Love Joanna

Bickering

Boy looks rushed inside, at the sight of his wife is not in the family room. He guessed his wife was in the room. Boy immediately ran upstairs to his room. When he opened the door, he saw Joanna lying on the bed. He approached Joanna and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Joa, I'll be gone for a minute. You rest first, don't wait for me" Boy said, holding his wife's hand.

"Where are the gini rich nights going?" ask Joanna.

"I'm sorry, but I have to be honest. I have to go see Sarah" Boy said, jolting Joanna.

"Why have nights like this, tomorrow can be. Ahh yes, day or night is the same" said Joanna cynically.

"What do you mean?" boy asked, upset by Joanna's words.

"Go, it's not that she needs you more than I do" said Joanna, who was about to get out of bed. Seeing his wife leaving, Boy grabbed his arm.

"Please don't be selfish Jo" Boy said, but Joanna didn't respond. "Sarah needs me now. He tried to kill himself, he's now in the hospital. So please, just understand a little"

"Don't I always understand all this time?" ask Joanna to Boy. He threw Boy's hand and headed to the walk-in closet. Joanna is seen taking Boy's jacket and giving it to him. "Go, don't think about me or my feelings. I'm used to being treated like this" Joanna said, turning her back to go out onto the balcony.

"Can you just put your feelings aside for a second, you think Sarah didn't break her feelings? Where there is a woman who can accept if suddenly her boyfriend married another woman and now even abandoned because his lover chose his wife rather than him. You are both women, you should know how sick Jo is" Boy said in a slightly high tone.

"Yes, I know I know how sick it is. I know how it breaks. I was wrong, here I was wrong to enter your life. Didn't I ask you to let me go, huh?" joanna replied in a high tone.

"Enough Joa, enough!! I don't want to argue, you allow it or not I'm going to keep going. Because Sarah doesn't have anyone here either. His family is abroad all" said Boy then he moved from his seat and would leave.

"If you go, I'll go, too" exclaimed Joanna in frustration.

"Don't be selfish Jo" Boy snapped and made Joanna's eyes teary.

"Am or are you selfish?" joanna asked softly and her tears were already dripping.

"Whatever Jo, whatever !" said Boy in a high tone and then walked out of the room. He closed the door of the rough room to make Joanna shocked.

Joanna was crying, she slumped near the bed. His hands hugged his legs which he bent, his face he drowned there.

"Hiks I'm also my own Boy, I'm on my own too. Not even my parents had a hymn" Joanna said in tears.

In the hospital

Boy parked his car and rushed down to Sarah's treatment room. When he entered, Sarah appeared to be weakly rolled with an infusion hose stuck on the back of her hand. Boy approached and sat down on the chair next to Sarah's bed.

"Sar.." call Boy to his ex-girlfriend, because a few days ago he had already cut off his relationship with Sarah. Sarah, who heard Boy calling her, opened her eyes.

"Boy... You here?" ask Sarah to Boy who replied Deheman and nod by Boy. "Don't stay with me Boy, I don't want to separate from you" Sarah said with a watery corner of her eyes. Seeing Sarah crying, suddenly the shadow of Joanna who was crying flashed in Boy's eyes.

"Sar, this is something you have to accept. Is not soul mate, death, and sustenance the power of God? Earlier I also did not accept this all Sar, huffftttt" Boy explained with an occasional sigh. "But he taught me many things and taught me to be close to God. Every night I saw him meeting with God through his prayers and it made me realize that I should also be close to God to ask for the best answer for everything"

"But Boy, what about me? What about me who's been with you for years?"

"Sar, I made up my mind because I've been thinking about it carefully. I looked at everything, I asked God for help to make all those decisions. You know, God made me realize that several times I wanted to end my marriage. He even asked me to let him go, but my heart couldn't Sar, I couldn't take him off"

"Guide me here Boy" Sarah asked Boy.

"Sleep, I'll be with you" Boy said.

Joanna fell asleep in the same position, still hugging her bent leg. Perhaps because of the fatigue of crying he fell asleep. Joanna woke up when the clock showed her at 5 a.m.

"What do you expect Joanna to do?" ask him to himself. He stretched his body which was in pain and went to the bathroom. Finished shower he dressed casually, wearing long jeans and a sabrina top. Make up in use was natural, but still visible in both eyes beautiful. When finished, he went down to the bottom floor for breakfast.

"For ma, pa" Joanna said to her two in-laws.

"For Jo" answered her in-laws simultaneously. "Boy where's Jo?" this time, Papa Danu asked.

"Boy hasn't come home yet, last night he was contacted by Sam if there was an obstacle in the branch company" replied Joanna lying. He did not want any quarrel between children and parents to happen. When they will enjoy the food Kevin also looks neat with his work suit. He sat down in the chair that he usually sat at the table.

"For pa, ma, Ale" said Kevin. "Where's Brother Boy? You're leaving?" ask Kevin.

"Boro-boro is leaving, the person he has not yet returned to" replied mama Vina.

"Had it been, Boy also left because of company problems" said papa Danu then took his family to breakfast.

When all was finished eating, Joanna said goodbye to everyone to go to the tomb of the papi and his mother.

"Bareng Kevin aja Jo" suggested papa Danu who was nod by his wife. Joanna agreed, she left with Kevin. While in the car, Joanna was just silent as usual who always chattered about many things.

"Why you?" ask Kevin who saw Joanna just shut up. Joanna shook her head as she answered Kevin's question. "Your eyes are puffy" said Kevin flatly.

"I miss papi mami Mpin" Joanna lied to her best friend and sister-in-law.

"Kangen papi mami or kak Boy hurt you?" checkmate, Kevin's question makes Joanna icep, tongue-tied to answer it.

"What's wrong if I ask my husband not to see his ex-girlfriend?" joanna asked that made Kevin wrinkle his forehead and make his eyebrows blend together "Hasssshh.... Boy cut his ties with Sarah a few days ago, but last night he got word that Sarah was trying to kill herself. I have a little debate with him, maybe there are my words that offend him Mpin. She snapped me in a high tone and went to accompany Sarah in the hospital" Joanna told Kevin at length.

"It's Bo Bo Boy's shame" Kevin's annoyed at his older brother.

Haattcchiii "Something must have cursed me" murmured Boy softly. Sarah's been discharged today, Boy drove her to the apartment.

"Thank you Boy, sorry to bother you" Sarah said in her apartment.

"Don't repeat that stupid thing again Sar, God won't like it. I hope you get the best of God. I came home first, Joanna must have been waiting for me" Boy said to Sarah. Boy drove his car at high speed splitting the capital's density. When he got home, he went straight to his room. But he did not find Joanna in the room, the balcony door was also closed. Boy rushed downstairs to find his wife. While in the garden, he saw his mother taking care of his flowers.

"Well, where's Joanna? How come there's no?" ask Boy about his mom.

"Where do you know, this morning did not leave the grave of the mother's papi" replied Mama Vina a little indifferent.

Boy went back to his room and contacted Joanna, but there was no reply from his wife. Boy got out of bed and changed his clothes. As he reflected, he found a piece of paper with a scrawl of pen there.

"Just because I'm strong enough to handle pain doesn't mean I deserve it."