
In the morning, the,
today's weather looks good, though,
food for today's event is neatly arranged on the guest table, the clock shows at 8 am.
The girl stood at the door of the house, many neighbors who came to the girl's house to help her aqiqah event, and her children's insurance.
The sadness was real emanated from his face, seeing the people who had changed to participate in helping the event he made today
" There's sadness, there's joy, it's good that I can give birth to a daughter for you mas, which makes me sad to see people gathered in our house helping with the Maryam event, if you still have a mas, you must be the one who takes the most part in this, who is calm there, yes, wait for me to come someday we will meet later mas gather with children "
The girl raised her chin to hold back her tears from falling.
Seeing her daughter pensively at the door, Umi approached her while patting the girl's shoulder from behind
" Girl "
" umi, what is umi, is there anything less ?"
" no more kok kok, just umi noticed from earlier you just shut up at the door what's wrong, sweat the deceased yes ?"
the girl lowered her head ,
" boy girl sholeha umi, cry lah want to overflow your longing for your husband, hopefully after that your longing is reduced a little bit son "
" It feels like the tears of girls are dry umi, to cry even girls can not afford anymore that there are girls afraid of children know that girls can mengikhlaskan their Abi departure"
Maryam ceremony began, ustadz had come to the place, as well as the invited guests who alternated to meet the tent tent provided.
In the crowd again the girl felt lonely,
she continued to remember her husband and imagined during the event of Abraham's prayer, the husband looked happy smile continued to radiate from his face turned out to be his last resort with her husband.
The series of events has been passed, the embedding of names and prayer readings as well as the slaughter of goats.
it was the most awaited guests of the lecture event from Ustadz who were deliberately invited at the event.
" Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatu, introduce me ustadz Umar, please, I am very happy to be given the opportunity to fill in the event of the daughter of the girl's mother and the late father of anhar who had been in the name of Maryam lathifah, before this name was very good, this is the name of the mother of our prophet Isa as, maybe the mother had heard the story, but this time I want to discuss the small apocalypse in the pillars of faith,
Earlier I apologized to the host for already deviating a little from the theme today, what the hell is a small apocalypse ? a small apocalypse in the form of an ordeal such as a natural disaster and death or death, which how I heard only 40 days after the departure of the deceased husband of the girl's mother, I mourn deeply, and coincidentally also today 40 days after the birth of her fourth daughter Maryam from the mother of the girl, hopefully later to be a sholeha child yes Bu aamiin, she said,
The first we discuss about the prayer of thanksgiving activities to Allah SWT, where the girl's mother has run it by holding a prayer aqiqah from the daughter of Maryam lathifah, where the girl's mother has been running her event,
which means this child named Maryam is no longer pawned.
The second is about the wife who lived her husband died, when a wife in Stay her husband died t
there has been a divorce between her, Husband or wife who died was prayed will get a better partner than the partner he left, so he lived in heaven with full enjoyment.
The woman who died of her husband and never married again until death then her partner in heaven is her husband in the world.
Likewise with the woman who was stabbed or left dead husband then married to another man, then he will be married to the last husband. This is in accordance with the Prophet SAW's hadith, "Any woman who dies her husband, then the woman remarries, then she becomes a wife for her last husband." (Sr Thabrani).
That's how I think my talk today, hopefully this event runs smoothly sustenance son Maryam flows and becomes a child who sholeha helper for his oranganya later"
Hearing the ustadz lecture the tears of the girl flowed in his heart
" It's complete, God, I was divorced because I was a third party and I never got pregnant and now I'm divorced dead, it feels the same pain , but this time it hurts so much, am I strong enough to be a mother and father to my four children ? am I willing, O God, if I may ask better me whom you called before instead of my husband "
girl's inner voice, crying behind the veil she was wearing, no one knew the tears that ran down the girl's face except for her son Adam who knew her mother was crying since, adam came to his mother and whispered
" Umi, let Adam carry Maryam "
" no papa let me just say "
" but umi"
" Maryam again asi no papa ya "
" yeah umi, then Adam to the back again yes "
" yes, dear"
After so many tears in accompanying the event tasyakuran aqiqah Maryam today, finally finished also right at 4 pm.
one by one the invited guests left the event including a group of orphans who deliberately invited girls to participate in the party at his home.
" we say yes umi girl" said the neighbors who called the girl umi because they often heard the girls call her mother as umi.
" yes, thank you mom has helped a lot at the Maryam event today "
" if necessary what do not hesitate yes umi girl "
" yes, thank you"
" We said we were assalamualaikum "
" walaikumussalam "
Suddenly Ibrahim ran over to uminya and said "umi earlier, right, the group from his orphanage ustadz Umar said they were orphans, there were his father died there were his mother died, is it true if one of our parents died on his call us orphans or orphans or if both died become orphans huh umi ?"
the girl closed her eyes to answer the question of her son who still knew what was really going on.
