
Rinjani shifts her digallery photo, looks at the photo of Mario she keeps in her mobile gallery, observes and swipes the photo, with uncertain feelings and thoughts.
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Remembering when Rinjani visited Mamah nita's house carrying rainbow cake, Mamah Nita told about the change in Mario's attitude that was once jolly to be cold, quiet because of love problems in his past, and the, and at that time also Mario is a little open about his mass, precisely when Mario drove Rinjani home.
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Mario and Rinjani enter the car, Rinjani focus on holding the pastry that Mamah Nita brought as a hand, while Mario focus on driving his car.
"Mamah must have told me a little about my past" said Mario began the conversation while focusing on the wheel.
"Hm. yes" said Rinjani slowly without looking at Mario, really this time Rinjani felt an unpleasant feeling.
"That's right" said Mario
Deg!. Rinjani's heart seemed to stop beating
"My feelings have been dead ever since, my feelings have run out because the old ones, even if you want to get angry, get angry" keep Mario open to Rinjani.
Rinjani still silent look at every word Mario said, it feels so painful to hear the confession from Mario's lips directly, Rinjani's gaze melancholy staring into one direction in the front of the car glass with a raging feeling. Rinjani still can't say anything, can only be silent.
Rinjani ventured to look at Mario, seeing Mario with ego mixed feelings so one, Rinjani was carried into Mario's broken mood.
"I don't even have the heart to love anymore, this feeling is over because the old one, get angry at the person who has made me like this" mario said but did not mention who the woman he meant.
Rinjani can no longer stem her tears, her feelings are very erratic, "Enough Mas.." said Rinjani tried to stop Mario's speech, put his index finger right in Mario's lips, Mario, really Rinjani did not want to hear another hurtful remark, "Enough, I will not be angry at anyone... The passing let it pass, now I am with you, my focus is only one of you" The vibrating lips of Rinjani stopped Mario's speech.
"i won't force you to love me, I'll make you fall in love with me in my own way. I will not force you to love me, let it come by itself, I just want to be sincerely, not by force or even pretending to love me just to please my heart." rinjani said with tears in her eyes, so stifling her chest as Rinjani's lips flashed the words to Mario.
Mario was speechless to hear the reply from Rinjani, There was an erratic feeling in his heart, when he saw the woman crying, it was so stifling to see Rinjani crying like that.
Mario grabbed Rinjani's hand and clasped Rinjani's hand, "Have it, just don't cry anymore" said Mario still with his fingers Rinjani.
Rinjani felt the warmth of Mario's hand, but Rinjani only fell silent to wipe his tears, while Mario still focused on driving and grasping Rinjani's hand.
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Rinjani closed her eyes remembering her words at that time, it is true that she cannot force the feelings of others, but who does not want to be loved ?... Everyone would love to be loved and loved in marriage once in their life. "Oh my god, is this my fate to marry someone who doesn't love me yet or doesn't love me?" rinjani murmured in her heart while closing her eyes, leaning back on her work chair.
"Am I wrong if I also want to be loved by Mas Mario my own future husband, god.." did not feel the tears Rinjani flowed on his cheeks, Rinjani quickly rubbed.
"I'm sure god's destiny is good for me, I believe it" Rinjani's inner self assured.
On the other hand, deep down he said "Enough Rinjani, do not expect too high on the feelings of Mario, as usual, if I can not be too fond or too deeply in love with Mario. I must be able to take care of my heart" Rinjani said.
"Maybe Mas Mario accepted this matchmaking could be due to obeying the requests of his parents" Inner Rinjani put aside the thought that Mario had feelings for him.
"Ya Rin. You can't be PDan while not hearing directly from Mario's lips" Rinjani said, keeping his heart from falling too much into his love.
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The time of rest arrived, as usual Rinjani was always approached by Kinan to go to the Canteen.
Kinan looked at Rinjani's face carefully, Rinjani who himself was stared at by Kinan also opened his voice, "Lu why Ki? anything weird what's with my face?" Rinjani.
"Again, just pay attention to it, how come it's a little bit as fragile as Rin? Is there a problem?" ask Kinan.
"Eh-No Ki. I have no problem" said Rinjani.
In the other corner Fika and Andre walked closer to Kinan and Rinjani.
"Ki, Rin. "call Andre, ending the conversation between Kinan and Rinjanu.
"That's the partnerlu dateng Ki" Rinjani teases Kinan, saying,
"Yeeeee, a partner from Hong Kong" Kinan said as he poked his lips.
"What's the matter, isn't Kinan pouting?" ask Andre. "Later beautiful fade loh" Andre's tease.
"Bodo time" said Kinan
Making Andre chuckle because of Kinan's behavior.
"Well, there's a change in status... It's smooth, Rin.... Follow me Rin. " said Fika after they all sat her body in one of the seats.
"Eh, yes.. Thanks Fik.. hehehe aamiin may his good prayers come back again yes" said Rinjani.
"About after Rinjani who else will follow between the three of us who are still single" said Andre.
"His son just call singles, Lu is single" said Kinan.
Rinjani, Fika, Andre bengong heard Kinan's speech.
"What?, Lu already has Ki's guy? Wh who? Since When? " ask Fika surprised
Huh huh? Seriously lu Ki?" asked Rinjani also no less surprised.
In contrast to Andre who was just speechless, closely observing the look on Kinan's face.
Kinan stammered at the successive questions Fika and Rinjani were asking.
"Eh, that's not what I mean, it's not good that it calls the singles, yes the singles call singles too" explains Kinan scratching his ears that do not itch.
Andre was still speechless, Rinjani had observed Andre's gaze to Kinan.
"Kalem gaes, Hehehe why is your face so tense" said Kinan awkwardly.
"Gue really thought, you already have a guy Ki, just be careful if I'm not told" said Rinjani.
"Udah, ayok order a meal first, later on fainting how, bother me" said Fika ended awkwardness.