Love From a Young CEO

Baby Sitter's? #2

Astrella walked towards the room and opened the door. Astrella continued to step on his feet until he faced Averano

Astrella lifted Averano from the baby box and carried her. An affectionate look was seen in Astrella's eyes

Astrella kissed Averano's forehead and kept patting her so that Averano would not cry on and on

Astrella: "Ssttt. Mama is here, don't cry anymore"

His true taste was still aching under his stomach, constantly he endured. Astrella looked very happy while carrying Averano

Astrella: "Darling.You make your mom happy. The feeling that is not currently described"

Astrella wiped her tears and laughed at the baby who was no longer crying

Astrella: "You're so tiny. Can't be too happy.so fast the 9 months passed. It feels heavy sometimes but there's a sense of pleasure"

Then, Astrella led Averano to the bed and laid her down slowly. Astrella lay next to Averano

Astrella just wants to play with Averano. Therefore Astrella did not put Averano in the baby box

Astrella's hand didn't stop rubbing Averano's cheek. Astrella also placed her hand on top of Averano's tiny body

Astrella: "You're the one who's like this. make mama not willing if you are taken care of by a baby sitter. Not selfish or stubborn. But, mama thinks I can take care of you"

Astrella's feelings are getting messy. Either there is guilt towards Karlezo or guilt towards self

Maybe not all of it was Karlezo's fault. Karlezo just wants Astrella to recover first

But it wasn't Astrella's fault either. Mana may be a mother who is very dear to her child let her child be taken care of by others. His mind must have been everywhere. I'm not afraid her son keeps clinging to that guy. It may become a habit so that the child does not want to be close to his own mother

There is no harm in using a baby sitter. But, does the baby sitter really want to keep the child?

Astrella is only afraid if the baby sitter is doing bad things for her baby. Where time can play

Astrella kept looking at her little baby face. Unwillingness continues to rule itself

Astrella: "If you are taken care of as a baby sitter.. You will not stick with a baby sitter right? mama's just afraid that her baby sitter is doing bad things to you, Averano

Honestly, my mom loves you. Mama wants to keep you on constantly. But, I don't think you can. It all depends on your papa.

But, don't worry. If there is a baby sitter too, mama will not release you so. Mama will take care of you. You may not be the same baby sitter. Mama needs to heal quickly. So good and kind boy yes"

Then Astrella got out of bed and carried Averano back to her baby box, then sat on the chair. Astrella could only smile at the sight of her little baby

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But. who knows? karlezo was near the door. Karlezo kept watching Astrella

Yes, Karlezo knows Astrella is indeed a loving person. It is hard to let your child be taken care of by someone else

Indeed, basically, Karlezo continues to wait for the baby's birth. Karlezo was very happy with his little son

Throughout Karlezo taking care of the baby, Karlezo kept holding her and giving a very gentle look

But, Karlezo unconsciously uttered a sentence that made Astrella feel hurt

The situation is pretty bad. Karlezo really loves that kid. And Astrella as well

Unknowingly, Karlezo's tears flowed. Very rarely did Karlezo shed her tears

Karlezo: "What's the matter? I really don't realize talking about it. I could easily hurt him. You idiot! really ga feeling!"

Karlezo wiped her tears, then entered and held Averano from the baby box gently. Astrella glanced at Karlezo

Astrella: "What do you want?! don't take him!"

Astrella: "Fuck! why are you carrying Averano?"

Karlezo: "Can I not carry my own child? he's not just your son. He belongs to both of us! ours"

*Karlezo suppresses his words*

Astrella: "Your son? I don't think he's your son. You think he's a burden to you"

Karlezo: "Astrella. Please, I didn't say that on purpose. I'm just upset because you can't hear my explanation first"

Astrella: "Deliberate? Just like you are gini! especially my son!"

Karlezo took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Her tears could no longer be contained and began to flow again

Karlezo: "Please, don't keep going. I don't like it you keep saying he's your son. He's our son! ours! Until when do you keep gini? Our problem is just because of the baby sitter

I can make sure the guy won't do anything bad to our baby. I know that guy. He was the brother of my college friend

And I don't want our relationship to break down so much. I'm sorry. If I'm wrong to say. I don't feel burdened. I am happy with the presence of our baby. Speaking of me at that time was not a lie.

How can you believe? I don't know what else to do. To this day I still don't love this reality. I just don't love you. But the same is our baby"

Karlezo puts Averano back in the baby box. Karlezo rubbed her tears violently

Karlezo: "Udahlah, I'm sorry. There's nothing else I want to say. I-I'm going first"

Astrella who heard that, was immediately confused as to what she felt by herself. The feeling is more chaotic

There was a feeling of pleasure but a little disbelief. His heart really felt very touched

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Just a few steps Karlezo walked towards the door, Astrella suddenly cried and hugged Karlezo from behind. His embrace was very tight, as if he did not want to get away from Karlezo

Karlezo was a little surprised, but he tried to respond to her correctly. Karlezo turned her body and returned Astrella's embrace

Karlezo kissed Astrella's head, then rubbed Astrella's back. Astrella's crying is getting worse

Karlezo: "Astrella. ye-"

Astrella immediately shook her head which was in a bowed position. Astrella merely signaled that Karlezo would not speak again

Karlezo understands that. He was also silent. Karlezo pushed Astrella's shoulder slowly

But, at this time Astrella did not want to see Karlezo's gaze. Astrella dared not look at Karlezo

Karlezo's hand grabbed Astrella's face, and gently wiped Astrella's tears

Karlezo: "Ja-don't cry anymore please. I won't repeat those words. I'm sorry, maybe I was wrong"

Astrella: "Fuck! I'm the one who's sorry! i'm selfish! I don't like our son being taken care of by others! I can't get my emotions either"

Karlezo: "Sstttt.. please, calm down? you look me in the eye"

Astrella: "Don't want to!"

Karlezo: "Sttt... listen to me, look me in the eye... okay?"

Karlezo pushed Astrella on the shoulder and looked at Astrella. Yes, Karlezo's eyes were very gentle looking at Astrella. Karlezo kissed Astrella's eyes

Karlezo: "No more crying, I have enough consideration. Just go through yeah? I'm not going to hand over your responsibilities as a mother to the baby sitter. You can take care of Averano anyway"

Astrella also nodded her head. Yeah, at least their feelings are quite relieved. There were no more chaotic feelings between them