Love in Mystery

Past memories of Mr. Fathan

“Aaaaaaaaargh.. Why should I have moments like this anyway!?”

My heart was pounding so hard it was like disco music rumbling in my ears. It feels really uncomfortable at all.

“Fir, are you okay?” ask Mr. Fathan.

“Eh!? Ja. I'm fine Sir,” I'm nervous.

After that, I went back to the bathroom and put on my clothes.

When I got dressed, I went out.

“It's done, Fir?” ask Mr. Nathan.

I also nodded.

“Ya. Let's go now,” take him.

“Ha?! Where?” my many.

“Later you will also know yourself,” said Mr. Fathan.

Replied like that I immediately fell silent and just followed where Mr. Fathan took me.

***

During the trip, both I and Mr. Fathan, we both just kept quiet and none of us started a conversation.

Until one day...

“This!?” I murmured in my heart as soon as I got to where I was headed.

Because it has arrived, Mr. Fathan immediately parked his car and said, “Nah. Arrived. Let's go down.”

Meanwhile, I who saw Mr. Fathan down it finally decided to go down as well.

“Pak, this place,..”

I dare not continue my words. Because I don't know what exactly Mr. Fathan meant to take me to this place.

Looking ahead, Mr. Fathan said, “You know, Fir!? This place is the place where I found my first love.”

Instantly ‘deg’ was felt in my heart and there was this pain in my heart when I heard his words.

“Oh.”

That's all I can say. Because my heart really feels fucked.

“And you know, Fir!? How do I meet him?” asked Mr. Fathan and I shook my head.

“Haaaaaaa,.” Mr. Fathan let out a long sigh and finally said, “At that time I met him while he was being chased by three young men and almost got harassed.”

When I heard the story, I immediately unconsciously turned to her and asked, “Dilecrated!?”

Mr. Fathan nodded and said, “Hum. But at the same time, I who was also looking for my Brother, finally accidentally met him and helped him.”

“Adik!?” chirped again.

“Iya. My sister asked me to help her friend who was in need. Because at that time there was a sudden affair, so I came late,” explained Mr. Fathan.

“Oh so. Then after helping the woman, did you find her Brother?” my many.

Mr. Fathan was silent. There was clearly sadness on his face.

Mr. Fathan shook his head and then said, “At that time, I couldn't find him. However,..”

“What's up, Sir?” my many.

“However, a few days after that, I got the news that my sister had been killed by someone and her body was found not far from me finding my first love,”.

“Oh. Sorry Sir. I don't know and I really have no intention to make you sad,” I said regretfully.

“Anything Fir,”.

“Thank you Sir,..” my word, “o yes, Sir. Is there a possibility that who has killed his brother the Father to the three people?”

Mr. Fathan shook his head and said, “Not. Not the three of them did.”

I get the answer was confused and then asked again, “Lha if not, then who? And how can you until you fail to find?”

Mr. Fathan was silent for a moment and then said, “Already. Don't talk about it anymore. Anyway this place has saved two important events in my life.”

“But what, Fir?” tanyakanya.

“Hmm... But, in the first place said Mr, Brother Father will occasionally come home during school holidays!? Then why now there is a reality like this and you did not tell me in the beginning I moved to the house of Mr?” my many.

“Fir, at that time I had not confirmed anything. But now, I've confirmed it and am even sure of it. So only now can I tell you all this,” explained Mr. Fathan.

“Means?” I asked spontaneously because I felt confused by Mr. Fathan's words just now.

Mr. Fathan immediately turned his body towards me and held onto my two shoulders.

“Fir, stop. That was just me being honest with you. What matters now is that I love you. So,..” Mr. Fathan paused for a moment and then again said, “so you don't have to think about anything.”

Even though he had said that, but still in my heart there was curiosity. What I am thinking and concluding is the same as the intention implied in Mr. Fathan's words.

***

The next day, there was still one day of college vacation before finally being active.

However, I did not accidentally see that it was from morning Mr. Fathan had gone out of nowhere.

I who was bored and wanted to get out of this also finally decided to go for a walk in search of fresh air.

I went to the park not far from my hostel and I saw that there were some mothers waiting for their children to play.

At that time I imagined, if I and Mr. Fathan were a match and then we married, would I be able to be a mother as well as them.

Thoughts and shadows about the future flashed through my mind. But when I was busy imagining such a future, suddenly someone came to me.

“Kak, let's play,” take her while pulling my hand.

Not wanting to disappoint a child, I would not want to follow his will either.

Until it was not felt until noon and I decided to go home.

However, when I almost got near my hostel, I suddenly saw Gladis standing there.

I don't know what purpose he stood for, but I feel that it must have to do with me.

But even so, I kept my feet up there and as I walked closer, I decided to pretend I didn't see it.

But when I went through it, all of a sudden...

“Fir!” call him.

I spontaneously stopped my steps and turned to him.

“What's up?” my many.

“Can we talk?” tanyakanya.

“Can. What do you want to talk about?” my many.

***

In the room, I dropped myself on the bed and looked at the ceiling.

And at the same time...

‘Tok.. Tok.’

I looked at the door and shouted, “Who?”

“Fir, it's me,” someone said from behind the door.

I woke up and opened the door.

“Oh lo, Yo. Login,” sayku.

I immediately sat on the edge of the bed and asked, “It just so happens to come. Can I not play at your house?”

“Eh!?” he said that seemed surprised.

“Ya of course can. When to play?” tanyanya.

Without being stale, I immediately replied, “Now.”

“Ha?!”

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