Love For Xixi

Memories

Yang Zhan: Do you really feel nothing?

You really are evil Xixi.

Xixi: How can I be evil?

Yang zhan: You feel absolutely nothing when you're around a handsome guy like me.You make me feel like I've lost half of my good looks.

Xixi: Hihi, maybe because I see and are around you every day.

Yang zhan: You are really a strange Xixi.

Xixi: Yang zhan, just watch out for it I will reply you.

Yang zhan: Haha, how sweet is this little elf of mine.Can I ask you something?

Xixi: Ask what?

Yang zhan: But promise me that you won't be mad at me !

Xixi: Why should I be angry?What do you want to ask?

Yang zhan: Actually last night, is it the same with you?Why did you cry like that last night?

At first you were okay.

Xixi: Ohh that problem.

Yang zhan: Yes.

Yang zhan's gaze seemed to feel sorry for Xixi and Xixi could only smile, then he said.

Xixi: I'm okay Yang zhan, it's just a nightmare.I also don't know why the dream is real, either,lately I've been dreaming about the same thing maybe because I'm hurt and it makes me feel uncomfortable.

Yang zhan: I know if you must be afraid and want to get well soon.Sorry yes if I leave you yesterday.I should stay by your side no matter what.

Xixi: It's okay Yang zhan, it's not your fault.Maybe I'm the one who thinks too much until it's like that.

Yang zhan: Xixi, promise me, no matter how you feel and experience, you can share it with me, so never bear everything yourself.

Xixi: Okay, I understand.

Yang zhan: Tonight we have another meal at the top, what do you think?

Xixi: You are asking me to eat, what if I turn fat?

Yang zhan: It is okay if you are fat, then I will marry you, how?

Xixi: Yang zhan, you are really trying to make me rich.

Yang Zhan: Who the hell is mocking you?

Xixi: Well, that's how bad you are now.

Yang zhan: Yes, how is this?

Let's have dinner tonight?

Xixi: Yes, it's up to you Yang zhan.

Yang zhan: Ok, if it is like that then I assume you agree.Let me go for a while to buy the food, You are fine here and if there is anything just call me.

You understand?

Xixi: Yes yes, I understand Yang zhan.

In Xixi's heart said.

Xixi: I'm sorry Yang zhan, I can't tell you the truth about what really happened,whether it was just a dream or indeed a memory of my time that I kept dreaming.If only I could find a boy in my dream, maybe the dream would be answered.Entah why when I saw a boy in my dream, I could find a boy in my dream,all my fear can slowly disappear and what is really going on between me and the boy?I know him very well but I don't know who he is either.

Xixi: The zhan.

Yang zhan: Yes, what is Xixi?

Xixi: Nothing, today how is the school?

Yang zhan : Ordinary, still not as pleasant as when there is kamu😊.

Xixi: You've always been like that, shouldn't you be happy when I'm not at school?There must be a lot of beautiful women waiting in line to approach you because you are alone.

Yang zhan: Yes, just like that and I feel bored to be sweet.At first there are no you there, I do not care about those women, either,So just let them do whatever they want as long as they don't hurt you then I'll try to be normal with them.

Xixi: You why should you get this far Yang zhan?Why did you stay away from the whole woman just because of me?I know if you love me so much that you always take care of me, but you also have to be close to others as well.You can't always keep me like this, Because you nuga must be happy Yang zhan.You understand?

Yang zhan: I understand what you are saying Xixi, but to me it would be even more painful if I could not take care of you like this,I'm afraid that one day there will be someone else who can make you happier than me.I'm sorry if this attitude of mine makes you feel uncomfortable, but this is my way of repaying all your good to me,I know if you don't want me to return the favor for everything you've done for me but for me there will be no one who can take your place in my heart.You're the only person I love so much,I will never leave you no matter what.

Xixi: Yang zhan, I know you love me so much but do you also know that there are more people out there who also love you like me,there may be someone who loves you more and expects you to be around him.I don't want you to feel lonely if I'm not around you,we've grown up now and someday we'll go after our dreams and hopes.You can't always make me a reason to be good, one moment if I go,I want you to remain the good man you are today, I also want to see you laughing happily even with other friends.

Yang zhan: So, are you going to leave me someday?

Can't it be if we stay together like this forever?

Xixi, I just want to be around you, I have absolutely no idea if you leave me one day,whether I will remain who I am or not.You are the only person I can talk to, someone I trust the most and at any time there will be no one to replace your position in my heart.

Xixi: Thank you Yang zhan, all this time I also only have you for a place to tell stories, but I don't know what will happen to us later, promise me if you won't be a bad man, but,I want you to remain the Yang zhan I know, the kind-hearted Yang zhan and promise me that you will live happily.

Yang zhan: I will do whatever you want Xixi, as long as you don't leave me alone.I can't if it has to be without you, you know if I'm not a smart kid?So if you just leave before I get smart, what am I gonna be?😅

Xixi: Your base is this🙂