Love is Imperfect

Kinara's sick

Kevin pulled Laura's body to fall in his arms. Kevin's heart skipped a beat, he began to be unable to control himself. Kevin stared at his wife's face intensely. Her fingers now began to caress Laura's face. Not long after Kevin started kissing Laura's lips.

Laura didn't want to waste this opportunity. She was determined to conquer her husband before returning home. The originally soft and sweet kiss had already turned into heat. Laura and Kevin rubbed against each other.

Shocked Laura suddenly Kevin stopped his game. Kevin stood up to let Laura lie on the bed.

"I'm sorry.. Honey" Kevin turned his back while trying to catch his breath.

"I'm sorry for what?" Laura was confused to see Kevin's change in attitude.

"I'm sorry" Kevin went into the bathroom leaving Laura confused.

"Mas!" Laura got up to catch up with Kevin. "Mas.." knocked on the bathroom door because Kevin locked it from the inside.

"I'm sorry.. Darling" Kevin answered Laura without opening the door.

"But what are you sorry for"

"Please not now. Give it time"

Actually Laura was disappointed, but she couldn't possibly force Kevin to do it. As Laura's wife, she should be what her husband says.

When they returned home from their honeymoon, they immediately lived in the house that Kevin had prepared before they married. A luxury home in the elite area of the capital.

Laura did not expect any of this from Kevin, because for her Kevin's love was more than enough for her. There is nothing lacking in Laura's life right now. Kevin treated her well like a princess. The affection and material Kevin gave her was so abundant. But this did not entirely make Laura happy. Because since two months they have never been married once a husband and wife relationship.

Initially Laura can tell Kevin, but lately she feels something is wrong in her so her husband is reluctant to marry her.

Laura lay in bed waiting for Kevin to come out of the bathroom. He was feeling uneasy because Kevin had not yet come out of the bathroom. Laura wants to talk heart to heart with her Husband.

As usual, out of the bathroom, Kevin lay down next to Laura and kissed Laura on the forehead and said good night.

Laura shifted towards Kevin, her head placed in Kevin's arms.

Kevin smilingly stroked Laura's hair and then kissed her forehead.

"Bag.." Laura gathered her strength to begin her conversation. He didn't want Kevin to be offended.

"Yes dear" Kevin embraced Laura.

"May I speak" asked Laura carefully.

Kevin's expression changed when he heard that. But he tried to cover it up. "Why ask, just talk directly"

"Why don't you want to touch me?"

Kevin's chest felt tight when he heard those words coming out of Laura's mouth.

"I'm not attractive, am I? so that I won't touch me?" laura's eyes started to heat up as it held back the crying. It was hard for her to say this to her husband, for fear of accepting the fact that he was unattractive that her husband was reluctant to touch her. But Laura wanted to solve this problem so she could fix it.

"Who said the wife wasn't attractive?" Kevin tried to calmly answer his wife's question. "You're beautiful, sexy and you're good" Kevin kissed Laura's lips.

Kevin felt slapped upon hearing Laura's words. His chest hurt to see his wife feel guilty because he did not give what he was supposed to give.

"If there is anything less than me, I will change. How do you want me?" Laura was frustrated to see Kevin silent not answer a single word. "Mas! I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make Mas.."

Kevin kisses Laura to stop her. But Laura refused because she wanted to solve their problem tonight as well.

Kevin was surprised to see Laura avoiding her kiss. "Darling.."

"I'm sorry, but I want to solve this problem now. I'm willing to do anything to arouse Mas's passion.."

"Darling.." Kevin cut off Laura's conversation. "You don't have to do anything. I love you for who you are, so you never think you're not attractive."

"But they didn't touch me at all!" Laura could not hold back her tears anymore.

"Darling.." Kevin hugged Laura to calm her down, even though she was actually the most agitated at the moment. "Who said Mas didn't touch you right now. Almost every time I hug and kiss you"

Laura broke free from Kevin's embrace. "I'm Mas's wife.. I want to do my job as a wife"

Kevin is confused about what to say about this problem, but he tries to calm down so that Laura is not hurt. "Honey.. I don't want to rush to do it. I want us to slowly go through this relationship so that we don't have regrets later on.."

"Mas is sorry to marry me" Laura's tears rolled profusely upon hearing that.

Kevin hugged Laura. "Darling.you're wrong Mas is very lucky to have you. You're the best woman I've ever known".

"So Mas said he was afraid of regret"

"I'm sorry I was wrong. I mean.." Kevin was confused as to what to say.

Laura looked at Kevin to find out why her husband did not want to have sex with her.

"Mas wants us to slowly live this household, there is no need to rush to do it"

"Then why don't we just date? why would you marry me if you don't want me.."

"Who said Mas didn't want you" Kevin interrupted Laura's conversation. "Mas married you because Mas was afraid of losing you" Kevin pinched Laura's nose. "Young people don't have to rush to have children. We want to love each other for a long time. That's why we don't rush".

"What is the purpose of marrying me?"

"Mas doesn't want to lose you, Mas wants to always be around you as you are today. If we are dating can indeed be the same Mother you sleep in Mas's arms?" Kevin tried to tease Laura.

"But when?"

"Don't ask the time, let this go along the way. If it's time we'll do it". Kevin held Laura. "People sleepy now yes" after peeping Laura's forehead she closed her eyes.

Laura could not accept Kevin's reasoning completely. Laura did not understand what was on her husband's mind until she delayed having intercourse with him. If Kevin does not want to have children, they can postpone it. There are many ways Laura can not get pregnant, not by not doing it.

Ordinary men want to do it even more they usually seduce their girlfriends to do it. Laura feels she's the one who's wrong, because she knows Kevin has several girlfriends at once before finally dating her.

But he couldn't possibly force Kevin to do it. He can only hope the household is fine and they can live it like other husband and wife