
With tears Rania out of the room, it was enough she felt pain in her heart, felt disappointed , because of her husband's one-sided love, hurt with every touch Reyhan always gave her.
Rania gives up, it's better for her to retreat before her injuries get worse, she's played with, always touched without love and certainty, Rania has to go away, stay away from trying to forget the Heart she always guarded long ago.
" Shanie....."
Reyhan grasped Rania's arm as he exited the room.
a million questions stuck to his mind.
Rania turned to face Reyhan, pulled her arm in her husband's grasp, took a deep breath to neutralize all emotions.
" i went, like when I came with nothing, and so did when I left"
'" where are you going????"
" i'm sorry, I have a heart and a feeling, I need certainty, without having to hang like this, you treat me like a wife, having to serve whenever I need a release. but you never gave me the slightest heart"
" Sin ...."
call her slowly, hoping that Rania is silent not to continue her words.
" why......????
why am I here mas, if only for the display, maybe I will try to survive, if mas never touch me, every touch that you give, always another quartz, always another, I have always believed that I have opened my heart to me.
But every time I meet Rosellyn, my heart hurts,
seeing you making out with him, but at home you treat me like your own wife, not just in front of mom, in your room the same.
Remember the time you hugged me full of protection, lobbied at the office????
my heart is very comfortable at peace, my heart is very peaceful,
as if I wanted to stop that time mas, so as not to pass quickly.
I've been floating about all, the attitude you gave me, suddenly you're throwing my body back into the real world, hoping I'm aware of our original purpose for marriage.
my heart aches mas, you just go alone, penniless, don't know the way home.You'd rather date Rosellyn than care for your wife
and you realize what made me finally give up????
you call Rosellyn by name, but what you say is my body.
what do you think I am???? is it too insignificant for me in your life????
do you think, 'Our marriage is just an ijab to hire a lustful woman with a Halal Lebel.
but sorry even though my life is hard, I'm not that low, I don't want to be your ******, I'd better go.
oh yeah, I'm sorry I can't get back the money I borrowed to pay the loan sharks. In exchange I won't tell Papa Bastian's family, I won't be there either, I'm going back to my real life.
Rania lowered her head, she knew her mother-in-law knew enough about the science of religion
surely his mother would blame him for having refused the obligations of a wife.
dare to leave the house without permission.
oh my God what Rania has to do
Beyond suspicion Nasiha's mother actually pulled him in her arms, rubbing gently Rania's head full of love and affection.
" excuse me son, it's all mom's fault, I should have thought up to here,"
Rania shook her head, her cries broke in the arms of the in-laws, feeling comfortable, as comfortable as the arms of the biological mother .
" if you want to go, my sincere son"
nasiha's mother framed Rania's face, rubbing her soft tears that drenched her cheeks. Rania just nodded, finally she was able to break free from the painful heartbreak.
Reyhan glared in shock, why his mother allowed it, should not ask Rania to stay, because she was the first person behind their marriage.
" Dear Rania, you're suffering because of mom, if you want to go, let's go together, we wake up our own lives, without pain, I've taken you as my own son."
" no ma'am, let Rania go, and I'll stay here with Rey"
" no dear, the mother who wants you present in this house, the mother who insists, that you marry, without knowing, there will be a heart that is hurt by being played with, so allow the mother , to accompany the heart of the wounded, it.......
mother's words were cut off by Reyhan's words.
" mom what the fuck why mom's gone too"
Reyhan does not accept what his mother wants, he does not want to be abandoned by his mother again as he was when he was 8 years old.
" go inside, son, you clean all your clothes, I'll do the same thing, we leave people who play with the heart."
Rania immediately did what her mother asked her to do, as well as her mother, Reyhan Confused, must how , pursued by people who contributed to Reyhan's life so far , enter the room.
' mom please don't leave Reyhan"
Reyhan pulled his mother's hand, Nasiha's mother immediately brushed aside, not poking Reyhan's words back immersed in the activities of packing all her clothes.
" ..... mother.... Please don't leave me......"
Reyhan rested on his mother's feet, when he was about to step away with Rania's hand out of the house.
But Nasiha's mother's feet still stepped away leaving Reyhan at home.
his decision was unanimous, he was tired of Reyhan's lies so far, Reyhan promised to forget Rosellyn, but in fact he used Rania to cover up his relationship with Rosellyn.