has twice been in the hospital because of things and causes that are almost the same.
" lady, you should be more patient" said Dika, then sat herself on the sofa.
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today Cala's fourth day in the hospital was already an hour ago Cala got her senses after a few days of falling asleep, she just quietly let Gio keep staring at her sharp "the doctor says you're pregnant " said Gio,
" really ?" cala asked reassuringly, looking happy and excited as Cala received the news, she smiled at her expressionless husband.
" yes and 6 weeks old" replied Gio, while Cala immediately rubbed her stomach with a feeling that was so happy, and clearly visible in Gio's eyes.
" however, you had a miscarriage, and the child was no longer there" said Gio, causing Cala to stop her hand rubbing and look at Gio full of questions.
" you know what? I'm so grateful that the child chose not to come with you, and people like you don't deserve to have my child, and don't deserve to be a mother" Gio said.
there was no answer from Cala, she just kept staring at her husband who was also staring hard at her, you know at this time Cala's heart is beating very fast, she is being played ? he was being crushed into ashes, no longer a fragment that could still be put together, Cala held back the anger and pain in her heart.
Cala held back the pain in her stomach to turn her back and tilted, while Gio watched and took a seat on the sofa, casually playing his phone without guilt.
Cala smothered her own lips, with one hand and one more hand pressed against her chest hoping to reduce the pain, her tears could no longer be held, flowed quickly and profusely, asphyxiated Cala, and her, even the brain feels like it stopped working, you can imagine how to cry by holding the sob, it is even more painful than you cry hysterically.
Cala continued to curse herself, blaming herself for her negligence, the pain she felt at this time might be the same as what Vina felt at that time, or even more pain Cala felt ? with no one to back up ? even her husband prefers to continue the work after saying every painful sentence.
who wants to complain but who should ? want to run but where ? endless mistakes, regrets that always accompany, can it still survive ? what should I do now ? should Cala choose to end her life ? at least he can escape the problems of the world ? no Cala should not do that, in between her tears she shook her head strongly, rejecting the evil thoughts, if indeed she wants to end her life why not just from duku.
God help Cala find peace even without the love of the person she loves, or help Cala erase that love to make things easy, that's Cala's current hope, may God give Cala one of the best options.
Gio watched his wife's back vibrate with a stifled cry, he knew that if his wife must be crying, yes again he felt his own pain in his heart when successfully broke his wife's heart, but Gio always brushed everything aside, always reminding him that Gio was married out of a grudge, and that right now is only half the suffering Cala should have received.
" remember what you told me about Vina "whispered Gio right in Cala's ear, and after that Gio sauntered away leaving Cala alone.
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today Cala is allowed to go home, and Dika is the one who came to pick her up, since two weeks ago Cala did not meet with Gio, Gio, because after that at all Gio never came to see him only Dika who came several times.
" Sir, what road will we pass through tama ?" cala asked breaking the silence
" can you ?" ask Cala
" 30 minutes, miss " replied Dika who understood Cala's desire to stop in the park.
" well, " answered Cala, keeping her eyes on the road they were walking on.
Cala was sitting in a park that was not too crowded, while Dika went somewhere after driving Cala to sit in a chair.
" miss "call Dika while handing over the candy when it is pink, while Cala arranges confused on Dika who is suddenly good to her, usually the man will be as cruel as her old man.
" just think of this as your luck, when I was a kid I fell and bled, my mom gave me this cotton candy, and I gave it to her, because my mother said if you like sweet things then your life will definitely get luck that will not end" said Dika
" dad" muttered Cala lirih, the sentence Cala heard from Dika was similar to what her father used to say when she was a child when he was injured while playing.
" accept" said Dika while bringing closer the cotton candy that has not been received Cala
" thank you" Cala said with a hand that received cotton candy from Dika.
" in 15 minutes we should be back soon, I'll wait for the lady in the car "dika's message is nodding Cala.
Cala stared at the cotton candy she held, smiled thinly at the memories of childhood, crying was also free, everything had happened, had been destroyed and Cala did not expect to fix it.
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Dika opens the car door for Cala after they arrive at Gio's mansion, after saying thanks, Cala walks into the house followed by Dika, the two of them found a middle-aged couple who were busy talking in the living room, with Gio.
" lady, they are the parents of Mr. Gio " whispered Dika to Cala
" are you Cala ?" ask the middle-aged woman who still looks very beautiful
" yes, madam " answered Cala, and stretched out her hand to shake hands and kiss the back of her mother's and her husband's father's hands.
" you're so sweet, take my heart "
" i am Winda and he is my husband Darius, from now on call me, mami and papi like Gio, and once again forgive us for not attending your wedding, because the brash child did not tell us" said Mrs.Winda
" all right, "reply with Cala "excuse me if I'm not home when you come" Cala said
" what are you saying, we just arrived and invited Gio to pick you up at the hospital but Gio said if Dika had picked you up, forgive your useless husband " said Mrs.Winda with eyes that glanced sharply at Gio
" have let our daughter-in-law rest, she must not have fully recovered, Gio accompanied your wife" ordered Mr. Darius to his son who was silent.
" well, " replied Gio who just dragged Cala away.
" ck' look at your son who is as stubborn as you are, hopefully my son-in-law will stick with your son's attitude" said Ms. Full will be satire on her husband who just cleared his throat.
" Did rest" said Mr. Darius, who is taken by Dika and chooses to leave Gio's house.