Love Or Punishment

Nightmare

Renata has arrived at the food stall where she works.

" How's the graduation announcement for Renata?"

" Current ma'am, thank God..... Renata gets the highest grade"

" Thank God I'm happy to hear it, oh yeah..for what next..? does Renata want to go to college?"

" yes.bu, Renata has registered, join the merit scholarship path, doain ya bu...Renata can enter the best university in Jakarta.."

" Of course, son..I always pray for girls as good as you" Dina's mother who loves Renata, she is a beautiful and smart girl, Renata always ranked first in her school.

" Yes mother, many children undergird at the university that Renata wants to mean, who knows there is a nyantol one" Renata blushed embarrassed to hear the joke bu Dina.

" Mom can aja.mana there kolongmerat who want the same poor girl like Renata bu, besides Renata still want to pursue the ideals of Renata"

" You are beautiful, well, which man doesn't like a girl as pretty as you"

Hearing Ms. Dina's answer, Renata just shook her head, she went to the back to wash the dirty dishes that had piled up. He sometimes smiled amusedly himself imagining the words said Ms. Dina.

" Where would anyone want the same poor girl as I.hi.hi.hi" muttering Renata amused herself to imagine the kolongmerat who fell in love with her.

The day had shown at 7 pm, it was time for the stall bu Dina to close, before returning home, Renata helped bu Dina to pack the goods in the stall, today she wants to sleep early, and she wants to go to bed, he can't wait to see results

announcement of prospective students who can be accepted through the scholarship path. After it was all done, then Renata said goodbye to go home.

"Mom...Renata go home first.."

" Let's wait a minute, son.ini Ibu there is a little sustenance, accept.who knows can help for your needs to enter the university"

"But ma'am..this is too much, Renata's salary that yesterday's mother had loved" Renata tried to refuse the gift of Dina's mother, indeed.it can not be denied he really needed money for the cost of his education.But, the, Renata never likes to expect the mercy of others, he believes as long as we are willing to strive for sustenance is arranged.

" Please don't refuse son..I've been thinking of Renata like my own mother's daughter, I set this money aside for you, I know..if you think of mother as your own mother, accept this mother's gift of son".

" Thank you ma'am...Renata will use this money well, Renata promised.later if Renata becomes a successful person, Renata will look for a mother"

Dina's mother rubbed Renata's hair lovingly, she was so amazed by Renata's struggle all along, for the sake of financing her school work whatever she did not feel ashamed, as long as it was halal. Dina's mother did not understand why her mother Renata could abandon her daughter like this.

" Mom pray'akan.so hopefully later Renata will be a successful person"

" Amin..again thank you ma'am, Renata said to go home first y.."

Renata left Dina's shop, today at least his heart was so relieved, the cost to buy his needs

when entering the university already exists. Arriving at Renata's house does not find her mother, as usual her mother may go home late at night with her lover. It was a very tiring day, the night was getting late Renata was asleep in his sleep, today he slept so soundly, after a long day of work he could rest in peace.

" Non..jump Non..let's jump...!"

" No sir...Aurel's afraid.."

Suddenly the car exploded...

Cold sweat splashed on Renata's face, as usual the beautiful girl had a nightmare, a dream that always came in every sleep, a dream that always made him afraid to close his eyes at night, Renata woke up..with heavy breathing and sweat pouring out.

"Who's that little girl...? why does he always come to me in every dream.what does that have to do with me.." A thousand questions raged in Renata's head, his head was always in excruciating pain when he tried to remember all that.Renata held his head that was so painful arrived the shadow of the blurry shadow and the sound of a boy's voice ringing in his head Renata continued to hold his head was so sick, the sweat continued to pour on his face and body, but the sound of the voice was getting real.

" sister...Fais..ayo came here" the voice of the little boy and the laughter of the boy continued to ring in Renata's head.

" Stop..stop...!!stop...stop...!!" Renata continued to shout out screams while holding her aching head.

" Drugs.drugs.where the medicine is, I need the medicine" his hand began to feel the palpable of the little nightstand next to his bed, quickly Renata immediately swallowed the pill, and the pill began to be felt, the pill that could disappear was the pain in his head, as well as dispelling the shadow of the little boy who always bothered him, the girl gulped down some water quickly, he said, then he wiped the remaining water on his lips and neck, Renata heaved a sigh of relief.

Tonight he will wake up again, every time he has a bad dream, the girl will not close her eyes again, she is afraid.if she closes her eyes the dream will come again and again, and again, Renata turned on the lights of his room, he chose to spend the night reading books, routines like this almost every night he did since childhood, headaches and bad dreams always come to him. Then he saw the bottle of medicine, which only had a few pills left, he had to tell his mother that the medicine was running out. At least he was grateful, his mother always bought the medicine in time, no matter what would happen if he did not consume the oba.

Although his mother did not care about his education, at least his mother cared about his health.Evenings were getting late, the day showed at 2 am, a noise and noisiness sounded from the living room, Renata opened a little door to make sure that it was his mother, it turned out to be true, his mother was swept by Hendra, they were both drunk, sometimes they laughed, sometimes no matter what, sometimes no matter what, seeing the scene Renata shed her tears from behind the door, she can only pray that her mother quickly repent and be guided soon.Harning the door of her mother's room in the crush, he said, I don't know what they did Renata didn't want to know, she was so scared of her mother..