Love of Ordinary People

135. Still not admitting

Three days after being treated at the hospital Syaqina state was getting better and the doctor allowed to go home today.

Syaqina is in her room with her eldest daughter, who has not been with her for three days. it seems that Tiara and Mahesa and other families are now gathering at the main House of the Darmawan Mahantara family considering that He still has to recover.

" Tiara, Mahes, thank you so much for taking care of Queen for these three days "

" you what the hell is the Queen is my ponakan already we should also take care of him, besides the Queen her son is not fussy so just keep it up "

" Tiara. hopefully you can get pregnant soon "

Syaqina's face returned sad because she remembered back to her pregnancy

" Amin..I hope I also really want it soon our second Anniversary but I have not been given the trust, I know that Mahes also has a lot of desire"

" patient Yes, even I who have got it finally lost also "

" yes, don't be sad, I'm sure God must have a more beautiful plan later "

" but one thing makes me feel guilty and maybe there's someone else I deserve to blame for all this"

" you mean ?"

" if only that time he did not come and he did not admit that it turns out that he was the biological mother who left me since I was five years old, it was appropriate that he had been a good pretender all along, sok Deket turns out he knows that I'm his biological son "

"Yes, have you not been able to accept the fact that your biological mother is her "

" you don't need to mention that, this heart still hurts Tiara so much, everything that's done to me and Dad hurts so much , even Dad's self-esteem as a man seems to be left untrodden by his cheating, as if, even when she found out who I really was she could still play the role of innocence even more slick playing the play like a mother in general, I was so sick of it, I was so sick of it, this heart is still very sick to be able to admit it let alone to accept it it is very unlikely "

With the emotions going up and down - the dust and the glazed eyes - Syaqina glass trying to deny the reality that exists

The two friends who are now sisters embrace each other more precisely Tiara who hugs hoping to give peace and can give strength to Syaqina

" you rest yes, you must remember this time is also still in recovery so you have to rest a lot so that your condition quickly recovers "

Tiara knows her best friend is now down after knowing the reality about her birth mother along with that she also had to lose a baby candidate in her womb who was only 12 weeks old. But Tiara knew that if Syaqina was not a weak woman she was a strong woman, strong she could definitely pass all these tough tests although it was not easy at first but a Syaqina Azzahra could definitely.

" Tiara, thank you for helping me take care of Queen during my time at the hospital, I hope that you will later give a male descendant as the successor of the Darmawan Mahantara family "

" Amin, Yes, we have discussed it later now the most important thing you recover first, after you recover, you are healthy you can also program a pregnancy back, too, you should be sure you can give Shaka what he hopes is a baby boy as the successor to the throne of your husband's business empire "

" is that still possible whereas I know the possibility is very small for me, I already know everything about my true state , I know it's all because of my own fault for my carelessness that's why all this happened "

" Yes, don't blame yourself for all this, this is a disaster you have to like, and stop blaming yourself "

Syaqina's tears can no longer be contained everything that happens is beyond his power, with a moment of hope broken. though only a while ago they felt unexpected happiness before after graduation he also got a surprise by re-containing it brought tremendous happiness to the whole family Darmawan Mahantara in particular Shaka husband. But with a flash of happiness was lost along with the fact that the biological mother who had left her for more than 18 years now returned and admitted her identity opposition as her biological mother.

" Yes yes Sya, now you rest no strange thinking - strange again "

" yes, all right ready sister "

he said, raising his hand while saluting

" you what the hell, who would want to be a nun you are a patient of wayward gini "

" yes sister-in-law feel sister, now I want to rest in accordance with the orders of sister-in-law "

" nah. it's just saucy, yes I've come down first soon Mahesa come pick me up "