" Dear Ibrahim, this is already afternoon he said Ibrahim wants to go to the house of papa, how do we go to the house of papa ?"
" seriously umi we're at papa's house today ?"
" mmmm... seriously dong , Ibrahim see try the eyes umi is there a lie ? yuk Ibrahim changed the clothes we went to Abi's house "
" horeeeee horeeee.. ready umi Ibrahim shower now also "
Ibrahim ran into the house with his joy, in-laws who heard his grandson's question were crying
" Girl,"
" mother, have you eaten?"
" daughter, have you eaten ?"
" blm ma'am" while shaking his head
" o Allah, eat, son, if you are late to eat the pity of Mary "
" yes ma'am I'll eat home from mas anhar's funeral "
Powerless to stem her tears and sadness, mother quickly embraced the girl and shed her tears in the girl's arms
" be patient, boy, strong, you're a great woman, you're a strong woman, you're a strong woman, you can get through this "
with a voice trembling in tears the mother-in-law who sincerely loved her son-in-law, had forbidden her son's relationship but the power of love both unites them.
" strong girl, ma'am"
There was the voice of Abraham coming out of the house to approach them
" Did my mother's tears, Ibrahim would come here, later he would be sad to see his grandmother cry"
" Oh, God will forgive me"
" yes, Mom "
Abraham ran from the house, followed by Adam and Ainun.
" Umii.... Adam is done "
" mashallah handsome son of Sholeh umi"
kneeling before Abraham
" said Ibrahim, umi same Ibrahim want to go to Abi's house, is it umi ?" Ainun
" dear, I promised Ibrahim"
" want to come ?"
" mm.. want dong can not mbak come ?"
" can dong, mbak kangen is also the same Abi"
" baget kangeeen, baget kangeeen"
" if that's the same way Adam came, yes we go the same, grandma also come ?"
Unable to answer because holding back tears so as not to drip in front of his granddaughter grandma just shook her head
"Honey, grandma is new from Abi's house so grandma does not want to come later if grandma follow who takes care of Maryam "
" there is aunt umi "
" next time grandma will come "
connect grandma with a smile
" yeah, we're the ones who go umi, come umi Ibrahim already can't wait to hug Abi, kiss Abi "
Bak sliced the heart of a mother who sees a child who misses her father who has passed away.
Arriving at the funeral door, as soon as he got down from the car, Ibrahim turned his head right and left with a confused face
" why are we going down at the umi graveyard ?"
" Later Umi is clear, baby, let's go in she said she wants to go to Abi's house"
they also entered the cemetery with their three children, from a distance clearly visible funeral of her husband who is still red and wet land, the flowers are studded on the navel is still fresh blm there is a single grass that grows, the girl crouched down near the navel while saying her regards
" Who's grave is this umi ?"
" Dear Ibrahim, this is Abi's house said salam nak "
"abi's house ?"
" yes dear this is Abi's house, here near Umi say hello to Abi "
"Abi Abi "
" assalamualaikum mas, we came I came with a child there was Adam there Ainun and Ibrahim your little daughter blm can I bring here Because only today he was even 40 days, and today is also even 40 days of your departure, mas, I've been sincerely calm there I promise I will be strong can not be crybaby so Abi and a good mother for our children, mas your little daughter I named Maryam lifefah "
" umi Ibrahim has said greetings but why Abi has not come out of the earth, Ibrahim wants to hug Abi wants the same story Abi , let dong umi tell Abi out of the house Abi"
Ibrahim said as he shook his mother's shoulders, forcing him to get his father out of the ground.
Adam took his sister, tried to calm his sister
" Ibuh, don't storm the deck"
" as Adam why Abi even lives here Kakata has a house mas , at home it's good mas there's a bed there's AC there's tv disimi there's nothing what mas invite Abi home pity Abi here alone "
" Abrahim the calm deck, do not shout out in pity Abi "
ainun tried to calm her sister
the girl stood up to Ibrahim and said
" Abrahim, Abi and we have another world for Abi to be calm with God there, and it will not be possible to return home with us, Abi has died son, son, abi's house is now here "
"means Ibrahim, mas Adam same mbak Ainun sister Maryam also orphans umi ? just like that Ibrahim's friend who came during the event Maryam's sister ya umi "
" iii, yes son"
" means Abi won't be home for long ?"
Unable to answer her son's question Umi just nodded her head .
