Love Games

You're mine

"Mama don't do that, Fandi's face was directly kayak deh because - because mama discussed Yori." 

"Yaa justin aja mama so you guys, let her not take you home the mallm again like Ri earlier. Mama was very worried about Ri, especially princess eyes.. Poor you can't sleep waiting for you to come home. Mama saw it out of the window." Mama said while nagging.

"Yes, I told you that Mama wanted to surprise Christine so she came home late." 

"Ajawab just keep you Ri if you are told by parents, is it Fandi who paid for your college? You don't have to be surrounded by new people who know. Just dated for a minute, right? I want you to focus on learning. Mama was to call your father, you know, you are taking care of it today. Again find money for you to go to college, so do not macem - macem is Ri." 

Because Mama had begun to not control her anger, I no longer continued the debate with Mama. I went straight into the room and was clean - clean to rest. 

I'm sure Fandi must be upset because earlier mama called Yori's name, ah tired once again drama with Fandi. Just wanted 3 months of relationship but there's been a lot of drama. 

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Last night I couldn't sleep because Fandi didn't call me at all. I'm also confused as to how I can contact him right now. 

"Semalem lo ngerayain Christine's birthday huh?" Rani asked when we were in the big class.

"Eh yes.. Why?" I answered while busy opening HP.

"That's the one in the photo next to Fandi's Christine's boyfriend?" Ask Rani kepo.

"Ihh kepo deh lo. No, that's a deket. Temen Fandi too..." 

"Ih gossip dong Beb, I'm curious... Moreover, you can deket the same child hits like Christine that again, really jibble loh Riri deket same son hits and pinter again." 

"Hahaha ya happen to be her deket same friend Fandi, so I can know Deket same Christine Beb." 

"Eh.. Busy talking about who the hell are you guys?" Jessica asked - arrived.

"This is now Riri's play the same son hits in our generation Beb. Don't you see the update on path semalem?" Rani said while showing the photo. 

I just kept quiet and smiled as I shook my head. 

"Ih the Riri nih yaa... Ahaha.." Rani said as she chuckled and continued to scroll through Christine's social media. 

After I finished college I tried to contact Fandi, but apparently Fandi did not pick up the phone from me. I also contacted Sandy because last night Sandy knew that Fandi was upset because of Mama's words. 

"Hello Assalamalaikum San..." 

"Walaikumsalam Ri, why?" Sandy answered from the phone. 

"Fandi again you're not San?" 

"Hmm was the same.. Must want to ask about semalem, huh?"

"Yeah San... Fandi semalem kesel ya because of my nyokap speech?" 

"She's taking nagging anyway, just yaa lo know laah the child is the person is easy emotions easy good again."

"But this is the problem from Semalem there is no news of me the Fandinya San..." 

"I'm not sure I'm San..."

"I'll talk to Fandi deh Ri later, you calm down..."

"Thankyou very much San... I've been so dizzy about the drama continues to be like this actually.."

"Hahahaha his name is also a dating person.. Yes, there are many plays..." 

"Yes, it's so bad... Yaudah I believe the same you, later in the afternoon I chat Fandi again deh."

"Yeah.. Just relax Ri..."

"OK on San... I hung up the phone... Assalamualaikum."

"Yeah Ri... Walaikum..." 

To be honest I no longer want to bother with this drama of my courtship with Fandi. I want to be normal and I seem to be tired of this relationship. 

"You said... I miss Fan.." I tried sending BBM chats to Fandi. 

And yaa... Finally Fandi replied to my chat.

"I'm just as lazy as you..." 

"Sorry yeah... Must be because - because of semalem huh? I'm really - really sorry.. Mama I don't mean, 'cause I'm worried so talk about where - where." 

"Yaa emang mama you want you to be the same Yori times."

"That's how you say it anyway.. Yori is Fan's past. By dong... Sorry."

"I'm still sprained actually Yaang.lak like it compared to yesterday with Mama you..." 

"Yaudah, I talked to my mom so I wouldn't do it again. Yes, yes, Fan..."

"Jaudah... I know your mom panicked until I was like that. Your mom used to be very close, was it the same as your ex?"

"Udah Fan doesn't have to talk about him. Can you?"

"Jude deh... Don't talk about him anymore."

"Judek. I'm not angry, right?"

"I'm not angry, baby, all right."

"Yes the same. The important thing is to be angry, baby.."

"Yeah of ease..." 

Again - again have to seduce Fandi so as not to be upset or angry again. When to believe gini. Tortured too, let alone my feelings I think have started to disappear.