
"There's something strange about you two. Tumben this place is so deserted? Usually like a cat with a dog, never get along," said Boby who had been astonished. Nay and Olin never said anything. Both were busy with their own food.
Every hour of school break, the five must gather to eat in the canteen. Although Olin the onion child is different class because it is still first class, since the first always come wherever they go, the reason is only one, do not want to separate from Sagara.
"Yes right, tumben very nih two boys," continued Fajar observing the two alternately. Sagara just chose silence. He also felt that something was different when Nay did not come home to go to school together. Usually the child must be the same as Sagara.
"Nay, why didn't you come this morning? Did he leave first?" sagara asked this morning, when she was about to go to school, glanced at Olin who had since closed his mouth, again not as usual.
"Woi, can you hear me talking?" hardik Sagara turned to Olin who did not reply.
"Do not know, brother. Why ask me? I'm her mama" replied Olin annoyed.
In his heart he wondered. Nay's absence this morning for nebeng, means his anger yesterday afternoon was really serious. Is he not going to talk to Olin anymore?
Nay didn't come. He didn't want to see Olin's face. This alone he intended not to go to the cafeteria, but Fajar pulled him.
"Your nags, I'm the horror one, huh?" chirps Boby. "Ga, Lo tanyain dong these two girls are not beautiful," he continued.
"Gue to class first," sambar Nay quickly. Stand up, then leave the twenty thousand on the table, near Boby's hand.
"I want to come in too. There's a pr that's forgetfulness." Olin followed, had a sharp delicacy from Nay, but only a second ago the two went in a faraway direction.
"Gue was sure, they must be fighting!" Guess the Dawn of faith.
"Yes, the genius boy forgot to play pr. He's 11 12 as a boy" Boby pointed at Sagara with his eyes.
"Biarin. Ribet takes care of girls!" sagara.
But it's just on the lips. Actually, he himself was curious about the two girls fighting. In his silence, Sagara was very worried about Nay. The girl was so closed. He knows Nay very well, every problem must be cold, silent and severe all that happens will he blame himself.
Sagara remembers, when Nay's parents separated, the girl sneaked into Sagara's room.
The room was empty, Sagara and his family were having dinner. After eating, Sagara went up and when he pressed the light switch, how surprised he found Sagara sitting curled up near the window of his room that Nay had been accustomed to entering since childhood without permission.
"Bokap I'm leaving. He married again the same pecun who was under the guise of secretary in his office!" the answer was cold, with no reaction, only displaying his flat face.
Sagara tried to swallow his saliva. He was also confused as to what to say. He was not adept at persuading a grieving girl of the type like Nay.
Different stories with his twin sister, most if again craving, or angry, just given Maglumi ice cream or silver king chocolate. If for now he does the same thing to Nay, Sagara is sure that the object will be thrown into his face.
"And this must be because of me. Bokap I always wanted to have a son, but the truth was born instead of me. If I had never existed. If only I had died," he continued, sounding more and more hurt.
Sagara knows that Nay's father always expects a boy in their family, Nay repeatedly says that. So, in order to give her father a little pleasure, since sixth grade Elementary, Nay decided to throw away all her dresses and skirts, starting to wear pants wherever she went. Until adolescence, the habit is carried away. She always dressed up like a boy. Cut his hair short. If only going to school there was no need to wear skirts for girls, believe me, Nay would have worn the same pants as male students.
Sagara chose to sit next to Nay, staying silent while hearing the girl's breathing that he refused to let out. Sagara knows that Nay is holding himself back from crying.
Sagara got up, picked up his phone and headset, then sat back in his place. "Lo can lean your head on my shoulder. I want to hear the song" he said showing his phone to Nay, then putting it into his ear.
This had become their habit every time Nay had problems and his heart was overwhelmed with sadness. Sagara was counting in his heart, on the count of five, Nay must have laid his head on Sagara's shoulders, then on the count of six, the girl would start crying. In the sideways position, Sagara will not see Nay crying, and it makes the girl comfortable to shed her tears.
***
'Brother, I'm coming home in the back. There are activities in the classroom after the same picket friends. Brother went home with Nay aja, first.'
Sagara frowned, while reading a message from Olin, and rushed to call his number, but was not picked up.
His eyes caught the movement of Nay who was about to prepare to go home and immediately chase after him. "We're going home together, right?"
"Go back by yourself. I need to" replied Nay, trying to smile, but failed.
"When I come home, Olin is not with me. Lazy I'm alone in the car," he continued to want to lure Nay. Is it true that the two girls were silent because there was a quarrel between them.
"Huh? Okay, I'm coming."