Love of High School Children

Abian Confusion

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Along the way to Ruby's house, Abian's heart felt very unsettled. Like there was a sense of tightness and pain that he could not express. Whether he was disappointed or angry he could not conclude about what he was feeling at this time. For sure Abian felt himself very unwilling to hear Ruby would marry another man.

Is he jealous? Abian couldn't confirm that. But if he can be honest about his feelings so far, Abian does have other feelings for Ruby, different feelings that he feels are not like the Rose or Goddess.

There is a sense of longing and there is also a deep sense of concern for Ruby, but she cannot express her feelings because Abian does not want to damage their friendship that has been established all this time.

If Abian is honest about her feelings, Abian is afraid that her love is even clapping one hand, her love is rejected, Ruby eventually feels uncomfortable again with her then in the end their friendship becomes damaged.

Therefore, Abian prefers to harbor only his feelings. The real feeling of love has grown over the past year or so. Although it is undeniable if he still remembers the Princess of his former lover and there is still residual love in his heart for the Princess, but the figure of Ruby was slowly able to fill the emptiness of his heart and make his life feel more colorful.

Especially when new problems begin to arise when Romy asks her to stay away from Ruby with the threat of forcing Ruby to change schools and live outside the city, Abian is certainly very afraid of being far away and separated from Ruby, therefore he promised Romy would start to stay away from Ruby. Abian better not be close as usual but still be able to see and meet again with Ruby. But maybe the way is wrong and even make Ruby hurt and misunderstand him.

The arrival of the Princess made Abian feel she had a good reason to show Romy if she had a lover. Abian does still love Princess, but if she can be honest her love for Ruby may be much greater than for Princess, but Abian feels useless if she continues to expect Ruby, she said, Romy will certainly never condone it due to the mistakes made by Mona, her brother.

"Lo can't marry God, By! I don't want you to belong to someone else!" abian murmured in his heart.

But when Abian recalled the figure of the Princess who was currently lying helpless, it felt like she was so outrageous and so evil if she even expressed her love to Ruby at the wrong time. Abian has chosen Princess. Of course, this situation makes it a dilemma. All the decisions he made seemed wrong. The steps he took ended up hurting everything.

"Oh my God, what should I do now!" Abian rubbed his face rough. Abian was really confused as to what he should do right now for the people he loved so much.