Love In My Bow

Family gathering

This morning the house was crowded. The izdi family is back. Umi and Aba bring along Abi's brother and sister-in-law. Izdi looked uninspired.

" hc ... Comeing! Umi's already down," said wardah. But izdi pulled his wife and hugged her. And inhaled the scent of his wife's body that felt soothing.

" Please wait a minute my heart is sweet," he replied softly. Wardah can't say anything. She returned her husband's embrace.

Below ....

" Uh ... There's a handsome boy! Whose son is it?" tanya Abi approached the adzkan. Little Adzkan just looked unfamiliar but not away from abi.

" Mama's son wardah om .. "he answered smoothly. Aunty smiles because she is not the bad type of child she tends to grow up.

" Oh ... Very handsome ponakan om. Where's daddy's darling?" ask abi to make sure. Little AdzKan made everyone laugh.

" It's making a sister to adzkan because this house is too quiet om," he replied honestly and innocently. Suddenly they all chuckled at the little guy's answer.

" Here dear same Mbah yai!" exclamation aba izdi. But the adzkan did not come closer to aba. He was still silent in place. Bibi whispered something to the Adzkan finally the little one wanted to come closer and shake his grandfather's hand with reverence.

Aba hugged him very hard. But the little one did not understand any adult affairs. Aba and Umi take turns hugging Adzkan.

A few time lapse. Izdi and wardah went down the stairs. izdi's gaze was still down. Wardah only commented on the smiles of 4 families from her husband. Looks foreign face beautiful woman next to Umi. He also smiled.

" Assalamualaikum .." izdi told his family.

" Walaikumsalam" they all answered. Izdi then sat down. Umi looked at her son with teary eyes.

" Sir .. "lirih umi.

" Don't say anything Umi. Izdi did not want to get any unpleasant answers. Thank you for coming here," izdi's answer made Umi stand up and approach her son. Wardah who understands that took the initiative to stand up. But izdi prevented it.

" Don't go anywhere baby stay here" said izdi, holding his wife's wrist.

" But the wardah's answer was cut short because Umi said the thing that made her sit up.

" Sit down, son" said Umi.

Finally, inevitably, the wardah sat next to izdi and Umi sat in front of his son.

" Child ... Sorry umi. Umi really doesn't know if your sister's telling you a lie. Aba also did not understand the moment of shock. Forgive umi if you are less strict with your brother," Umi told izdi.

" Actually apologizing can't bring back my son Umi's lost time. But who is this izdi. Izdi is also the son of Umi. Right now izdi just needs time to forgive himself izdi himself," izdi replied with a bow. Umi hugged her son.

" Child ... Let's say how Umi can make up for the pain you feel" said Umi, crying.

" Izdi doesn't know umi," izdi replied with tears that had melted. But in the middle of that cry.

" bt ... Why crying? Adzkan equally mama will not go anywhere," he replied innocently. Adzkan waved his hand for his son to come closer.

" Come here, baby!" exciting izdi.

" Pope ... Don't cry anymore. Cook the doctor and make him gini," he said, wiping away the father's tears.

" Yes pa ... Mama said that papa's job had not been able to go home. So pray every day so that papa work quickly finished so that he can go home," said adzkan slightly stammered when saying it. Izdi hugged him this is what makes izdi so guilty because the wardah does not tell bad things about his family.

" Im sorry papa ya son," Izdi said. Wardah just looked down. Umi holds her daughter-in-law's hand.

" Say something nduk" said Umi. Wardah couldn't bear to not drop her tears.

" I'm sorry wardah umi ... No wife in the world wants to be dua Umi. Even a wardah can still feel what kind of pain it is. But considering the child who is a biological wardah, every day wardah trying to strengthen the heart. Believing that mas iz will return by itself. I also did not try to contact him. Cukuo for wardah pray for a husband who is far from the view of the earth. If God is able to unite us and separate us, then God already has a way to make his servant happy again. All wardah does is try every day to forgive princess Umi. It feels humiliation mbak zizah when it makes wardah can not face the reality of life. But there is wisdom behind all of this. If the family Iz mas trying to keep the husband wardah from wardah but God closer and even tighten the relationship of wardah with brother Fatimah. It was the only antidote at that time umi. So the wardah can get to this point," replied the wardah at length. Izdi still looked down and cried. Umi kissed her daughter-in-law's cheek.

" I'm sorry Imi nak is blinded by the ugliness of princess umi. Umi feels like she failed to be a good mother to them" Umi said later. Wardah holds umi's hand.

" I'm sorry wardah also umi," replied wardah.

In the midst of the family's grief. My aunt came by saying breakfast was ready. They were all invited to the dining room. Izdi wiped his tears.

" hc ... It's been. Come on don't be like this" said wardah holding her husband's hand and looking at his face. Izdi was still sad. " Sweetie already dong ... We are united again. C'mon baby!" whining wardah at her husband.

" Beautiful" said her husband, who made the wardah shake his head. It could be that his fight speech came out at a time like this. Wardah looked at Abi's wife.

" Mother ... Let's have breakfast!" bring wardah. The beautiful woman smiled and nodded. Izdi told his wife to accompany him.

" Go out!" exciting izdi. Wardah nodded and smiled.

Wardah also invited the man to stand. But he was holding a wardah.

" Take me for a walk around here deck" he said suddenly. Wardah looked at him.

" His breakfast will just want to talk to you for a while" replied the beautiful woman.

They also went to the garden behind the house. Wardah was walking beside him. The girl stared at the wardah.

" Why is that so difficult?" suddenly tanyanya.

" What is mbak?" ask the wardah back.

" Facing that problem. You should be able to do more than that" said the girl staring at the wardah.

" Just hoping to be back in one piece. If I wasn't pregnant, it might be a different story. But I'm actually pregnant and I should be able to make my son comfortable. I don't want him depressed. Let him know all about his father and his family. All for the sake of that little boy. Gradually the wardah will also heal by itself," replied the wardah with a smile.

" Maybe I can't be like a wardah" he replied.

" Everything has a portion. Mas abi is also a good man" replied wardah.

" But he doesn't love me a wardah. Aba forced her to marry me," the girl's reply brought the wardah to a halt and stared at her intensely.

Why could. Inner wardah when seeing the first daughter-in-law of Umi.

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