LOVE HEART'S

LOVE HEART'S
EPISODE 48



♡LOVE HEART♡


NIA: "Do you know?.. Right now I am really afraid...I am very afraid of losing you again..I am afraid that you will leave me again..can't see you anymore!!"


RAKA: "My fear is bigger than what you feel right now Nia...I'm afraid that tomorrow I can't keep my promises to you anymore.I'm afraid that 2 years ago will happen again...and I'm afraid that tomorrow I can't be by your side anymore just like 2 years ago..do you want to forgive me Nia...for all the waiting that torments you..and for the tears that fall because of me??..I've made you cry so much and I've made you wait so much without certainty...you forgive me Nia?..Will you accept me again?...and will you be with me again???" (While hugging Nia tightly)


NIA: "Now I know everything.Everything that happened 2 years ago is not your wish.you are forced to do it because of something.This heartbeat...and the clinking of the watch that clinks every time you feel the pain..Why?..why do I not realize it?.Why do I not realize that you are suffering so much?...you endure all the pain that you feel only for me. You must not laugh and you must not run either..Why do I not realize it all??..Why?..why am I forcing you to dance with me there???!!!" (Nia cried out with her cries and hugged Raka)


Instantly Raka was silent to Nia's words to him.His eyes reddened.His breath blew quickly.His hands immediately released his embrace to Nia...


RAKA: "A...What do you mean??" (Whisper Raka with a surprised look)


NIA: "Why didn't you tell me Raka????.Why did you endure all that pain alone??????..and...and why did you laugh at me when you were in pain???" (Nia shouted while remembering all the words of Mr. Word to him)


Nia also released her embrace to Raka and looked at Raka with a cry...


NIA: "This heart!!..it lies faster when you are with me or not with me.This heart!.there is the same dot between life and death...This heart!!.is proof that you felt pain while you were with me!!!" (Take a touch on Raka's chest and stare at Raka with a cry)


It seems Raka rewinded her steps a little to keep away the touch of Nia's hand to herself...


NIA: "Did you still want to hide everything from me Raka this time???...Do you know?.now I am very sorry...Every day I try to hate you so that I can forget you for your departure from me...so that I do not suffer for your departure..But in fact?..I!!...I am the reason why you left me!!. and I am the reason for everything that has happened to you to this day...They're all right.I shouldn't wait for you anymore.I shouldn't still want you...Raka!!" (Shouting crying looking at Raka)


RAKA: "No!.!.it is not true.you..." (Watching Nia with her tears falling)


NIA: "Our meeting was a mistake.I think.our meeting was a beautiful destiny.but now I realize.Our meeting is a sorrow...the best thing for us is to part.if I really want Love...No matter how much my love for you...Life is what I want most.I want it to be.you are still in Life.and I want to...My love is exchanged for your life Raka!.so I beg..from this moment on.forget it all..forget all that you have ever forgotten.and.forget all about us and Rome" (Sobbing sobbing while staring at Raka)


RAKA: "What do you mean Nia!!... Do you think this is all your fault????... Do you think everything that happened until now is your fault???.. Then what about me?...I'm the one who left you!!..I'm the one who hurt you!..and I'm the one who made you cry to this very second!!..it's all my fault Nia!!!" (Raka shouted while holding Nia's hand)


Instantly Nia pulled her hand from Raka's hand at him...


NIA: "You are wrong Raka..if you continue with me.then.you will feel that pain again.all the emotions that put you in danger.it is all in me...Happy and Sad..The two emotions that will always hurt you every time we are together...and you know Raka?..I will be more tormented when I see you feel pain...and it's all because of me!!" (Sobbing sobbing)


Instantly Raka hugged Nia back tightly and cried...


RAKA: "Stop saying that Nia!!!.just stop it!...I don't want to listen to that anymore.I beg you not to say the word Separate...I don't want to part with you anymore!!!" (With a tight hug Raka hugged Nia and cried on Nia's shoulders)


Seen the two were crying and hugging each other tightly, but a few moments later there was a clinking sound from the watch worn by Raka today...


