Love In The Darkness's

Episode 1's

(Sistine Deana Pov)

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I spewed water from my stomach. Failed again.

I just jumped off a cliff hoping my life would be over, but I'm still alive. Damn

My name is Deana Sistina I am 18 years old I am often called with Ana and I am a girl like a kara no brother let alone parents.

Sad, that's my life. That's why I always wanted to end my life.

I know this isn't true, taking my own life before fate determines it.

But I'm tired of hyks too.

I tried everything I could to finish my life, but? Only failure I have.

"Aaaaaaaa why is this hyx like this" I cried in frustration

I'm standing with my body soaking wet, it's night I'd better just go home. Who knows, tomorrow I'll die and I'll wait for that.

The reason I always want to die is because I'm tired. Tired of facing suffering that never goes away even more.

Every day before I start my activities I always hope that happiness will appear on that day.

To be honest, I never smiled sincerely at anyone. A fake smile to make me look okay.

Even if I'm not okay, no one will care, hahaha.

I don't have any powers like them. Even though they were just ordinary people they had the strength of at least one element.

But me? I'm just a useless creature. They always kept me away, even the parents forbade their children to come near me.

I can make a cure for any disease, and that's my only advantage. But I didn't use it for anyone else because of the deep trauma.

One day I was asked by a rich merchant to treat his son who was exposed to a deadly poison. He spoke in a friendly and polite tone making me not hesitate to agree.

After I concocted the medicine and managed to cure the illness, their attitude changed, in contrast to the previous attitude. They even threw coins in front of my face and kicked me out of their house.

That's where I don't want to treat anyone else anymore. A lot of people come in kind to me but I don't touch them. They branded me as arrogant and foul-hearted because they did not want to help others.

But I don't give a shit!

The food? I didn't buy it because I didn't have any money. So I chose to look for it and eat whatever I could eat and most importantly it was non-toxic.

But actually I wish the food was poisonous so I could die quickly. But I don't know why my body rejects the poison. I became confused.

I was living in a shelter when I was a kid, when I was 5 years old they just realized that I didn't have any power. Therefore they threw me out because they thought I was just trash that troubled them and did not care about my little body that had to sleep where.

Every day I went by living in the woods. Looking for caves that can be occupied for a while.

Until I met a grandmother who finally wanted to support me. But now she's gone so I live alone in that shabby granny's shabby hut.

I can also see the wandering spirits, everything looks normal to me. It's just that there is one spirit that makes me uncomfortable, a woman with a terrible look always follows me.

Sometimes he turns into a normal spirit when I'm just at home and doing nothing.

But when I do activities outside it turns into a horrible sighting as if saying don't get out of your house.

Afraid?

If I am afraid, I am afraid. But how else would he not leave even if I had kicked him out.

Well, as now his eyes were glaring at me and almost out, blood was flowing from both of his eyes as if he was crying.

His hands that were not intact were coupled with blood that flushed his body.

I turned my face away from her eyes.

"Stop looking at me!" I said I was angry and scared.

This woman appeared when I was 10 years old, although it was a long time ago but I was still afraid because of her changing form and it was very terrible.

"I said go don't bother me!" I said I wish he would leave.

But instead of leaving he came closer and glared at me.

Oh my God I can't stand the hyx anymore.

I kept walking around ignoring the woman who was following me.

The day is not too late so there are still many residents who are still on the move.

"Oh look at that woman, she's soaking wet. Hahaha you must be willing to end your life again right? But unfortunately failed. Haha. Do not let us just there do not want to accept the garbage of society like you," scorned one of the village girls.

"It's so sorry hahaha."

"Sell yourself there! Let you be useful hahahaha."

I didn't really care about them and chose to go home.

Words like that I have heard so many times.

I glanced at the woman who was following me, she seemed to be getting more and more terrifying with blood coming out of her mouth.

I went into my hut, the hut that if there was a strong wind would definitely collapse.

I changed my clothes with clean clothes. I chose to lay my body on a bed made of bamboo.

I stared at the roof of my hut with a small hole. If it rains, water will enter my room.

Prak

The thing in my house fell down and I saw what it was that fell off.

I saw spirits wandering and flying in different forms and that must have been terrible.

They glared at me, and began to approach even someone who was already holding my leg.

Even though they are spirits, I can still feel them.

Cold and disgusting hands.

Aaaaaaaaa.

How is it they're getting closer, I'd better get some sleep.

I ran to my bed and closed my eyes.

Voice after voice rang out, starting from the cries of pain, the sounds of crying, even the laughing ones.

It's like a sleep song that accompanies me to sleep every night.

What about the woman who followed me?

He just sat smiling in the corner of my room with a pale face and black eyes. It's always like that when I'm home. And it turned horrible when I got out of the house.

Don't know who he is??

Somehow?

What about my future.

tbc