LOVE IN LIFE

16

Amelia woke up by slowly opening her eyes. There was no one there, he tried to stand up, but felt something stuck in his stomach when he woke up in a sit-up position. He changed position and slowly massaged his still dizzy head.

Hana who saw him immediately approached and grabbed his hand.

"You're okay, right?" ask Hana.

"I fainted, brother?" ask Amelia.

"Hmm, huuh" Hana replied nodding.

"Sleepy kok? Are you home yet?"

There was no crowd like that, Amelia looked at her fingers that had not been embedded in the engagement ring.

"Is the way it's off because I fainted?" ask Amelia who got no answer from Hana.

Hana gets Amelia to come out, Amelia refuses.

"I'm healthy Brother!" lamented Amelia who was treated too much according to him.

When he got outside, his mother was sitting in a chair. While Ghani's father came down from the top floor carrying Amelia's suitcase containing all her clothes.

"It!" Ghani throws the suitcase right at Amelia's feet.

"Dad!" Hana cried begging.

Hani could only she sobbed.

"You said you could live in another city alone. There! The door is there, you stay out and go back there" Ghani said.

"Dad asked Amelia to leave, why?" amelia's clueless cries.

She looked at her mother and sister crying.

"What's wrong? Amel made a mistake what?" ask again.

Hani remained silent, Hana holding her father's arm which turned her face away from Amelia.

"Amel fainted, his show truck failed. Amel did not understand" said Amelia while wiping her tears.

"Not understanding! Don't you feel guilty about having a relationship with a man before marriage?" shout Ghani.

Amelia took a step back leaning against the wall in shock that her father had already found out.

~Dad knows? did that guy come when I fainted? or how? why would you know? Siena's? or Ghina?~ Amelia panic.

"Who is that guy? who's that jerk who fucked me?" Ghani shook Amelia's body violently and threw her.

Amelia remained silent, her tears flowing again. He was still wondering what had happened.

Hana wailed and pleaded with her face asking for her father's mercy for her sister.

"ANSWER!" ghani's anger is mounting.

Hani's body jolted, shocked by her husband's scream. Hana hugged her sister, protecting her from her father's raised hand.

"I don't know dad, I don't know him either" Amelia's voice answered.

Ghani's face grew red, his eyes closed due to the great disappointment of his youngest daughter. His hands clenched as if all the energy he gathered in them. He hit it against the wall and made a loud noise that crept into the window of his house, as if an earthquake had occurred in that house.

As Hana hugs Amelia, Hani approaches and tries to prevent something unwanted from happening.

"Who shall I hold accountable to the child you bear?" ghani is weakening.

Amelia was surprised, she did not think she was pregnant. A shadow as he ate a lot and felt extremely lazy to move, appeared in his eyes. His hand held the stomach that he felt this week was crammed.

Hana took off her embrace. She didn't think her sister didn't know she was pregnant.

"Then kill yourself!" ghani.

"Ohahaahhh!" shouting Hana.

Ghani looked at Hana sadly.

"Then, GO! Take your bastard son away from this house! Your mother has suffered so much from Andy's mother's words. She can't be upset to see you carrying an illegitimate child in this house anymore"

Ghani drags Amelia's body and her suitcase to the doorstep. Hani is hysterical and tries to hold it. He thought Ghani was bluffing.

The hysterical sounds of Hani and Hana made some neighbors come out of her house and look towards their house. They looked at Amelia who was thrown out.

Amelia was still crying, she tried to stand on her own and take her suitcase. Hana ran to pull his hand and invite him back in, but Amelia did not budge.

Amelia took off her brother's hand slowly and picked up her suitcase again.

"Sorry, I don't know either!" that was the only thing he said after being silent.

Hani was about to go out to prevent Amelia from leaving, but Ghani's hand held her tightly.

"Honey, Amelia's leaving, she's leaving again, baby. Please, she's pregnant" Hani is getting hysterical.

"Hana, IN!"

Hana looked at her father and mother, then turned to Amelia who walked away. While trying to prevent Amelia from leaving, Mikayla wakes up and cries. Hana became annoyed with this situation. He runs into the house taking Mikayla, then runs again following Amelia. But Amelia is far away. The neighbor's gaze made Hana stop, Mikayla did not stop crying.

Ghani takes off her embrace and comes out pulling Hana's hand back home. He closed the door with all his might, the neighbor who was watching dispersed after the house was silent.

Getting pregnant out of wedlock is still the worst thing a daughter gives to her family. No matter how great the affection of the parents, their disappointment was much greater.

The environment also does not need to provide social punishment that sometimes suppress their psyche. Without hearing the truth of the story. Even if they hear, they will always blame.

His memories will always remember how long. Social punishment will always feel how strong trying to survive and change for the better.

Amelia walked without direction, her gaze blank. Arriving in the middle of the city, looking up at the sky which although the blue was very beautiful, but was unable to treat the pain in his heart.

His father's screams still echoed around him. Some passers-by bumped and looked at him with gazes in his eyes punishing him.

~Did I just die?~ heart words Amelia.

He walked again towards the railroad tracks, some people saw him. He sat on the edge of the tracks hugging his suitcase. Waiting for a train to pass by and about to stand in the middle of it in order to die.

Shortly thereafter, the sound of the car sign ringing. Amelia looked up at the sky and saw the direction the train was coming from. He stood up, but again his stomach felt something stuck, Amelia fell silent.

~I'm pregnant~ her heart said.

His hand held his stomach, he looked at the stomach and rubbed it.

"It's just because of this, right? Just because there is this fetus I scolded father, if this fetus does not exist, I will be able to persuade father again to go home" muttered Amelia.

He's looking for his cell phone to find someone who can help him lose his life. But, unfortunately, he forgot to bring it. Amelia was upset and threw her suitcase.

He walked again quite a distance, looking for a midwife practice spot. Nervously he came in and knocked on the door. A woman opened and smiled at him.

"I, I want to abort my womb" said Amelia with a gasp of breath.

He was exhausted from walking and didn't eat all day to keep his clothes fit. The middle-aged woman was surprised by his words. He approached about to reject Amelia's arrival and expel her.

But Amelia suddenly fainted and lay at the woman's feet. She is hysterical and asks her husband out and helps her see if Amelia is still alive or not.

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