Love Starts In Time OSPEK
BREAKS
THE WARNING !!! USE FEELINGS WHEN READING.
.
.
.
.
Waking up before the Alarm is a very pleasant coincidence, because that's where we can distinguish which women like to molest and which women who like to get up early on time. Aleesya who was built before her alarm clock rang planned to do sports before she left the campus. Alessya washed her face and changed her nightgown into jooging clothes. The outfit that Alessya uses is a crop top long sleeve, a model of clothes that according to her mother was less material (fabric), because it shows the side of the navel.
Alessya ran around a little while listening to music using a headset. Running 5 times round in the city park near her home successfully Alessya did. The sweat that poured and the fatigue that he began to feel made him unable to continue. Alessya finally chose to sit down to rest on the park bench.
Ting (Message Notification)
Alex:
Already awake?
Alessya smiled at Alex's message that always accompanied him morning, day and night. Alessya did not expect that during her LDR relationship she could still feel happiness, for example when Alex who always routinely sent her messages and always gave her attention.
Alessyah:
Dung already.. and now just finished jooging.
Alex:
HURRY HOME NOW !!!
Alessyya :
Whys? still tired...😑
Alessya feels weird about the Capslock message Alex is sending.
Alex is :
Change clothes !!!
Now Alessya understands Alex's intention is to forbid her to dress openly. Alessya smiled at the screen of his phone, maybe if Alex is currently near him, he will be exposed to spray scolding from Alex.
Alessyah:
Yes yes.. I am home😊.
Alessya rushed home and obeyed Alex's words. In his heart, he not only considers Alex as a lover but also as an older brother who always protects him. He will feel jealous when he sees it with other women, but on the other hand he feels the presence of Alex as a figure who is always there when sad with him, happy, angry etc. Just imagine how lonely it would be if there were no people who filled your every gap day. Smiles that are often emanated sometimes save a deep sadness. While wiping away her tears, she tried to stay strong and believe that she could one day be back with ALEX BRIAN LEE.
**********
11 Months Later
Busyness that continues to take time, making the days run very fast. The night has changed 274 times. When tired it greet in the midst of busyness that has been passed, now makes the memory back to remember someone who is far away.
"I miss you kak..," said Alessya shed tears.
The 11th month in her absence made Alessya re-conscious if the longing was really heavy. For him LDR is very difficult, does not want to be bored and does not want to be lonely. On the other hand Alessya was very happy when Alex always gave him news every day, but on the other hand he also felt sad when Alex always contacted him, because the more Alex often contacts him the more he will realize and continue to remember the longing is very heavy in the middle of the distance that hinders his relationship.
But what happens if the LDR relationship without communication ??? of course it will be heavier, the more longing and the more tormented it. LDR is indeed wrong, making someone still feel sad when happy.
Earlier in the 185th day
The busy college season when it comes to exams, makes the day even harder to live. Lack of rest and the absence of special people nearby, not able to Alex as underestimated. Outside he is seen as a cold man who is strong and stone-hearted, but behind it all there is a struggle that he must continue to do every day. College, learning, assignments, and entertaining Alessya for him all it is a business that must be fought.
But who would have thought on the 185th day, the cold and stone-hearted strong man had fallen and shattered when he was communicating with Alessya as he usually did.
"Sister...."
That spiritless voice was heard calling out to him.
"Of course, again confused..."
A weakened and restrained voice was getting clear from Alessya and made Alex wonder.
"Why jungles? Just tell me the same story, maybe I can help,"
"Alessya was confused by Alessya's feelings. Alessya was happy when Alex's brother always ngabarin Alessya, but at that time Alessya also felt sad because it was increasingly remembered if Alex's brother was far from Alessya. Alessya is confused as to how,"
And now that voice turned into an unstoppable cry.
"Don't cry. I beg you, calm down. Please don't cry,"
he said he was very panicked when he heard Alessya suddenly cry.
"You may say what you want, but please don't cry,"
"I want Alex's brother to stop for a moment and not contact me for the next few days, because I don't want to if later I will feel bored living my day with Alex's brother who is only limited to communication,"
alessya said in tears to vent her sadness.
"I'm sorry brother, honestly I tried hard but I'm a gabisa. I keep thinking about Alex's brother, and it makes me sad,"
Instantly his heart broke upon hearing that from Alessya. The effort and struggle that he had been doing was wrong, the time he stole in the middle of his busy life just to take the time to exchange news, entertain each other, give each other attention turned out it all made him sad. The usual night time people do to rest, he always sacrificed just to catch the day in Indonesia, but who would have thought it was all in vain.
"I'm sorry, without realizing I've done anything wrong. I'm sorry, it made you sad. Honestly my wish is only 1, see the people I love happy. Whatever it is, if it makes you happy, I will. Start tomorrow doing what you want. Take good care of yourself. Remember to keep smiling,"
he said that he was trying hard in a time when his feelings were broken. His tears that drip he can no longer hold.
"Sister Alex.maafin Alessya...Alessya loved Alex's sister, Alessya dear Alex's sister, but Alessya didn't know what to do,"
Alessya's cry broke when she heard Alex telling her to take good care of herself.
"Darling.I'm just like you, I love you more than you love me. As long as you are happy I am willing to let you go, keep being happy. If you want to end this relationship, end it and be happy,"
"I don't want to let Alex go, I just need time to calm my feelings. I'm sorry my brother is too selfish,"
alessya reassured Alex that she did not want to end the relationship.
"Well if that's what you want, whatever it is, just do it as long as it makes you happy,"
said Alex who is still trying to make Alessya calm even though he is actually very sad and afraid to lose Alessya.
"From tomorrow we Break first. do what you want to do. I believe that if you were my soul mate, you would stay with me. I will also try to be ready to accept if one day your happiness is not me anymore,"
alex said with tears.
"ILOVE YOU ALESSYA,"
he said he immediately closed the phone without hearing a reply from Alessya.
For him when the relationship is already there the word BREAK is ready not ready he must accept the greatest possibility to lose Alessya and let it go with others. Things he had never imagined before, had now come to make the stone shattered, the famous strong man was now fragile and crying.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
The To Be Continued....
