
Cold nights make, night nights will usually be as usual. But unlike tonight which is unusual for a girl.
If the night is usually the girl wants the night will be long so that a night like this will not be missed, Because a smile of happiness can be gathered with her family, the small family of Haidar. Although her family has separated but the girl can still feel the warmth of affection by her family. The same love is just a much different taste.
But unlike tonight, the girl wants this night to pass quickly and change in the morning, so that the girl can find out if what happened tonight is just a dream. A dream that is so very awe-inspiring from other nightmares. But the girl realized that what happened tonight was real not just a nightmare that she had been afraid of.
Yep. A truth that was so very painful but it was already written on the path of the girl's destiny.
If the girl could ask the author of destiny, she would ask the author of destiny. Why should he get this wound why not the others.
But Remembering every Speech from his father made the girl realize that it was his father who was much more injured than he who only got half of the pain, Besides. Only his father was hurt for twenty-three years.
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The noise of the vehicle is still heard because it is still nine at night. People are also still passing by to enjoy a beautiful night Moreover, pedestrians are enjoying snacks around the outskirts of the Street which there are street vendors who sell some kind of food which can be enjoyed.
If people will enjoy each of their togetherness, but different from Wiyah who enjoys her night with solitude. With his step Wiyah passed the road which is still crowded with vehicles.
" Star did you know, Tonight is the first time I've been out the night myself." Murmured Wiyah who was watching the road around. If usually Wiyah will not go out the night if alone, but unlike tonight Wiyah must walk alone without a friend beside her.
Yep. After listening to the story from her father, Wiyah decided to come out for a while to leave her family because Wiyah wanted solitude to make her a little quiet because of the story from her father just now. If he says Wiyah is disappointed. Yes, of course, he felt such a huge disappointment that he did not accept it with his father's words. Wiyah wanted every word from her father to be just a nightmare, but in reality every word from her father was a truth and not a lie or a dream.
Because Wiyah continued to walk down every highway until Wiyah did not realize that she was already on the bridge that showed a river that was so very long with no end at all.
I wish I could be like a river so very calm flowing without any end.
It became a river that felt no pain. Water is so much needed by people.
Murmured Wiyah who was watching the river under the bridge. Wiyah again continued his steps leading to a small park right next to the river and also the highway.
Arriving at the park Wiyah stood next to the garden barrier, then inhaled in the night wind that was so very cold to touch his skin because Wiyah did not wear a jacket at all.
Wiyah was silent while standing at the garden barrier looking at the sky sprinkled with stars, but the star was slightly covered with clouds.
In her memory Wiyah recalled all the words from her father that made the pain in her chest come back again. Though before he came out, Wiyah had tried to toughen up and sincerely accept it all.
But I don't know why the memory of where his parents had a fight that night. Make Wiyah remember all the stories told by her father.
The pain made Wiyah shed her tears for the umpteenth time if she remembered every painful story.
" O Allah, strengthen your servant, O Allah, to accept the destiny written in my life. Give me sincerity so that I can accept all the truth even if it hurts. I know I can't accept the fact so help me to accept the truth sincerely." Wiyah prayed while looking at the river.
The tightness in her chest due to her crying made it difficult for Wiyah to support her body as she stood up making Wiyah step closer to the park chair and then sit on the Park chair.
" Why is this sick, God." Mumbled Wiyah who was crying back when Wiyah remembered the story from her father earlier. It felt like every word from his father was like a cassette tape that kept on in his memory even though Wiyah was trying to forget all the stories from her father and tried to accept sincerely. But remembering every word from the father made Wiyah cry again.
Moreover, Wiyah recalled her status which turned out to be only an illegitimate child due to her mother's relationship with her lover first, and Wiyah herself did not know who her father really was.
Wiyah's cry broke again for the umpteenth time making the tightness in her chest more painful. Wiyah held onto her chest which was painful like the stab of a thousand daggers.
Does it hurt to accept reality.
Wiyah re-expressed emotions through her crying that can be felt by nature. fortunately the park was not too crowded and Wiyah was alone so no one would know if Wiyah was now crying lamenting her sadness.
" Why did I cry again Wiyah when I promised Brother Haidar and sister Windi that I would not cry anymore." Said Wiyah after her crying. Wiyah tried to wipe away her tears, but the tears kept coming out and dripping down her cheeks.Wiyah's chest also felt so much pain as she tried to hold back her tears.