After learning what really happened to his brother Ibrahim cried in Adam's arms .
all this time, though, he did not know when the incident many people came and gave condolences to the house for his deceased brother he thought the people who flocked came for the friendship as when Lebaran arrived.
innocence of you son, hopefully after you know everything you can accept yes Ibrahim will become the pride of umi and your brother . 🤲5、3
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3 Months after the death of abi,
The joy of the children began to return.
In addition, the presence of Maryam who has a lot of intelligence makes the house feel crowded.
Adam and Ainun will graduate High School this year, to a higher level of education.
Before her, before her, Adam had been preparing for admission to the University of Oxford in England long before his brother died and Ainun had graduated this year and he was preparing to go to Saudi Arabia king Abdulaziz, they were both accepted at the university they wanted, so knowing they were accepted at the university they wanted each, there was a sense of worry from both of them .
"Ainun didn't go to college in Saudi Arabia bang"
" Sister also did not become a lecture in England, it seems far away if that's how far can I keep Ibrahim as Maryam "
" yes, Ainun could not bear them either "
They both agreed not to take this golden opportunity and really promised never to remember this again.
The two children returned home, as usual, finished from school Adam continued his activity playing volleyball as usual, finished playing volleyball he would teach children to teach at the mosque near his house.
While Ainun was guarding Maryam, the two forgot to keep the acceptance letters from each of their universities that they kept in bags read by umi
at that time Umi was cleaning Adam's room, he accidentally found a white envelope with the British flag
" What is this ? how is there a flag picture ? "
umi slowly opens the envelope and reads her, The girl's tears trickle down as soon as she sees the contents of the envelope she did not expect her son to be accepted at the best university in the world .
" godly tabarakkallah, Adam was accepted in the university of England, O Allah I did not think Alhamdulillah, O Allah, but why did Adam not tell me ? why is the letter still in the bag like this, he should have told me "
The girl resumed her work finished cleaning adam's room, the girl moved to Ainun's room, Ainun's school bag was being opened and the same envelope was seen just a different picture of the flag.umi took her out from inside the bag
and in reading again the contents of the letter made him cry
" god my twins, it turns out that they have gotten into a famous university abroad, they will leave me, but no papa the hell I'm even happy if I have to separate from them because of education "
The girl cradled the two Letters full of days, she brought both letters into her room to ask this to her two children.
After the second activity was over, they returned home.
after dinner, the girl thrust the two envelopes in front of Adam and Ainun
"why don't you two tell me nothing about this "
Ainun turned towards Adam
" why be quiet ? umi Nemu this envelope inside you guys"
" i'm sorry umi, actually we both want to tell keumi, just find the right time umi "
" yes. now we have the right time come Umi story what is this letter ?"
" it was a letter of notification that we were both accepted at the university we wanted umi to be "
With teary eyes the girl smiled proudly to her two daughter's sons
" Umi's proud of you !"
" but umi, we decided not to go to college there umi" continued Ainun,
ainun's statement just now made the girl stare at them sharply and in shock
"why ? not that you really want to go to college there, son, there is already a golden opportunity why it is wasted "
" Adam also didn't go to college there "
The girl got out of her chair and said
" ,you can't stay in college there, it has to be "
" but if Ainun same bang Adam go who will take care of umi and sister"
The girl walked back to her two children to hide her tears
", don't worry, umi can take care of yourself, the most important thing you have to accept is "
Ainun smiled as soon as he heard his mother's approval that allowed them to remain in college at the university they dreamed of, although it is heavy hearted to leave his mother alone especially to see the condition of the mother now who is only alone without Abi again.
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Deep down inside, the proud girl is happy to know that her son will go abroad to continue their education.
But what makes her sad, before her they never separated even though only for a moment especially now the situation of her condition is only a widow obviously later she will be lonely without these two children, she said, but as a mother she must support the ideals and dreams of a child.
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in a matter of months his son will graduate from school, time with his son is just a matter of fingers.
the girl took more time to teach her daughter's son about the religion he was afraid of after settling there both of them were negligent in the affairs of the afterlife.
" Listen umi, if you have settled there still prefer prayer ! leave the world business understood !"
" understand umi"
" you are Adam, you will later settle in England until your studies are finished and graduation is over again to Indonesia umi please never do what Allah forbids , do you know what is forbidden by Allah ?"
" tau umi"
" anything try umi want to hear "
"Gambling, adultery, lying, idolatry, drinking khammer "
" okay, remember never to do that son"
"iya umi inshaallah Adam will stay away from him"
" don't go with an environment that isn't. well there "
" yes umi"
seeing the anxiety on their mother's face, these two children hugged her mother and said
" we will remember the prohibition of umi really, you don't have to worry anymore "
While back stroking the twins' hair umi said "keep yourself, son"
"iya umi "
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