
(PAST LOVE STORY FLOWRENCE & OLIVER)
Publish after the other novel is finished. Karl, Bern, and Russell will be on their own.
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"You're right it's okay at home alone?” oliver asked as he looked at Flowrence who was sitting next to him. “If you feel unsettled, stay in my house first. I know you're not okay, Flow.”
Flow. He smiled faintly as his eyes clashed with Oliver's eyes. This man ... how does Flowrence explain it? After his mother regained consciousness, Flowrence decided to go home. He was wanting to be alone where no one could hear the sound of his screams or the contents of his mind. However due to the pressure that Flow felt was so great, he was a little out of control when talking to Oliver. Flowrence was carried away feeling until he did not realize that he showed an attitude that was inversely proportional to the attitude he usually showed. “Sister, can you guess who between Brother Bern and Brother Karl really sincerely loves me?” ask Flowrence.
“Why are you suddenly asking me this question, Flow?”
“Because I want to know your answer.”
Oliver's speechless. He stared fixedly at Flowrence's face, uncomfortable with the different expressions shown by him. As one of the people who knew Karl and Bern for a long time, Oliver could clearly tell who among them truly loved Flowrence. But should he say it?
Flow, what's the matter with you? Why do I feel lately that you're not like the Flowrence I know. What are you hiding? Can't you be honest with me so we can both find a way to resolve what you're feeling? I love you, I love you so much. I don't want anything to change from you, baby.
“Karl and Bern are your siblings, and you're twins. I think they're both sincere about loving you even though Karl sometimes goes a little too far when he's joking with you. What kind of answer do you want to hear?” said Oliver tried to give an answer that would not hurt Flowrence even though Oliver himself felt unsure of the answer just now. There was something in his heart, but he didn't know what it was.
“Kak Oli, can I tell you something?” ask Flowrence.
Oliver nodded. His chest pounded strongly looking at Flowrence's two teary eyes. “You can say whatever you want, and I promise I won't ask you why. Speak on. Remove all the burdens that are stored in the heart. I'm ready to be a listener.”
“I ... fear.”
“ ... “ Silent. Oliver did not answer. He actually locked his mouth despite desperately wanting him to ask what kind of problem made Flowrence feel afraid.
“I don't want to die yet. I still want to be with you all here, and I still want to love you as much as possible. But how?”
Flowrence let her tears spill over Oliver's shirt as this man held her so tightly. The position of those who are still in the car does not make their embrace distance, even slowly Flowrence's body has moved on Oliver's lap. It was only there that Flowrence blurted out his sobs when he heard Oliver's heartbeat sounding so melodious. If Flowrence would usually feel very happy every time he heard the sound of the beating, he said, at this time Flowrence actually feels so sad because soon his love story with Oliver will be erased as the departure of bad karma that has been shadowing his family's life.
“You know, Flow. I used to feel so fed up when you kept following me and saying we'd been betrothed. At that time I thought you were a noisy girl I would never marry forever. Your silly attitude, your innocence, your laughter, everything you do slowly begins to explore my feelings. You are so beautiful and sweet. And now you're crying in my arms like this. Will I get you married tonight? Our parents always said that God never sleeps. Doesn't that mean we can ask for his blessing anytime?” oliver sincerely expressed his heart's desire to marry Flowrence. His heart was not calm, he was like he was being gripped by a very painful separation. Oliver's afraid his Flow's gone quietly.
I really want to marry you, Oliver. But I can't. I'm not even sure if we can still be together or not. Everything is in sight, our story is coming to an end. Hikss, Oliver. I fear. Please save me from Brother Karl, I still really want to spend time with you. Help me, hikss ….
“You said you'd make a palace for me. Then where will we stay if the palace just does not exist?” flowrence asked a little to divert the discussion about marriage. After that Flowrence looked up, looking at Oliver's face so closely. This handsome face, how could he possibly let it go? She had loved him so much since childhood, could Flow have let him go?
“I will make your palace from tomorrow morning. Do you have any special requests?” ask Oliver.
“I want the balcony of the room made like the balconies in the fairy tale of the fairies. After we get married, we will enjoy the night sky decorated with stars and the moon through the balcony of the room. When that happens, we will definitely feel a longing that is so deep. Can you make it happen?”
“Sure. Whatever you ask I will definitely make it happen,” replied Oliver gladly in response to Flowrence's wishes. After that Oliver wiped away the tears still dripping from his lover's eyes, trying to hold back from asking why he looked so sad. “My darling, smile. It's okay, everything will be fine. There I am with you.”
Flowrence smiled. Along with that, suddenly there was such a heavy rain. Flowrence and Oliver both turned to the side when they heard Tora's roar and Cuwee's neighing. They then chuckle.
“Look at those two naughty animals. Just know that we are making out,” complained Oliver who is no longer surprised by the possessiveness of Tora and Cuwee.
“Tora and Cuwee know that soon you will come to see them more often. That's why they welcome you here, "that Flowrence is full of purpose. He then asks Oliver to drop him off so Flowrence can get out of the car.
A guard quickly ran over carrying an umbrella as the Ma family's princess was about to get out of the car. As for Oliver, he just fell silent while watching Flowrence who immediately ran over to his two beloved animals.
“I have to investigate what Flow is really hiding. Since coming to the office he has continued to show a strange attitude. I'm sure there must be something that he covered from me,” said Oliver who felt awkward seeing the strangeness in Flowrence. “Why do I feel that Flowrence's words always lead to separation? He doesn't like other men, does he?”
Not wanting to die of curiosity, Oliver immediately sent a message to the mother who was still in the hospital. He tells about Flowrence's different attitude, also with his suspicion of the possibility of a third person in their relationship. Afterwards Oliver got out of the car and stepped over to Flowrence who was joking with Tora. He played with the three of them.
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