
''Same-sama. Sorry, I am not accompanying you. I, say goodbye to my room.'' said Lucy's mother.
''alright.'' Bruce nodded in understanding.
Bruce stepped confidently, both hands carrying flowers and a cake from Lestari, to Tifani's room. In front of the door the woman had already shed her tears, her shoulders were shaking violently, her body was like boneless, her two hands were holding the side of the door to support her body from falling. As hard as it felt, the man he hurt, actually came to see him.
Tifani wanted to close the door, she wanted to run away from Bruce, but her legs did not want to get out of that door. His heart, too, wanted him to meet Bruce.
''Dad," Her tears rolled down her cheeks. He's resting under Bruce's feet.
"Thank you, I've taken the time to see me." He prayed for his head to look at Bruce, with the crystal chunks continuing to splatter down his cheeks.
Bruce closed his eyes, "Fani, get up!" Tifani shook her head, she refused to stand up. Tifani did that to get an apology from Bruce.
"Fani, stand ashamed of being seen." Bruce stared at the ceiling of Tifani's room.
Seeing Bruce sighing heavily, Tifani finally stood up. She wrapped both her hands around Bruce's waist, "Dad."
"Hmmm..." Bruce looked at the now thinner Tifani, his once glowing face turned pale, his cheeks thin, his lentic nails now no longer visible.
''Here, there is a flower and cake from Lestari. Read the card later after I get home.'' Bruce's message.
Tifani gulped down her saliva violently, her hands hesitatingly receiving flowers and paperbags, but Bruce gestured with his head and eyes, "Good" Tifani said.
"thank you. The flowers are beautiful, and so are they inspiring. The cake is good too. Lest the great woman he'd forgive me, who'd destroyed her household." Tifani smelled the roses and dandelion.Lalu inhale the aroma of cake from the paperbox. Her tears were dripping again, she had already forgotten about the matter but Lestari's delivery reminded her again.
"Either. Don't be sad anymore." Bruce replied.
"Good." Tifani was embarrassed.
"Dad, just sit on the edge of the bed. Sorry, my room has no seats." Tifani was embarrassed.
Tifani sat on the edge of the bed but she kept her distance, ''Are you at home here?'' his attitude is still cold.
''I am very happy to live here. In this place I have learned a lot, I am also closer to God and one that makes me grateful I can accept my current situation. It was difficult indeed, it was only at the beginning that I came but with a long process and through a joyful day I began to accept and iklas live my life.''' Tifani wiped her tears.
''Come here, come closer.'' Bruce called out, his eyes not separated from the body that was now very thin.
''You, disappear. You think I'm not sad? You think I'm not worried?'' Bruce hugs Tifani's body, he kisses Tifani's head.
''What's the problem?'' Bruce took Tifani's body into his chest. His heart's tremors are different like never before. This feeling Bruce feels is like a father missing his lost son, they miss each other.
''I just want to learn iklas.'' he said.
''Illusory? What kind of class?'' Bruce cupped Tifani's face he looked at her late-goal.
''Since four years here, I have found the word iklas in fact.I have received my sick, hurt and humiliated condition with a wide heart. It means that we classify people who are very meaningful in our lives living with others without us feeling sad and hurt. We are happy to see them happy, we also have to continue to live our lives that do not know when the life ended.'' Tifani wrapped her hands around Bruce's waist, Dad, thank you for visiting me. Did you have no trouble finding me?''
Bruce took Tifani's body over his lap.
''Since when did your father have trouble finding people. Moreover, that person was his daughter who used to be very naughty, both of them chuckled.
"You still remind your father what kind of person he is. Your father's still the same as he used to be until now bekum changed." Bruce rubbed Tifani's hair.
"Change father for father's future." Tifani smiles.
''Come back to the mansion with your father. This old man, hmmm? Then your father will change slowly" Bruce smiled.
''No, I'm happy here to be with those who have the same fate as me. We, understanding each other, understand each other's condition." Tifani.
Bruce sighed, "Even bring you medicine." said Bruce.