Love Is A Mystery

LDR

Steven told me that he would be discharged from the hospital tomorrow and continue treatment at his home, in the village.

I won't be seeing Steven in a long time. " According to the doctor I have to rest for 2 months, it seems I did not participate in the implementation of ospek next month "

" Old too, steve "

" Yes, according to doctors for fractures is indeed a rather long healing. I had to control it many times until it was declared cured"

" Yes you're good right there, eat and drink the medicine regularly"

" Yes liz, take it easy even though we're far away there's definitely nothing different" said Steven who calmed me down.

Sad to hear from Steven. Just started dating but we had to Long Distance Relationship, but for steven's sake I had to be patient.

Actually I want to come to the hospital, let's just say this is the last time I see Steven until steven comes back here.

But I paused my intentions due to some consideration. First I was afraid that the condition of the relationship of the two parents of Steven who were not in harmony allowed me to have to see the scene like yesterday. It feels too clumsy.

Secondly, Steven did not introduce me as a girlfriend in front of his parents. Yes it will look strange if I arrive when I come when I do not have a special relationship.

At the beginning of our LDR, our relationship was still good. We still routinely send news through messages, call each other and pay attention to each other.

Getting messages and calls from him is what I'm waiting for.

In the first 3 weeks steven had already removed the cast in his hand. He told me that he could eat and drink by himself and was no longer dependent on his mother.

Oh yeah, news from Steven his parents did not get divorced. After Steven returned home, the relationship between his parents improved.

His father never overtime again, his mother is no longer easily angry. I'm so glad to hear that.

It turns out the saying is true, behind the disaster there must be a silver lining. Maybe this is the wisdom of the disaster experienced by steven, he can so strengthen the relationship mama papaanya.

In the fourth week, I began to get busy with the preparation of the ospek event. Now the coordinator son replaced with jerry who was originally steven.

Jerry's a fine art boy, looks a bit messy but thanks to work problems he was nice to be invited to cooperate.

I used to be a little afraid of being paired with someone who was difficult to communicate with, but luckily I was paired with jerry.

Because of my busy life, I rarely text Steven, rarely pick up the phone from him and it makes Steven often angry with me.

Honestly, this ospek preparation is quite busy, let alone to pay attention to steven to pay attention to myself is difficult.

Every day I leave in the morning and go home at night. When I arrived at the index I no longer ads energy and immediately went to sleep.

" When we date rich people don't date. You're hard to call. We're in the LDR key so that we're in good order that's communication "

" I know steve, I'm sorry. I'm really busy with Steve "

" There's no such thing as busy liz, there's that I'm not a priority in your life. Is it hard to send word? It only takes 5 minutes "

" Yes steve "My confused answer must be reasoned especially. Finally I just listened to what Steve was feeling and just replied, I'm sorry or steve.

But it seems like Steven has a hard time accepting that condition, so we had a few fights over communication.

Many times he was angry and sniffed at me. Didn't call me or send a message or report the condition of his treatment to what extent.

The peak at the time of the implementation of ospek. Steven didn't send me any more messages and didn't call me anymore.

I kept sending him messages and trying to call him but never responded. If I had known her mother's number, I might have called her out of concern for Steven.

" He sprained liz you were rich there was no time for him " Kim said then when we finished editing class "

" Why again, you know I'm too tired I sleep so fast. I'm not the kind of person who can multitask. Anyway every morning I reply to him "I try to defend myself

But according to my two friends I was wrong because I did not intensely pay attention to Steven who was recovering.

" Liz daydreaming huh? " Tell jerry while looking at me

" Eh sorry, where was it?" I nodded at not hearing Jerry's words.

" Yes really daydreaming. I told you, we're meeting on campus tomorrow at 6 a.m., so 1 hour before the freshmen come "Jerry is still patiently explaining.

" Oh okay at 6 tomorrow I'll arrive at the college "

" This is something you have to bring. I've checked the list of items that I have to bring, well that have not been checked list got you yes "

" Okay jer "I said mangut mangut

After coordinating with jerry for tomorrow's event, I went straight home to my index.

In the middle of the trip I stopped by the pharmacy to buy a p3k kit for tomorrow's event.

Today was very tired, because today is our last day as the committee prepares everything.

As long as I'm not in touch with Steven, it feels empty. At the time when someone upset I can't tell him, or if I feel tired like today, I can't complain to him.

But I'm also confused about how to contact steven. Because the message I sent him never returned.

I was like running my karma because I ignored the message of lesan sari steven. It doesn't taste good.

Arriving at the index, I cried as it would be. I cried because I was tired and because I miss Steven.

Maybe it was my fault for not being able to multitask. I felt like I wasn't paying attention to Steven.

If I'm working on something I'm too focused and can't share my thoughts and time with anything else.

Steven has protested several times but I can not change my habits that are not multi-tasking.

After crying, I prepared the goods for tomorrow. I checked one by one so that no one would miss.

After everything was over I took a shower and immediately got ready for bed.

Before going to bed I sent Steven a message. " I miss you, you don't get angry anymore please. What is your condition? Tomorrow ospek event, pray everything is smooth yes "

I waited 15 minutes but there was no answer from Steven, I finally fell asleep holding my phone in my hand.