Love of the Muslim

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for several weeks this novi is very difficult to sleep, I don't know what makes it difficult to close the eyes.

until one night a sleepy novi went to bed and was about to sleep, but he was like being wracked by his own drowsiness. his article he always yawns but when trying to sleep still can not

until that night he immediately ablution and cry in his do'a only to be given peace of mind in order to fall asleep, because honestly his body and heart are very tired.

her body is tired from a day of work and her heart is tired because of her love problems are increasingly complicated because her loved ones will get married next week right on the anniversary of the new year 23 years.

"why love this hard, God" he said softly,

because the night was getting late after the prayer he immediately tried to sleep but still could not. Finally he tried to hear the music that might make him fall asleep thought.but nil, nil, he still can't sleep.

finally he re-opened his eyes and opened the youtube application on his phone, while being shifted up & down his youtube brand, youtube, he found an Islamic video that contained the sound of people teaching with a very melodious and unexpected after hearing the chanting of the holy verse of the Qur'an from his cellphone he fell asleep.

and when he woke up in the morning he had just said that last night he could sleep because he heard the sound of teaching from his cellphone, he said, his heart said that maybe this was all a clue to him or some kind of guidance so that he would draw closer to the creator. but the thought went straight to the tepis novi and thought this was all just a coincidence.

and in his sleep he dreamed, in his dream he saw his body was stiff and lying weak, he knew that now he was dead. but what is very sad is that he saw people² around even his parents who were in his house did not move at all to take care of his corpse.

after that novi immediately woke up with cold sweat that soaked her face.

from his dream he could take the wisdom that he could not always expect humans to help him, because on his basis only God is a substance that deserves to be expected.

and he decided to change little by little the bad thing² on himself with hijab like his two best friends.

because the day was already morning then he decided to take a bath, after bathing he immediately changed clothes and contacted his parents to ask for an opinion on his decision to hijab.

and as a parent, it would be a very desirable thing if their children fix themselves, especially if they intend to hijab syar'i. without the refusal of both parents to approve his decision.

after calling his parents, now he opened his social media accounts starting from facebook, instagram and lain², he immediately deleted all the photos on his social media.