
While crying I saw Mas Vino who was chasing me.
He came up to me who was crying on Rian's shoulder.
Mas Vino: "it turns out you are here.I am to your contract just now but you are not there I am looking for you" he said as he knelt before me.
I just sat quietly with Rian who was still beside me.
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Rian: "it looks like I have to go home mom I must have been waiting for her groceries" while standing up.
"I'm coming with Rian, if you can take me home first..! " i said with a hoarse voice.
Mas Vino: "i'll take you home..?" ask me Vino
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The confused Rian simply fell silent.
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Ami: "no need to mas, I'm with Rian alone or if Rian can't I can walk alone" I said.
Rian: "I can do it".
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Mas Vino: "don't we still have to talk Ami, we have to solve our relationship problems" explained mas Vino.
Ami: "what we have to talk about again mas, everything is clear and I have explained everything the same as you before".
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Mas Vino: "But I love you I don't want us to break up" said Mas Vino in a trembling voice
Ami: "yes if indeed you do not want to break up and if indeed you are serious as I. do what my parents want, can you?"
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For a moment, Vino just fell silent and said nothing.
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Mas Vino: "i'm sorry, but I can't" in a heavy voice.
Ami: "you don't want us to break up, you don't want me with anyone else, but you don't want to be serious with me.you're selfish".
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I don't know what to say to Mas Vino, my head and heart are filled with many questions.
But it's hard to say, I'm really disappointed in him.
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Ami: "don't call or see me again when WE'RE DONE here".I immediately pulled Rian's hand.
"Rian let's take me home" I said as I left ignoring Vino.
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Wh why?
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The question seemed to be spinning in my head.
When I was just a girlfriend mas Vino my feelings were normal until finally my heart slowly melted with his attention.
And now that I have truly fallen in love and loved Vino, I have to accept this harsh reality.
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It was so painful that this pain made me feel very hard to breathe.
I had to sigh deeply many times, but strangely it hurt even more.
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Rian along the way kept trying to calm me down.
He took me to a coffee shop.
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Rian: "We got down here first huh" he said, turning off the bike.
Ami: "I want to go home. "I said in a voice that was getting hoarse.
Rian: "just for a little while.I'll buy you a drink to make it quieter.
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After buying a drink.Rianpun drove me home.
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Rian: "yes, don't cry anymore.you rest so that tomorrow does not bad luck entering his work" said Rian
Ami: "yes, thank you for driving me home" I said as I went straight into the contract.
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After a long time I went into the contract.I peeked out of the glass it turns out Rian has not come home and his face looks worried.
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*Submissive I want to go to bed quickly. I want to forget for a moment today*.
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The next day my eyes went clean and my heart still hurt.
But I have to try hard to work today.
And I have to try to start forgetting Vino.