The clinking sound of the watch made them instantly speechless in their cries...Nia took off her embrace from Raka and looked at Raka anxiously...


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His face was clearly in pain...


And the sound of the watch was a sign that he was feeling his suffering...


What am I supposed to do?...


What should I choose?...


And what should I say to him?...


Love or Life?...


Both walk the same path but have the same meaning...


Love for Life or Life for Love?...


Although the question looks the same, but I know the two are very different...


Should I choose Love?.I will eventually lose my life...


Or do I choose Life?..but if I choose Life...then I will lose it as I choose Love...


Right now he is in front of me is Love and also My Life.I can not choose between the two...My love is his life and his life is my love...


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Nia cried to look at Raka who had tried to turn off the clanking sound on her watch, but suddenly Raka took the watch off forcibly and threw it into the lake in front of them...


NIA: "A.. What are you doing??" (Ask Nia who was surprised to see Raka throw away her watch)


RAKA: "If I wear it then I'll look sick..."


Instantly Raka hugged Nia back slowly...


Raka's breath was stroked by Nia, and Raka's heartbeat was clearly felt from Raka's embrace of her...


RAKA: "If you become me.. do you want me to leave you?...do you want to live full of emptiness?..do you want to live full of suffering?...and do you want..live..but without breathing that is without Love?...I prefer to live for 1 day with Love... Than to live 100 Years without Love...do you know?..Today you are my only reason to survive...you are the reason this heart keeps beating.so I beg you.don't leave me Nia..don't go..I beg you don't Go!!!" (Crying Raka in Nia's arms)


It was seen Nia returning Raka's embrace to him and kissing Raka's shoulder...


1 Hour later.in Raka's car.Raka looks to hold Nia's hand with the accompanying song GRANDE AMORE_IL VOLO...


NIA: "I remember the time before we went around Rome.I always played this song and requested this song on Rome Radio Station...heemm even Mom scolded me as I sang this song out loud.hahaha!" (By cheerful Nia told a story)


RAKA: "I really hope I can remember everything.I can quickly remember everything.Color is not fair if only you remember everything" (Smiling looking at Nia).


NIA: "Okay...I will help you remember everything..Where do you want me to tell you our story from?...Trevi at the beginning of our meeting?.or the Colosseum where we kiss for the second time?" (Smiling)


RAKA: "Ki..we've kissed??" (Look at Nia awkwardly)


NIA: "Heem i.iya.. in front of Trevi and the Colosseum" (Returned awkwardly).


RAKA: "It's a shame that I forgot about that moment!" (Murm Raka while playing down the sound of the music they play)


NIA: "A...what?"


RAKA: "Aahh ti..no....What am I talking about??" (Disposing his face from Nia's gaze)


Instantly Nia laughed while looking at the Awkward Raka to him...


NIA: "Hahaha...do you currently salting me?...look at your face flushed!...hahaha...ja...don't tell me that you haven't kissed me before other than me??" (Speak Nia while laughing occasionally)


RAKA: "Are you satisfied?..iya...really I only ever kissed you!!...and will only be with you..Did you allow me if I kissed Nayla??" (Looking at Nia with a smirk smile)


NIA: "Yeah!!! Raka!!..it's not funny at all!!" (Shouting looked at Raka who was smiling at him)


RAKA: "See how jealous you are of Nayla...Your eyes and your words cannot lie at all.hahaha!!" (Laughter while rubbing Nia's head)


NIA: "No!!.. I am not Jealous!!. Why am I jealous of him!!" (Disposing his face from Raka's gaze)


RAKA: "Are you sure..not jealous of her ??" (So seriously look at Nia)


NIA: "Heemmm!!" (Without looking at Raka)


RAKA: "I've never had more feelings for Nayla.I've always thought Nayla was my sister and would stay that way...I'll never like her as a woman" (Smiling looking at Nia)


Instantly Nia looked at Raka...


RAKA: "I and Nayla.just a match in childhood.I never touched it in the least...you are my first love and my last love...Do you want me to prove my point to you, Nia??" (Hasping Nia's hand and Smiling)


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