LOVE FROM SMALL
THERE'S STILL FLAVOR
"why should I meet him here" Guman Rina.
Rina walks behind Qin-she. They want to enjoy the various rides together.
"What do you want to ride? Bianglala" asked Qin-she.
"Whatever" said Rina Jutek.
"There's no rides up here"
"Whatever"
"in that case, just go home" Qin-she said.
"I don't want to go home" said Rina.
"then what? he said it was up to you"
"Just pick up"
"That's dong" said Qin-she.
Qin-she and rina ride the reanglala together. Rina looks scared. It's her first time riding a reanglala.
"luckily there is me. Otherwise, you might faint" Qin-she told rina.
"I can't possibly faint. I'm not scared at all" said Rina trying to look okay.
"I'm not saying you're scared" Qin-she said.
"then what do you mean? why are you saying that?" Ask Rina.
"you seem to be mocking me" continued Rina.
"No mocking" Qin-she said.
"if you are afraid, sit down near me. Let there be a backrest" Qin-she said.
"No need" said Rina.
The bianglala slowly started moving. Rina was more scared. Spontaneously, Rina held the hand of Qin-she sitting in front of her. Qin-she feels happy, she immediately clasps Rina's hand.
"I was just surprised" said Rina.
"I know" said Qin-she.
"Don't think if I was scared. to a great extent, I definitely wouldn't be afraid" Rina said confidently.
Qin-she is focused on looking out the window. Rina looked down. Rina's legs trembled, the more she looked down the more scared she was.
"Don't look down. Look ahead" Qin-she said as she held onto Rina's face.
Rina looked at Qin-she, Rina felt embarrassed until her face turned red. Quickly, Lina turned her face away. Not only rina, Qin-she also felt what Rina felt.
Finally the barn stopped. They both went down.
"where are we going?" Ask Qin-she.
"why are you getting more chatty now? It used to be very cold and super cute" Rina said as she walked.
"I am indeed like this with you" Qin-she said.
"Oh.so in the past, I was the only one who wasn't aware of you" said Rina.
"I think you really care about me. It seems like my guess is wrong" Qin-she said.
"It's good if you're conscious. I really don't like you anymore, it seems like I was wrong to like someone first" said Rina.
Either way, Qin-she's heart suddenly feels claustrophobic hearing Rina's words. Disappointed, obviously. while rina, feels guilty with Qin-she. Especially after Rina says it, Qin-she leaves without saying anything. Rina cursed herself. Lina just kept quiet while sitting in the garden.
"Why should I say it like that" Rina said annoyedly.
"Qin-she must have been really offended" Rina said again.
"Now what? Do I have to apologize with Qin-she" asked Rina to herself.
"But I don't know, Qin-she went where" said Rina.
Qin-she secretly hears all of Rina's words. Qin-she's heart was relieved. Apparently, what Rina said was not true. Actually, Qin-she left because she wanted to buy cotton candy. He wanted to replace the cotton candy Rina had eaten earlier.
Qin-she approaches Rina and hands her the cotton candy. Lina was surprised, suddenly she was given cotton candy.
"What's this?" Ask rina wonder.
"cotton candy" Qin-she replied.
"Forku?" Ask rina again.
Rina took it.
"It was a bribe" Qin-she said.
Lina stopped eating her cotton candy.
"Bribe, I mean?" Tanya began to panic.
"Bribe so I can sit near you" said the qin-she.
Rina shifts to the left and lets Qin-she sit nearby.
"what bribe train" said Rina.
"You don't want to say anything to me?" Ask Qin-she.
hearing Qin-she's words, Rina fell silent.
"What does that mean? Did Qin-she hear my talk earlier?" Rina guman.
"oh that's.." said Rina.
Qin-she hopes that if Rina apologizes to her and explains that what she said earlier was not what Qin-she had expected.
"that's...I want to ask. Where are you staying?" Ask rina.
"That's all?" Ask Qin-she.
Lina nodded while enjoying her cotton candy.
"Nothing is more important?" Qin-she.
"I don't want to discuss personal matters, it's your privacy" Rina said.
"Since when do you want to know about my personal problems?" Qin-she asks fishing rina talks.
Rina just silently doesn't want to care about Qin-she.
"You know what not? The reason why I came back" Qin-she asked.
Rina began to seriously listen to Qin-she's words.
"I want to stay together with the person I care about so much" Qin-she said.
"I want to improve my relationship with him like I used to, where we used to be together, joking, and laughing together" Qin-she said.
Rina understood, who was the person Qin-she meant.it was her.
"While abroad, I think about it every day. How boring every day there is no news of him"
"All I did was study so I could finish as soon as I could and see him again"
"But by the time I got back, I was too late. His attitude and his behavior towards me are already very different" Qin-she said occasionally glancing towards Rina.
Qin-she hopes that rina hears him and can understand. Qin-she wants if rina is like old times again. Attention, care and always be with Qin-she.
"I miss his attention, his affection, his chatter, and care deeply for me" Qin-she said pouring out all of his heart.
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In the evening, at the hotel. Rina could not sleep thinking about Qin-she's words. Rina looked, Qin-she's gaze as if she wasn't lying.
"What's true like that, he came back just for me" Guman rina.
"Cannot be. When I said break up, he didn't even come to see me or look for me. Just don't reply" said Rina.
"Does he now regret leaving me?" Ask Rina.
Rina could not sleep. He kept thinking about Qin-she's words.
"why did he make me like this" said Rina.
"why do I feel sorry for him"
"When he's abroad, he's not okay like I think?" Ask Rina.
Lina got out of bed and sat on the sofa. Lina stared at her phone screen. The clock has shown 00:45 but rina is not yet sleepy either. Rina opens her phone and wants to try sending a message to Qin-she. He unblocks Qin-she's number. But his throat stopped because it was late at night.
"Qin-she must be asleep. She won't be reading it either" Rina said.
"It's better to be bezok" continued Rina.
I don't know when Rina was awake, but she ended up falling asleep on the sofa holding her phone.
