Love Kinara

rise up

Already 2 days Ara treated, not a second Dev left his wife. Since that 2 days Ara was more silent and daydreaming. Even sometimes he cries suddenly without Dev's knowledge if he remembers in his stomach ever lived the fetus of his future child.

"Darling.." The gentle call from the husband resuscitated Ara from her daydream, Ara smiled gently at her husband's sharp gaze. He knows that the husband is as much suffering as he is, but look in front of his wife he is always trying to be a tough man, making himself a backup for his wife.

"Eat first yes, let the spit recover". Say Dev softly while thrusting a spoonful of porridge. Ara nodded and smiled faintly at the attention of the husband she loved.

"Thank you bang.."

Dev raises his eyebrows next to hear his wife thank him, as if asking "for??".

"Thank you because my brother always dampingin Ara. Thank you for accepting Ara with all the shortcomings of Ara. Even because of Ara's carelessness, we have to lose our child-to-be. Maafin Ara's". Ara lowered her head, her tears dripping back without her being able to prevent it.

Dev put down the bowl of porridge he was holding, pulling the wife into his arms. He knows how devastated the wife lost their future child, he was the same. Feel useless because it can not protect his wife and prospective children.

"Nobody's guilty here, baby. God is planning greater happiness for us in the future. Our son is happy in heaven. So expose him". Dev hugged his wife's body which still looked weak.

"When can Ara go home bang?" Ra asked after his crying subsided.

"After you've completely healed baby". Dev cooed his wife's nose, making Ara smile.

"Good morning, miss, how are you?". The doctor walked into Ara's treatment room with a big smile.

"It's better, doc. Can I go home today?" Ask Ara expectantly. Dev just shook his head to see his wife who was no longer silent on the hospital bed.

"We check first yes, if the condition is stable, today you can go home". Obviously the doctor then started examining Ara's body.

"Everything is good, your condition has almost fully recovered. You really are a strong woman Miss Ara. This afternoon you can go home". Obviously the doctor made Ara and Dev's smile inflate perfectly.

"Then, excuse me, miss. Don't work too hard, miss, you have to take a full break even if I let you go home. Do not over-exercise your condition, at least in one week you must really rest if you want to recover fully quickly". Obviously the doctor before leaving the Ara treatment room.

"good. Thank you so much for your help and assistance". Replied Ara kindly while slightly bowing her head.

"It is my duty. Come on sir, miss". The doctor came out of Ara's room, now lives a couple who suddenly mute each other. I don't know what they're thinking.

Ara chose to clean herself up, while Dev tidied up their belongings. Put some of his clothes and his wife in the bag.

Ara was already refreshed and had changed into a casual outfit, while Dev was already sitting waiting for her on the sofa of her nursery. Dev patted the empty side next to him sitting down. Ara approached and landed her p*nt*t right next to her husband.

Dev clasped Ara's shoulders, leaning his wife's head against the chest of his field. Kissing the head of his wife, inhaling the fragrance of his wife's hair deeply.

"Abang knows this is heavy, but brother please.don't continue like this dear. You still have a brother, we're gonna get through this together". Dev's words made Ara's eyes dewy again, she wrapped her arms around her husband's flattened abdomen, further immersing her face in Dev's chest, seeking strength from her husband's warm embrace. Ara nodded her head slowly, making Dev smile thinly.

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Both have entered the gate of the housing complex, Dev drives his own car without a driver. The two traveled for approximately 2 hours, Ara was already asleep in the passenger seat, several times Dev glanced at his wife who looked peaceful in his sleep, although he knew that his mind was tormented.

Dev stopped his car when he reached the house of his parents. He glanced at his wife who was still asleep without feeling disturbed in the slightest.

Slowly Dev lifted his wife's body, took her into the house which turned out to be in Bian with his wife and of course his parents.

Dev gave the code to keep everyone quiet, as Ara was still asleep. It seemed that not only was his soul tired but his body also seemed to really need a rest. Everyone nodded and let Dev carry his sleeping wife's body into the room.

"How's Ara's condition??" Mom asked after Dev landed his ass next to her.

"He'll recover Dev soon, trust me". Bian said calmly.

