Love Jennaira

Sorry Garwo

After washing Jen's face out of the room.

"loh Jen, are you in the guest room?" ask the mother wonder

"iya bun, it was Axel who moved Jen here. that Axel was still sleeping" explained Jen

"oh mommy" said the mother while showing her rows of white teeth.

"what about bun?"

"no, where are you going?" mothering

"to the kitchen behind this" Jen showed Axel's glass of orange juice.

"yes, help your mother ready for dinner" mother

"iya bun" Jen

Arriving in the kitchen, it looks mbok Jum is frying tofu.

"take Axel home at what time?" ask Jen

"four o'clock is more non" said mbok Jum

"later, if you want to wake up pity." advice mother

They also cook for dinner. Jen decided to go to her room to take a shower. He then went to the guest room to wake Axel up. Still in the same position Axel slept. Slowly Jen approached and sat down beside Axel.

"Garwo woke up" Jen said as she gently stroked Axel's bare shoulder.

"what time?" axel's mumbling

"it's about seven o'clock,"

Axel turned his back, and still closed his eyes. Jen was just watching Axel.

"are you still sleepy? is it dinner later?" ask Jen softly

"you go to the dinner table first, I take a shower first" Axel said

"yeah, I've prepared your change of clothes in the upper room. Do I want to bring it here?"

"i'm going upstairs" Axel said as he sat down

"em, I'll go to the dinner table first" said Jen who was a little awkward.

"after dinner we go home, yes, same mom come home. I don't have a school uniform" Axel said

"yes," said Jen who stopped by the doorway.

At the dinner table, Axel and Jen did not talk much. Only Dad and Axel ask each other about business. As planned, Jen and Axel finished dinner.

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In the car Jen and Axel were riding in silence. Even up to half the journey no one opened their voices. They are drowning in each other's thoughts.

"garwo" call Jen slow

Axel glanced at Jen without saying anything.

"em sorry I garwo" said Jen looking at Axel.

Slowly the car they were riding in, grew quieter and stopped on the lonely side of the road. Axel leaned his body on the chair, his gaze looking far ahead.

"i know I'm so wrong, I'm so rude to you. I can't be the wife you're expecting. Sorry I'm Axel" Jen's down inside

"you may be angry with me, but please don't let me be like this. I can't" Jen started crying

"do you know your mistake?" axel asked without taking his eyes off, because surely he would be devastated when he saw Jen like this.

"i lied to me, I was in a wild race" Jen replied

"why did you do that?"

"sorry" Jen

"you know Jen, I'm disappointed in you" said Axel who gave Jen a quick glance

"i just want us to be open to each other, is that hard for you. Wild racing? (Axel smiled wryly) Even I, a guy, never did that" Axel said

"i know, I must accept your shortcomings as well as your advantages. Is it because I'm silent that you think I don't know?" ask Axel

"i have to how to get an apology from you?" Jen

Axel sighed and drove his car back. Arriving home, Axel got down and went straight to the room. Jen walked slowly while holding back her tears.

"Jen" call mama

"mom" Jen approached and hugged her mama

"why darling?" ask softly when you feel Jen's body vibrating

"sorry Jen mah, pah. Jen has made mamah, papah, and Axel disappointed" said Jen

"we know it's all Jen, not us meddling in your problems. But here we are more experienced, so as much as possible we want the best for you. We're sorry you're Jen, but I take it as normal. Because papah knows, it is still very difficult for you to immediately leave the old habits. Slowly you can" said Papah

"yes, thank you" Jen

"Jen maybe Axel was disappointed because you weren't honest. Next time you don't hide something that makes him angry" said mamah

"tadi Jen already sorry, but Axel is still silent mah. I'm scared of mah" Jen said

Jen looked at the smiling mama.

"Here you go with mama." Mamah took Jen to the room.

Just this time Jen walked into her in-laws room. Jen and Mama sat on the edge of the bed.

"you really want to try to apologize to Axel, don't you, baby?" ask mama

"yes, mah,"

"but baby, this is the right way. But are you ready?"

"how is it, mah?"

Mom whispered something into Jen's ear, which made Jen speechless.

"how dear?" ask mama

"definitely succeed mah?"

"should have been" said Mamah sure

"whatever it is, Garwo is not angry with Jen" said Jen sure

"okay, are you ready?"

"ready mah".

Hopefully one by one my problems will be resolved quickly. I want my problem with Axel to be solved tonight. Tomorrow I have to say Tamara. Inner Jen

Jen contacted Tamara, but unfortunately chat or call from Jen there was no response from Tamara. Not even Sasa and Sinta managed to give understanding to Tamara.

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tok tok tok tok

"yes" Axel replied from inside the room

"father" said Axel after opening the door

"follow me a minute Xel"

"where's pah?"

"papah's workroom for a minute"

"iya pah"

Axel and Papah head to papah's study. There papah asked about the construction of a workshop branch in Bandung. Not only that Axel also discussed about the hotel business in Bali. They both got into a business conversation.

While Jen and her mother prepare to melt the day Axel is freezing. Mamah had memorized Axel's nature, if he was angry he would have been silent. From here the mother tells Jen about Axel's habit when angry, and how to melt it.

It was mama who always seduced Axel, gave understanding and reprimanded. But because it's a household affair and Axel is married. So let his wife seduce Axel. Mom just needs to channel her talent.

"what's Jen deg, right?" Jen

"relax dear, you must look natural yes" advised mamah

"but Jen was scared"

"there's nothing you need to fear. Just try to apologize. Everything's gonna be okay."

"that's it, mah,"

"dear, uh I can't wait to see Axel's reaction" said a smiling mama

"you're so embarrassed, Jen" Jen

"have to be confident, you are beautiful and you can. There's no harm in doing this for my husband?"

"iya mah, huh huh calm down" Jen wasted her breath to relieve her groggy feeling.

"you stay?" pamah

"yes mah"

"remember Jen, be ordinary and don't be groggy.good luck yes" said Mamah blinking one eye

"yes, thank you, ma'am" replied Jen

Jen pacing around in the room while struggling to read the mantra.

Everything will be fine, what happens let it happen. Whatever the outcome, the important thing is that I've tried. Allah makes this the best way. Inner Jen

"it seems safe that I don't have schoolwork, I'll finish the maple tomorrow. While waiting for Axel." Jen goes to her study table and sorts out books and puts them in a bag on schedule.

While Jen is sitting at the study table, she sees Tamara's book laughing at her.

I'm sorry Tam if I offended you. I don't mean to, I hope you want to hear my explanation.

"huh, it feels like there's less Tam." muttered Jen. He recalls a time when he used to joke with Tamara.

Chequelek

The door sounds open.

#🤭️ Curious yes....?