
After Ola's house this morning, Helwa lunglai, the turmoil of young pregnant women began to feel. Even going to the bathroom, he staggered. Mama Helwa kneaded Helwa's neck slowly, although a few days ago her parents were so angry that she was slapped several times by her father. But his name is a parent, will not be able to see his child suffer.
"Sorry, Ma!" said Helwa while cleaning her mouth in the bathroom sink. Mama Helwa gives a tissue and immediately hugs Helwa. His body grew thinner, and his face looked pale.
"Mama make it warm ginger yes,"
After her mother Helwa walked towards the bed, holding her head dizzy and crying. Regretfully sorry, how foolish he was when he was lulled with the sweet words of a jerk.
Ting
Incoming message from Wira. To her surprise, as Helwa knew it, her cell phone number had already been blocked by her baby's biological father.
/Meet me at cafe mix n love/
Helwa threw herself down while holding her phone. Tears just came out, what to do now. Accepting his invitation or letting him wait like he had experienced yesterday? Helwa's head is now so dizzy, all she wants is to sleep, she sleeps.
Sayup-sayup heard the footsteps of mama Helwa, maybe delivering warm ginger, Helwa pretended to sleep. Tired and powerless to see the face of the mother who looked sad like no ordinary day.
"Well, wake up, son!"
O Allah it hurts so much, how soft Mama Helwa called the princess who had tarnished the good name of the family with the name of son.
"God!" call mama again. As much as possible Helwa held back from making a sound, even Isaac was forbidden from being heard.
"It's really good for you to sleep" said the mother while stroking her hair. More comfortable with his loving treatment. Having received no reply, Mama Helwa came out and closed the door of the princess's room. Then Helwa opened her eyes and immediately a circle of tears dripped.
Unmatched regret, he had to accept the consequences. Papa Helwa has given an ultimatum, if until next month there is no good ethic of men who impregnate Helwa, then papa will exile Helwa to Singapore, live there and continue his studies.
Helwa remembered the ultimatum, she immediately picked up the phone and replied to a message from the Hero.
/Okay I go there/
Last chance to hold her accountable, if she holds onto her selfishness, okay.
Without saying goodbye to her mother, Helwa drove her car to the cafe designated Wira. The welcome forced Helwa to smile at the cafe staff. He immediately accelerated his steps towards the table that had been occupied by Wira.
"How are you?" greet Helwa while pulling the seat sitting in front of the Hero. The man looked up at once, took his eyes off his phone, then smiled cynically.
"OK, Lo?"
"Bad," replied Helwa trying not to sniff.
The hero again smiled cynically, "I didn't want to talk about that child in your womb."
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Helwa clenched her hands, asshole.
"I'm just saying, don't interfere with my business. Our relationship is over."
Helwa still remembered Ola's message, don't show the oppressed face. "Well if that's what you want, I won't force it. Anything else you want to talk about?"
Bare, want non-jok the face of the man in front of him. If only he spread Renata or Ola, maybe Wira runs out at this time with his bogem. But he was too weak, holding back tears was already good enough.
"On the boy-"
"Let's just say you never did it with me, Wir."
"Good!"
"One thing I ask of you, don't ever ask this child someday. Because ever since you told me to abort this kid, that's when he's not your son anymore."
"No problem."
"I go first, thank you for throwing me away in such a despicable way. I hope there are no victims but me. Excuse me."
Helwa gets out of the cafe chair. Legs without looking back. Bitter memories must be forgotten, now is the time to answer the papa ultimatum. It is better to stay away from this environment, organize life with his son later, as well as atone for sins in his parents.
Helwa did not come home soon, she went around the city with tears, the turmoil of nausea she did not reveal. He wants to vent emotions and shed tears of sadness. Just today tears of sadness come out, from tomorrow there will be no tears for sadness anymore. Just laughter and happiness.
At 10 p.m., he went home. Welcomed
"When to go to Singapore?"
Papa immediately asked Helwa, she immediately hugged her mother, probably crying because her shoulders looked up and down. That question implies your daughter will give birth to a child without a husband.
Allahu Akbar, how cruel I am to be their beloved daughter. I'm evil. Helwa's screams in the heart.
"Related, Wa?" ask Mama who's tougher than papa.
"Sure, Ma! My baby's father refused. I don't want to force it, rather than me living with an irresponsible person later."
"All right, tomorrow afternoon we're leaving." Said the father who wiped his tears. He then took the stairs to his room.
Helwa breathed a heavy sigh. It was a tough decision but it was definitely better. The environment in Singapore is more soothing than the gossip of the neighbors. He did not dare to imagine his son being scorned as an illegitimate child, a child without a father. Helwa must not have been able to hear it.
/Tomorrow morning I'd like to meet you in your department cafeteria, Ta. I want to say goodbye. I wait 10 am/
Helwa throws her phone, not intending to wait for a reply from Renata. His brain, heart, and body were tired. He soaked in warm water, no matter the clock that showed the number 11 nights.
*****
"Said not to go to college?" ask Jea who is being paired with a tie by Renata.
"Helwa wants to see me, she said."
"There's no hero, right?" jea asked by leaning her face towards Renata.
Renata gemes, tie is not neat even want to kiss. She pushed her husband's forehead with her index finger. "No need to be clumsy. Ntar napsong."
"Cih, selling very expensive neng, fished in a kit had already brushed melek." Cibir Jea who immediately got a taboo from his wife.
"Not to be discussed." Renata was ashamed.
"Cie ..who was embarrassed, said it was not to be discussed, but his mind had traveled everywhere."
"Which," Renata yelled annoyed.
Cup
" I love you." Jea Whiners.
"I love you too." Renata said deliberately on tiptoes, put his hand to the husband's neck and lastly kissed the darling of her husband's lips.
Jea did not remain silent, he held back the nape of his wife, deepening his kiss. The morning spirit is quite seductive.
Renata was sitting in front of Helwa, staring at the face of her KKN friend. There is a sense of pity every see his condition now. She is a pretty, friendly, rich, smart, pretty perfect girl. But not with the destiny he had to pass now, fatal.
"Where are you, Wa?" renata asked while looking at Helwa.
"Gue's good, Ta. I brought Lo here because I wanted to say goodbye. Maybe this is the last time we'll see each other on campus. I moved to Singapore, Ta. Going to leave tomorrow."
"Trus?"
"Gue bring this kid alone." Helwa's words that signaled Wira completely broke hands.
"Astaghfirullah, patient Wa. You must be strong."
Helwa nodded, trying to be strong in front of Renata. "Lo's lucky." He said while patting the back of Renata's hand. "Not being his victim. We were close at first, he was very friendly and seemed sweet, until in my heart I said Renata was stupid to underestimate this guy. Uh turns out I was the stupid one, getting in his trap sack. Until finally--"
"Not to be discussed before, Wa. Make heartache, it's time for Lo to show the couple, Lo strong woman. Don't ever let him into Lo's life again."
Helwa nodded, she again patted Renata on the back of the hand, "As for her love of death as Lo, please never accept her."
"will not. I already have a husband far away from Wira."
"May you be happy always yes, Ta."
"Aamiin, thanks. Send your baby photos when you're born."
"Berez. I'm saying goodbye." Said Helwa while hugging her KKN friend.
"Be careful." Said Renata while letting go of her embrace.
Helwa nodded, then turned away from Renata. Tears that had just dripped immediately she wiped, it was no time to be sad because of Wira and her pregnancy. Only a smile that accompanied Helwa ended a love wrapped in real disappointment.