Love of Neglected Women

Episodes 1. Prologues

*POV Aruni's

Arga was my neighbor from a long time ago. Our friendship was well established when we were in High School with five other friends, namely Vio, Mia, Widia, Tama and Bagas. At first I didn't realize how I felt about it, how could I like you? How can after so long a close neighbor just like it? 16 Years old again..?

Until one day I saw it when I was 26. A very serious incident made me almost take my life. Jealousy, heartbreak, and heartache were the things I felt when I saw an Arga who dared to express his feelings to Vio. Wanted to cry in that place too, but I realized, who am I? Everyone has the right to fall in love, including me. But you can't force someone to love you either.

I really hate everything. For days without anyone knowing, I always cry at night. Do you know what crying hurts the most? Yes, when we have sobbed but have to hold back the sound of crying so as not to come out and make a sound. Tight, very tight I feel. Especially when I see the romance between Vio and Arga, the man I love very secretly.

But, somehow his attitude over time also started to change to me. He was getting cold and cold to me, but at first it was fine. We used to tell stories, laugh together without him knowing that I liked him. Does he know if I like him? Is it possible that he's mad at me because I like him? Is it because she's afraid that her boyfriend is jealous? But..why does it hurt so much when you ignore me? My heart hurts so much, sky why should I fall in love with her?

Tell me the sky? Say it! Why??!! Why should you like it?!!! Why should I like an Arga Mahasura!

Oh God, if you can please erase all my feelings. I hate my heart for liking men like you. I hate my heart beating when I'm close to you. I hate my mind and brain when I think of you, even dreaming of marrying you all the time.

Bad, this is evil. Do you want to know what my prayer is? My prayers are so evil, I ask God to separate Arga from her and Arga with me.

Until one day.

I smiled in my heart as I looked directly at the farewell between Arga, the person I loved from a long time ago and my best friend Vio as well.

My tears fell but my heart laughed and smiled happily. I was saddened to see the man I loved cry after seeing the woman he loved leave. I laughed and smiled happily when I heard the farewell between the two.

I thought it was a gift to me. After Arga with Vio breaks up, there will probably be many paths to getting Arga's heart.

But, you know what happened?

1 year passed.

I always shed my tears every day on the balcony at 00:00 watching the man I love get my life screwed up.

He became a drunk, a smoker and increasingly a brandal in wild racing. He even got out of our friendship and into the gang that used to be his enemy.

Now I'm sure Arga is like that because he's too sick to Vio. But, does it have to be like this? Why did you become like this Arga?

Sometimes I feel sorry for Mama Reni, Arga's biological mother who every day always cries and clashes with my mother about the behavior of her son who is becoming more and more. Mama Reni also always asked me to chat with Arga, who knew it would be better.

I tried too. However, it was not the good reply I received, but the words that made me go down and glazed to see Arga like that.

I'm tired, I give up now. I leave everything to Vio to advise Arga. I went to Vio's house and begged him to try to advise Arga not to be a bad boy anymore. I pray all this works....

I never cared about tomorrow. Now be so careful what will happen, think sharply about the risks of a choice.

At first I didn't care if I was a loser, I didn't care if I lived without a purpose.

But since your presence, I found out the true meaning of life, I want to make you happy to erase all fear and suffering.

You who are full of wounds and have suffered for so long, I want to heal them, treat everything stored in the soul.

For your sake I'm willing to do everything, as much as I can. Even as hard, as cruel as any suffering that would stand in my way will never stop me from being happy for you, even if you throw me out I will remain faithful beside you to calm you.

I'm not as perfect as you've dreamed of, not as good as everyone else you've told me, but this faith and determination will be unshakable.

For your sake I'm willing...

For you I can...

My demons will fight for everything

Simple my.

I want you to be happy

I let my mind be still, though it no longer held my heart, and I left my longing bruised for a heart I could not keep, and I let my heart dim, to forget the passing of life, and now, what else can I expect, my fret will never take you home, and the shade will never make you come, because the more I want to hold you, the farther you disappear,,,, you know,,, and now all my efforts to keep you are over, all the time, and all the sweat is done to pursue you, and I forgive those who have wrongly coveted a heart, which apparently never cared at all

If I had known this hurt, I wouldn't have loved you this deep.

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Aruni Aisha's

A woman with an ayu face who has short hair and a mole on the edge of her nose. That is what makes him liked by many. He's 27 years old. Women with soft words and easy to cry.

However, the thing that makes men choose to stay away is Aruni's excessive indifference.

Visual Arunis Aisha/

*°Female Love Ignored°*