Love is Unforgettable

Alicia's Story

Bu Mona hugs alicia while crying, while Raka just silently bowed feeling very guilty to Alicia.Pak hadi can only pat Raka to calm her son's feelings.

" it's okay baby. get it all out. don't be detained, if you want to be angry with Raka just get angry with him, hit him if necessary. if all that can lighten the burden in your heart do what you want baby.just do it " said bu mona while holding alicia's cheek and staring at the sad face of alicia who was sobbing.

" It's hard, it's hard, it's so hard" said Alicia, staring at Mona and crying.

Raka looked up and saw Alicia, as well as Pak Hadi.

" I didn't know what to do, when I first found out that if I got pregnant without a husband, my world was devastated. I didn't know what to do at that time.I couldn't abort the fetus, however innocent baby was my own flesh and blood, I could not bear to do it and never intended to do it, but I also could not tell the father of this baby. I was afraid I would destroy his life, she said, I was so afraid that if I was rejected and thrown back out. The fear of being thrown back haunts me, "Alicia's words stopped and she lowered her head and took a breath

" ever since my baby was dumped in the orphanage, my adoptive parents adopted me when I was 3 years old, after 2 years of living with them, she said,I felt I was ostracized in that house and I was eventually thrown out for not following their request. at the same time I was also dumped by the man I had helped with his education and expenses as long as he pursued what he wanted. I worked hard because he aspired to be a successful architect and promised to make me happy. But again I was banished because of my status which was only a foster child.in the end of the incident happened.I was devastated when I found out that the man was Mr. Raka, who was a child, the fear of being banished back plagues me, if an ordinary family even rejects me, let alone the family of Mr. Raka. They must want a better woman than me. That feeling continues to fill my mind, he said, so I decided to go bear all this myself" said Alicia

Pak hadi silently heard Alicia's words, the woman was so afraid of being rejected by her, that's why she chose to suffer alone.what a very innocent girl and so caring about others.

" my life was hard.I had to work in many places to get my needs met, but I was lucky to still have fanny and meet good people. so that I do not feel alone. when I find out if my baby is twins. My life spirit is getting higher.I have to be strong for their sake.although not easy, I still live all this patiently. I have to keep looking strong and strong for the sake of fanny, my best friend, because when my pregnancy entered the age of 6 months, my big stomach made me difficult to work and I was easily tired, because when I was pregnant, so fanny had to work alone for us, but I still couldn't keep quiet, I did whatever work I could do at home. I felt tired, or sick just keep it myself, I just keep it, for I fear to trouble others.The insults and insults I accept with sincerity as long as they do not hurt my children.

even while giving birth to them, it was very difficult.but when I saw them.It felt like all the hardships I experienced paid off with their presence by my side.they were everything to me " alicia said as she sobbed.

ms. Mona hugged Alicia tightly, as if she could feel the pain.

" so please, don't take them away from me. I don't have anyone, I just have them" Alicia said

" no one will take them from you, and from now on don't ever talk if you don't have anyone, because you have all of us dearly" said Ms. Mona.

Hadi approached Alicia and rubbed Alicia's head gently,

" everything you've been through, Papa hopes Raka can replace all of it with Happiness, for that take Raka and let her take responsibility for what you've experienced all this time son " said Mr. hadi softly.

Alicia looked at Mr. Hadi

" i'm not holding anything accountable, sir, really ! I just came here to ask for help to keep my son safe, I have no intention at all to hold Mr. Raka accountable to us. let Mr. Raka continue his life, he said, I'm fine like this, I still have them "alicia said

Hadi and Mona were shocked to hear Alicia's words

" you don't want Raka to take responsibility for you guys ?" asked mona surprised

" i can't ask so much, you've been so kind to me. And I'm so grateful for that, but I can't hurt another woman's feelings, if Mr. Raka is forced to marry me, she said, then I'll hurt Raka and her lover " said Alicia

" no. I'm not angry let alone hate you, I just can't ruin your life." said alicia

" but did you realize I was the one who ruined your life !?" raka said emotion

" but I'm wrong, if I don't get into your room, none of this will happen.I'm wrong.because it's let me bear it all myself. I've been carrying everything myself, haven't I ? so I must be fine, " said Alicia

" but son, don't you want your children to have good family status? they need their father son, so that they do not get bad treatment from others" said pak hadi

alicia just shut up, though,

" alicia, just once in your life. think of yourself first and then people think of others.think of your children.think of what is best for them" said mona

" Mama's right, son, there's no harm in being a little selfish, if not for your sake, at least for the sake of faiz and faizza, you don't want them forever to have no father in the eyes of the law, right ? life in society is cruel, son, many things will happen if you continue like this. "said pak hadi softly

" at least Raka wasn't forced to take responsibility on you, she also felt very guilty son.Mama knows if she was really sincere on you guys, too, haven't you seen her struggle for a few days ? he tried to be a good papa to faiz and faizza, and now let Raka be someone who is able to protect you, allow Raka to be where you lean, devote everything you feel to Raka, " said ma'am mona

" and the problem of Raka's lover, it's just a matchmaking plan, Raka doesn't like the girl. This is just a request from her family, you know why Raka is still not engaged to date. ? because Raka was waiting for the woman she met that night at the hotel, and that woman is you, Alicia" she said

Alicia is surprised to hear the mona saying and she looks at Raka, trying to find the truth from Raka, and Raka nods at Alicia and looks at Alicia with a pleading gaze.

"can I be a little selfish ? can I hope to be with the father of my children ? and can I feel the warmth of this family ?"

alicia asked herself while looking at Raka.

while outdoors, Arka, Arsya and Risya hear all the conversations going on inside, Risya to tears hearing Alicia's life struggle is so difficult because of her eldest brother.

asrya looks sad,

Arka looked at the door of the room with a blank look.

"it's lucky that you're a sister, a woman as good as Alicia to be the mother of your children . whereas I was captivated when I first met her. but if you can make her and your children happy, I'm willing to let go of this feeling sis. "

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