
"that's not what I mean sir, but-." said sir faith hanging in the air
"keep on why sir?" sela beno sir
"whether the first honest sir saw Lisa I felt very anxious to protect even my wife from earlier just crying when she was scorned by her husband's family,I realize our sir just knew but I instead directly asked the father but I have no evil intentions at all sir" explained beno sir
"yes sir I know and I believe that your family is good people but only I leave it back to Lisa . if lisa feels comfortable in your family I send sir,I also want lisa happy sir, I want to disappear the trauma of lisa, maybe if in our house lisa will continue to remember her son and husband, but it's all back to lisa sir" say sir faith
actually, this is what is worried about Lisa's parents if Lisa returns home, she will definitely remember her child and husband
because in every corner of the house there must be a memory of Lisa and her child
even sir iman still did not expect if he would lose his first and only grandson just yesterday he held his grandson but now all just memories
"alright sir ..kalo the situation has improved we talk again and I will take Lisa to a psychiatrist" said beno sir to sir iman
mr. faith and mina just nodded
while in the room Lisa fell asleep only a few minutes later she woke up and recalled her son and husband
he began to cry roaring making everyone in the inn directly come closer to his room
tock.tok..
"lisa wants to open this mama" said minah continued to knock on the door of the room
"we just broke down ma'am.padahal finished eating earlier I went out and the door was not locked maybe lisa woke up and immediately locked the room" said berlin
one, two, three, three, one,,
brakkkk
"o Allah lisa is aware of nak istighfar "said minah grabbed the body of Lisa who sat on the floor and continued to cry
"lisa ..ayo wake up " invite soft berlin
"WHY IS MAH WHY IS IT WRONG I AM MAH , ANSWER MAH WHAT IS MY FAULT ?" cry lisa
"you are not wrong anything lisa ..this is all fate do not blame yourself continue to son" said minah as she continued to embrace the body of Lisa
"ayo get up first" he asked
finally Lisa was willing to get up and sit on the bed everyone stared pity at lisa especially bery who felt guilty about this incident
he just lowered his head and played his finger he was at a loss what to do
"AMAH..RIGHT SAID MOTHER PRAS I'M THE BEARER OF DAMN MAH !!" lisa lantang
"istighfar lisa" said sir iman
"dek .. This is all God's will is not wrong and you have to rise up" said ma hugged Lisa while continuing to shed tears
"same mother father promise will always be next to adek.adek not alone now adek parents there are four .adek rise yes dear" bu mala still continue to stroke lisa's hair.
"i need my husband and children" said lisa lirih
all just silent
next day
early in the morning Lisa was ready to wear white clothes
"ayo mah, pak to the tomb, dean and mas pras must have been waiting for me" took Lisa to her parents who sat in the front room with others
"breakfast first yes deck. in the stomach first" said berlin soft to lisa.
"i have no lust" said lisa ketus
everyone looked at Lisa's attitude this morning
"lisa.. I'm sure you're a good boy why are you like this now ? it is not that you have forgiven all of them" said sir faith slowly to Lisa
"father did not notice so I was left two people at once how it feels pa..pak.." shed another tear lisa
"let's eat a little bit too papa" invited Mina to lisa
lisa finally sat down
"eat yes" said mina carrying a plate and would feed lisa
lisa shook her head
"just want some milk" lisa replied quietly
bery immediately stood up and immediately bought a milk box in front of the inn
he bought all the milk
"this is milk deck ..mas do not know adek like what taste" said bery while opening the plastic containing milk earlier
"this one "says lisa to chocolate milk packaging
bery immediately took a straw and opened it
"thank you" said lisa slowly
"same-sama deck.kalo would like nothing to say yes" said bery while stroking lisa's head
lisa nodded
arrive at the funeral
lisa immediately sat on top of the navel of her two loved ones
"i came.How are you today ? you must be looking for the same Dean there? why don't you ask me. I don't have any friends to know here" said Lisa, shedding tears
everyone was crying when they heard Lisa's words
"i will be here until the 7th day and I have to go home because I have been kicked out with your mother ..sorry yes.but I promise I will be here often ..oke"
"i love you guys. dean don't be naughty yes dear nurut same papah .smart child who, come to dream mamah dong dear "lisa speech really heart-wrenching others
"i'm going home" lisa said while kissing her husband and son's headstone
after that they left the funeral
and it happened for 6 days
every word that came out of Iisa's mouth at the funeral made everyone cry
and this is day 7
"mas..i came , this is my last here you are calm there.keep our child.I promise will often come here, come to my dreams yes mas I miss very much with you mas.."
"dean .. Clever mama's son again what now son?dean didn't miss mama? mamah kangen very similar dean "
"mas and dean I say yes I promise I will always remember you guys.you are always in my heart"
"i love you" lisa said as she continued to kiss her second headstone
arriving at the inn everyone sat in the front room
"same mother father will be responsible for living adek now all needs will be in our responsibility .and I hope adek will open my heart adek to forgive us even a little " mala mala softan said
"now you want to go home where you want to go?" ask bery slowly
"later to the hospital yes dek ..mau not the same mbak and mas Edward ?" tanya belin approached lisa
"later when I'm ready I'll tell you now I want to go home mama" said lisa
"yes let's get ready" said Edward to the others
"uh but -"
"but what deck?" ask bery slowly