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Songs of Ryan

"Is that Ryan ? is he with his girlfriend, why do I have to feel this, I'm jealous, my heart hurts, but who am I, I'm just an outlet for it, God, my heart, do I really love Ryan?"

(What is Ryan ? is she with her lover, why should I feel this, I'm jealous, my heart hurts, but who am I, I'm just her outlet. God, do I really love Ryan ? )

"Suddenly Ryan looked at me, he waveed at me with a smile, and I went straight into the room, as usual I was crying again, I don't know why I can't control these tears, these tears just keep falling"

(Suddenly Ryan looked at me, he waved at me with a smile, and I went straight into the room, as usual I cried again, don't know why I can't control these tears, they just keep falling )

***

I'm with Oliv, he's been holding my hand tight since, to the point that my hands are wet from sweating, he's very, very happy, huuuufftt, I'm happy to see him, even though I still haven't given my heart fully back to Oliv,

suddenly Oliv Will stop his steps and he whines spoiled want to buy ice cream, I smile, his behavior does not change, he is still the same as before

" Ryan ? "

"Hm"

"I want ice cream, can you buy it for me, this time, please" Oliv said expectantly

"Of course, let's buy "

"Yeeaaayyy"

When I immediately agreed to his request, he immediately kissed my cheek and then ran, I was surprised, but smiled and shook my head to see him running, I was silent for a moment to see Oliv running, I was silent for a moment to see Oliv running, suddenly my gaze turned towards the hotel I knew exactly that it was my hotel room, butiii, it was, I was shocked when I saw Han-na on the balcony who I was sure that Han-na was watching me from earlier, yes indeed Han-na's position and I was quite far away , but I'm sure Han-na saw me hand in hand and she must have seen me too when Oliv kissed my cheek, I kept quiet and looked at Han-na, too, I try to smile at her and wave my hand, but Han-na instead goes inside the room,

what else is this, aaaarghh, is Han-na mad at me, she's avoiding me now, right what I guessed, Han-na must have thought I was playing her for the kiss, then what should I do now, I'm still not sure how I feel about Han-na, but why is it so painful to see Hanna ignore me.

Suddenly .

An ice cream landed on Ryan's nose.

Ryan's surprised.

"Hahahaha you're like a clown"

"Hey, really ? "

"Hahaha that's right, it's for you, your favorite vanilla ice cream"

"Well, you remember that"

"Of course"

When Ryan was about to wipe the ice in his nose suddenly Oliv took out a tissue and then removed the ice-cream in Ryan's nose.

"I'm sorry for dirtying your nose"

"It's okay "

"Ryan let's sit there first"

"Come"

Ryan and Olivia then sit down .

It seemed like Ryan's heart had melted a little, looking a sincere smile on Ryan's lips.

They talked for hours.

"Ryan"

"Hmmm"

"May I use this again, I want to feel it again "

Oliv pointed to Ryan's shoulder.

"Ah, ye yeaah of course"

Slowly Oliv leaned his head against Ryan's shoulder.

Oliv, why, I can't erase this taste, even though it's been years, it's still there for you, even if it's not as big as it used to be, but I still feel my heartbeat when I'm with you.

Ryan said in his heart, then slowly Ryan leaned his head against Oliv's head .

***

Night on the balcony.

A quiet atmosphere, a beautiful night view decorated with lights, with a cold gust of wind, a few flashing stars, with a tall face Han-na looked up at the sky, occasionally take a long breath, then close your eyes.

"Lately my feelings are crazy, especially when Ryan kissed me, he was just playing with me, God, please make me forget him, this is not right, if I just keep hopping for him "

(Lately my feelings have been terrible, especially when Ryan kissed me, he was just playing me, God, please make me forget him, this is not true, if I keep hoping for her)

Suddenly .

"Come on fast "Olivia

"Yes a moment "Ryan and Aldi

"You sing Ryan" Aldi said

"No no, I don't want to sing "

"Ayolaaaaahh, you used to love singing "

"Yes, that was before"

"Oh Oliv, persuade Ryan to sing"

"Heeeyy no, you're the only one, I don't want to sing right now"

Suddenly .

Looking at each other, Ryan and Han-na look at each other, then Han-na turns her face away.

Ryan realized, then immediately grabbed the guitar that Aldi was holding .

"Let me sing"

"You know what, you said you weren't singing, now you're grabbing the guitar, you freak"

"Whisper, just listen to me sing"

"Hahaha you guys are still like you used to be, always fighting" Olivia said

"Ryan always lures me Oliv, you know "

"Sttts"

Ryan starts strumming his guitar, while occasionally looking at Han-na, though Han-na doesn't see Ryan but Han-na doesn't dodge and leaves at that time.

Do I have to go now, honestly I don't want to see this, but I have to get used to it, I have to make Ryan think I'm fine.

Said Han-na in heart.

(Do I have to go now, honestly I don't want to see this, but I have to get this used to it, I have to make Ryan think that I'm fine)

Then.....

Still feels like our first night together

(It still feels like our first night together)

Feels like the first kiss and it's gettin' better baby

(It feels like a first kiss and it gets better baby)

No one can better this

(Nobody can fix this)

Still holdin' on, you're still the one

(Still surviving, you're still the one)

First time our eyes met - the same feeling I get

(The first time our eyes meet - the same feeling I get)

Only feels much stronger - I wanna love you longer

(It just feels so much stronger - I want to love you longer)

You still turn the fire on

(You're still lighting the fire)

So if you're feeling' lonely, don't

(So, if you feel lonely, don't)

You're the only one I ever want

(You're all I want)

I only wanna make it good

(I just want to make it good)

So if I love you a little more than I should

(So if I love you a little more than I should)

Please forgive me - I know not what I do

(Please forgive me - I don't know what I'm doing)

Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

(Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you)

Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through

(Don't deny me this pain I'm experiencing)

Please forgive me - if I need yes like I do

(Please forgive me - if I really need you)

Please believe me - every word I say is true

(Please believe me - every word I say is true)

Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

(Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you)

Still feels like our best times are together

(It still feels like our best moments together)

Feels like the first touch

(It feels like a first touch)

We're still gettin' baby closer

(We'll be closer, baby)

Can't get close enough

(Can't get close enough)

I'm still holdin' on - you're still number one

(I'm still holding on - you're still number one)

I remember the smell of your skin

(I remember the scent of your skin)

Remember everything

(I remember everything)

I remember all your moves - I remember you yeah

(I remember all your moves - I remember you yes)

I remember the night - you know I still do

(I remember the night - you know I still do)

So if you're feeling' lonely, don't

(So, if you feel lonely, don't)

You're the only one I ever want

(You're all I want)

I only wanna make it good

(I just want to make it good)

So if I love you a little more than I should

(So if I love you a little more than I should)

Very real words as they are currently experiencing, Han-na secretly hears Ryan's melodious voice.

Han-na's tears flowed back down her cheeks.

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