"Mama can imagine how broken Ara's heart was. He had waited a long time, and now that the fetus was in his womb, God gave another test by taking it. Even when he doesn't know it". Mama again sobbed considering how fate was like toying with her beloved daughter-in-law.

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Ara POV's

I blinked my eyes, adjusting the light that penetrated into my cornea. My eyes scanned the entire room, this was already inside my room that was in my in-laws' house. How did I get here? Thought. As I recall, I was on my way home from the hospital.

The infirmary?

Ah me, back to remembering something that made my heart ache. I lost a baby that I didn't even know since when she hid in my womb. My heart stopped beating when the doctor said I had a miscarriage. I wish it was just an illusion, but it turns out that all of that really happened.

I saw my husband's face, clearly emanating sadness. Spotlight eyes that are usually so sharp, that day is not at all visible. There was only the look of the eyes of destruction from the radiance of his eyes.

I got up, walked slowly towards the door that connected the room with the balcony. To be honest it still hurts a lot, but I want to breathe some fresh air.

My memory goes back to the time when shameless humans with Nicolas kidnapped my mother-in-law and sister-in-law. Forcing me to do a fight to cause my body to fatigue, even because of that man, I had to let God take the fetus that was in my heart.

I hugged my own body, closing my eyes enjoying the breeze of the afternoon that hit my face. I don't know what my face looks like right now, maybe pale? Or maybe it's getting thinner? I don't know.

I tiptoed when I felt a hand curled around my stomach, warming my body in the afternoon breeze, I could smell the masculine perfume of my husband.

I slowly opened my eyes, glancing a little where my husband put his chin on my shoulder. He gave me a brief kiss on my right cheek. I smiled and stroked his face.

"What do you think hm??" Ask him in the same position.

"There's no bang, just want to get some air. 2 Days hospital". I put on my best smile. I know he's worried about me.

"Don't keep getting rich baby, there's still me who needs you". Dev turned my body to face him. His eyes were implying worry and sadness.

I smiled weakly and then went into his arms. Hugging it tightly, channeling all the pain in my chest while remembering our dead child candidate.

"Cry if it makes you relieved Ra. Never hold and you hold. I know it's hard, my brother's sick, but my brother's getting sick to see you like this". I felt her soft hands on my back. Tears can no longer be contained, during treatment, I always try to hold back tears even though I really want to cry, even if I cry, I will cry silently without anyone knowing. I don't want to make everyone sad because of me. But now, in my husband's arms, I spilled back all the claustrophobic stuff that was squeezing my chest.

"Why bang.why should Ara. Is Ara not good enough to be a parent?? Until God takes what we've been waiting for". Dev kept stroking my back, listening to all the grievances I was saying.

"We must believe in all the plans of God dear. Do you doubt His power??" Brother loosened his embrace, wiping away the tears that still continued to drip without me being able to stop. I shook my head, didn't I not believe in the power of God, I just felt destiny was so cruel to me. I wanted to say that word, but it all seemed to be stuck in my throat.

"Believe me dear.whatever we pass now, the pain and pain we feel at this time.a moment will be replaced with something better. Our son is happy in heaven, dear".

"You still have a brother, mama and papa so worried about you. Even Dira is hard to eat because it always thinks of you. Don't you think about them??" That question got me back to my consciousness, was I too late in this grief? Even I forget those who are always there at my hardest times. Forgive me, God, I am like a man who knows nothing of gratitude.

"Nobody's downstairs, same Princess. The others also gathered downstairs, you don't want to meet them?". I looked up my head, staring at the sharp blind that was setting. He smiled as he nodded, making me smile.

I go to the bathroom, I want to clean my body before I meet the people who love me. I don't want to make them worry about me anymore. Finished cleaning myself, I took my brother's hand, we went down the stairs with fingers clutched together. I'm happy to have it. Happy to have this family, my in-laws, my sister-in-law, my sister-in-law and all my best friends who have always supported me. Never left me even when I fell and fell.

I have to get up, at least I have to be strong for the people who have always been there for me. I will consider that this is a test from God for me, and believe that God is planning for my true happiness.