
Raksa was pensive on the balcony of his room, with wine in his right hand as he swayed slowly, looking at the night sky that felt as quiet as his heart.Romi always went out weekly nights, he went where, he went where, while Devan is busy with his work in his study. Devan's work is actually done with Raksa, but today Devan's mind is very complicated. the problem of artificial insemination is constrained to make Devan finally decide Raksa is the one who will replace him.
The flashback
"What do you mean Tania?" ask Devan
"Dev.... The quality of his spe*rma is not good, it will inhibit his insemination Dev! you must do a series of treatments first!" tania said
"How long is the treatment?" ask Raksa seriously.
"This can't be Knew Sa, Dev has to do it first!!" bright Tania
"If it's still a long time this marriage is completely useless! because the papa agreement with the woman is only 3 months left!" devan said.
"Why don't we just try Tania!" said Raksa.
"This is the process of insemination, the first thing we should check is the health of both! if there is one of them that is not good results of the examination, what can we do?? do you want! the girl repeatedly did it when it was obvious that spe*rma Dev was not good!! he's not a Raksa guinea pig!!!" said Tania with a little ketus, she knew Zia herself who volunteered to rent her womb, but as a fellow woman she also felt compassion.
"Then how else? in the near future! that girl should get pregnant!!" devan said.
Everything was silent, and simultaneously Tania and Devan looked towards Raksa.As if knowing what Tania and Devan wanted, Raksa immediately stood up from her chair.
"No Dev!!!!!" shouting Raksa.
"It's ridiculous!!! you are crazy!!" continued Raksa, a few minutes later Devan explained everything to Raksa, that sp* Raksa's donor will be inserted into Zia's womb.
Flashback Off
The door seemed to open after the knock from earlier was ignored by Raksa.
"Den?" call bi Narti while carrying a glass of chocolate milk, see Raksa who is on the balcony of his room while drinking wine,bi Narti just shake his head, because Raksa will not do that if it is not for his heart.
"Switch the milk! then sleep!" pinta bi Narti's.
Raksa instead hugged the belly of a middle-aged woman who had accompanied the three of them for so many years, Raksa who was sitting on a chair just wanted to hug the woman.
"Already! don't think about it anymore! aunty believes you've thought about everything well!" bi Narti said while stroking Raksa's hair, a child he had cared for more than 15 years.
"I'm just afraid that my decision will end up complicated one day!" said Raksa.
"I just don't want to hurt Dev, now or later!!"
"I'm afraid I can't choose to side with Dev one day!"
"Dev is everything to us bi!! I can't without Dev and Romi!! I'm just afraid Dev's hurt bi!!"
Everything is out by Raksa, worried that his decision will hurt Dev someday! maybe now Dev is not affected by the presence of Zia, but who knows how someone feels someday. What if Dev loves Zia later? what is the fate of the child in Zia's birth later? Dev her husband, but the child that Zia will contain later is the blood of Raksa meat.
Raksa was really very much in a dilemma with the decision he was going to take! she doesn't know what the next story of the three of them is! it could be him who will fall into Zia's love, or it could even be Romi! no one will know his future life.
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