love is different at my age

love is different ages

my name is Lidya I am currently 22 years old I was born from a family that is less able my parents father Udin and mother Rosalina who is commonly called Ros and I have a sister named Mana Andin my sister is fat friends playing fight and everything At this time I have finished high school in the state and my sister went to Junior High because we were 6 years away because my sister I want to continue school I also relented and did not proceed to the university in the city I was offered a job from a friend of my mother's acquaintance named bang Andi who has a CV of people who try in the field of photocopying and stationery equipment and othersanother at first I was hesitant because I had never entered a copy cravings and did not understand any work because I just finished school because my mother forced to work to meet my needs finally I worked and received an offer from bang Andi at first I was shy but because of his gentle attitude patient humorous I also work with vigor and passion day by day I went through together with being a friend at a very different age far but the thought of his behavioural attitude compensates me who always tries to make me smile despite the many burdens I bear because I am the first child in my family the first child has many responsibilities and has to bear all my sister who was in elementary school everything I went through sincerely and patiently after returning home from work I worked with all the homework left by my mother while my sister was a spoiled and unworked child whatever but I was always sincere and always went to work early in the morning, delivered by my mother after work I forgot about the problems at home with economic problems and others. I work with the spirit that is always carried by bang Adi as my boss over time often alone if no visitors who come to our shophouse joking over time began to appear comfortable there in my heart it did not feel like I had been working with bang Andi the relationship between me and him was getting close to being a close friend confiding in being an advisor even though different age 29 years but did not hinder us even so a strong unifier so fit and moored when chatting and joking no longer awkward as at the beginning of work bang Andi also began to always visit my family when the night began to be close to the parents and venturing to take me for a walk I was surprised by the courage shown to my parents for knowing each other and now the closer my parents allowed us to just walk around seeing the beautiful night view because it is full of lights because before going out for a walk he has promised not to go home past 10 hours shows 9 hours:30he brought me home safely without any shortcomings and bought food for my parents my sister they were happy with the warmth and the timeliness of taking me home my mother I trusted her and we also getting closer one day who asked my parents directly about the relationship we went through said friend but familiar more than friend so he wanted to justify the relationship that is currently said friend is not friend said even dating never expressed the love of my parents was surprised I was surprised that quickly he proposed to be his wife and my parents said you should discuss this to your parents and your brother because this is not the case the playful thing that can be decided once the eyes of this relationship for eternity and my mother gave 1 month to him to ask mentally prepare everything and I also prepare a mental heart and prayers istikharah answers what I will give to him after 1 month and in the period of one month I work with him I am awkwardly ashamed of what I have to do but he behaves as if there is nothing and reassures me if we not so married we will be friends as usual who will exchange ideas to encourage each other and need each other as bosses and employees as usual within a period of one month I see many advantages maturity and attitude that is rarely owned by any man that makes my heart seem to be shaken by the attitude and attention given to me I pray istikharah every night as many as three times I finally answered yes I willing to be your wife after 2 weeks we were engaged to proceed to episode 2