Love of the Son of the Maid

Is this love?

The night was late, but Juna was still awake. A cigarette that ignites the embers, tucked between the index and middle fingers. Cigarette smoke billows through the air, creating an abstract pattern that is easily swallowed by the wind and simply disappears.

Arjuna Suseno Literature.

Suseno's single iskandar was in a time of worry. For some reason, Ira's sentence at dinner almost ended earlier, enough to make her ego scratched.

"What should I do?" Juna muttered alone.

"Did I hide my relationship with Keysha, from Ira alone, huh? God, how could this all happen? I'm certainly a lot of sin, I don't want to hurt Ira, but I love Keysha very much. I should how?"

Arjuna sighed in heart. Tonight he had a hard time falling asleep, even though he had closed his eyes repeatedly. There are many things that Arjuna is difficult to accept, especially this marriage.

"Mas Juna, how come you're not sleeping? Isn't it almost dawn?" Ira woke up with a distinctive hoarse voice waking up, walking towards Juna. "So Ira was angry because of sleep, but why did Mas Juna himself not sleep?"

"I can't sleep, Ra." Said Juna, letting Ira yawn and stand beside Juna. "If you're sleepy, don't wait for me."

"Mas Juna has to sleep. Didn't Mas Juna pick up Keysha's mom and take her for a walk?" Ask Ira.

Arjuna just kept quiet, glancing at Ira with no word. He is worried, between having to openly connect with Keysha in front of Ira, or hiding his relationship with Keysha in front of Ira, because he does not want to hurt the young girl.

"Mass? What did Juna think? Is it because Ira asked Mas Juna to stay away and leave Keysha's mother, for our marriage?" Ira asked again, guessing roughly how her husband felt.

"Yes, I'm still thinking about your request." Juna. "Can't you bargain again, Ra? I mean, can't we just talk about your wishes?" Juna hoped Ira could still give him tolerance.

"No, mas. This is the price Ira has set." Aira shook her head dramatically. "Well, if mas Juna and mbak Keysha are given a gap for you to stay together, what will happen later? You will only hurt Ira in the future. No, Ira doesn't want that to happen with Ira. It's better for Juna to throw that feeling out against mbak keysha, rather than later feeling Ira should be sacrificed."

Juna was again amazed by Ira's statement. The other side of his heart said, Ira is very right. But the other side of his heart said, he still could not break with Keysha just like that. Juna has always loved Keysha.

Silence dominated the two, until then Ira broke Arjuna's daydream.

"Mas, Mrs Juna? Mas Juna what, object to what Ira asked?" Ask Ira to make sure.

"alright. If that's what you want, I'll try to stay away from Keysha slowly." Reveal Juna then with a firm and steady voice.

"Really, mas? Is Juna serious?" Ira's happy not to play. Juna's statement to him was like a rare diamond he suddenly found.

Nodding and smiling Juna, enough to show the seriousness of Juna this time. Ira soared in excitement, that she unconsciously hugged Juna tightly while screaming. Fortunately no one saw the action of the two, because time has entered the early hours.

"Yes. Thanks to Juna. Thank you very much. Ira promised, Ira will be a good and obedient wife. Thank you for appreciating our marriage. I'm so fucking grim." Juna just kept quiet, did not react to Ira's embrace, did not intend to return the girl's embrace.

"Oh sorry." Said Ira who then loosened her embrace. "Sorry, Ira's gone." Another imbibing.

"It's okay." Juna smiled a little. "Oh yeah, I think I'm getting sleepy, let's go to sleep." Take Juna who then goes into the room, with Ira trailing behind him.

Juna lies down, pretending to sleep and turns his back on Ira. Ira was so happy and happy in her place. But what about Juna? Juna still doesn't know what to call himself.

This is the beginning of Juna's lie. There will be many other lies in the days ahead, which Juna will do to Ira. For God's sake, Juna hated himself so much.

Juna's inner whisper in silence.

'Yes, thank you, Juna. Thank you, god at last, after all this time, I can finally shake the establishment of mas Juna. Hopefully, in the future, mas Juna really want to change and accept me and this marriage.'

Ira's mind is full of joy.

'Keysha, I hope you accept the truth. Later, someday, you will get a man who is certainly much better than me.'

Juna is back.

"Mass? Is Juna sleeping?" Ask Ira slowly.

"Hmm? What's up?" Ask Juna back. The man turned to Ira, without turning back.

"Thank you, yeah." Reveal Ira. The girl then ventured, slowly hugging Juna from behind.

Of course this managed to make Juna stunned in his place.

"Ra, what are you doing?" Ask after he realized, with what happened.

"Gulfing mas Juna. Wh why? Doesn't Juna want to?" Ask Ira later.

"Yes, please take off. I really want to let Keysha go for this wedding. But please, don't demand your rights now. I . . I need time, Ra."

"Don't reject me, mas. Just let me do this, for a second, until Ira falls asleep. Ira didn't ask for anything, anyway. Let the gini go, mas." Ira's voice weakened. Apparently, the girl went back to sleep.

Juna was silent, between the reluctance to touch Ira, with a foreign feeling running through his heart.

Somehow at first, it feels like Juna's heart is fed by a similar taste of electric shock. His blood flowed very quickly, with all of Juna's muscles tensed up.

A touch blocked by blankets and sleeping pajama cloth, making Juna more and more numb. It's not just a desire, but like a .. . ah I don't know, Juna is confused in describing.

...'Lord, strengthen me. This insolent Ira. He could have been hurt, without asking permission. Jeez, where's this why goosebumps anyway?'...

Juna.

Even until almost dawn, Juna still faithfully opened his eyes. The man did not even move a little. Until he got used to it, it felt pretty comfortable.

The strange feeling, Juna himself did not understand.

Is this love? I don't know. Juna doesn't understand.

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