When Wiyah did not realize that someone was watching her from earlier. From a distance not too far away with Wiyah, Jambri witnessed that her daughter was crying again for the umpteenth time.
" I'm sorry son." Said Jambri who felt his daughter's sadness as she cried.
Jambri knew that Wiyah's departure just wanted to calm herself down a little. But what Jambri saw was not what his daughter had said.
Jambri was able to see how fragile his daughter was after hearing the story.
Long time to see his daughter from a distance. Jambri stepped closer to his daughter while carrying a jacket that was as big as Jambri down because Jambri knew his daughter could not be exposed to the night wind for too long.
While Wiyah was not aware of the presence of her father who was stepping closer to her, Wiyah only removed the remains of her tears that were still falling and stuck to her cheeks.
" Don't stay out too long, son, you can't be exposed to the night breeze for too long. Moreover, the wind tonight is so very cold." Said Jambri while attaching a jacket to the body of Wiyah who was sitting on a park bench.
Wiyah was so very surprised when she felt a warm object stuck to her shoulder and heard her father's voice that was behind her especially Wiyah felt that it was a jacket attached to her shoulder." Father." Said Wiyah with his hoarse voice because he was crying.
Jambri smiled then stepped closer to the park bench to sit next to Wiyah who was shocked because of her arrival." When did you come here." Wiyah asked who was confused when her father came and why his father could know that he was in the park.
" The father was here." Answer Jambri." Yes, I followed you when you left the house." Reply Jambri who like to know what Wiyah thinks.
Yes, when Jambri saw his daughter out alone at night made Jambri follow Wiyah. Especially when Wiyah in a sad state makes Jambri afraid that Wiyah will do reckless things because of her sadness.
" Why are you following Wiyah." Wiyah asked while looking at her father.
" Because I'm worried about you, son, if you walk alone at night." Reply Jambri.
" But why do you still worry about Wiyah when Wiyah is not the father's child, and because of the presence of Wiyah too, you have to suffer for many years." Ask Wiyah.
" Even if you're not a father's son, you're still a father's daughter. Father's first daughter, the daughter who makes you happy and can be with your mother even if not for long. Because your presence is not a mistake but the most beautiful gift for father. Although you are present because of unintentionality but your presence is the most beautiful presence for father. It's just that dad's being too self-centered makes dad leave you because of dad's pain. You are innocent there." Jambri replied, staring at Wiyah so deeply." Forgive me when three years ago I hated you and blamed your presence. Forgive me for not coming to see you at all or to give you news. Forgive the father who hurt you again three years ago to give you such a deep wound by telling you the painful truth. Forgive me for making you cry again, forgive me son." Jambri said so very guilty that he had made his daughter again injured again.
Jambri could see in the eyes of his two daughters was swollen from crying all day and it was because of his actions.
God deserves to be called a father. Jambri felt guilty.
Hearing the answer from his father makes Wiyah more sad it turns out that he loved him very much just because his injuries made his father hate him.
Wiyah was so sad to hear the sorry word coming out of her father's mouth, which she thought was inappropriate for her father to say. Moreover, the mistake was not on purpose but his father was really hurt and disappointed.
" Don't ever repeat that apology because you're innocent. Although I once left Wiyah because of that wound. But I'm really innocent." Answer Wiyah." Wiyah wants, Dad don't ever say that apology again dad." Wiyah made her cry again." It should be Wiyah who should apologize to father instead of father." Wiyah said back crying.
While Wiyah who got a hug from her father was so very happy because of the hug that for three years she missed finally did get her back. A hug that calmed her down while crying when she was a child. A hug that was so very warm when Wiyah asked for protection when she was scared.
Yeah, that dad hug was the hug he missed the most." Don't turn on me, 'cause Wiyah's crying isn't because of me." Replied Wiyah who was still crying in Jambri's arms.
Jambri let his daughter cry in his arms.
For a few moments the crying stopped.
made Jambri let go of his embrace to see his daughter had stopped crying. Jambri raised both his hands to remove the remnants of the water stuck to Wiyah's cheek." No more crying, I don't like that." Jambri said while removing the remaining tears on Wiyah's cheek." You can cry other than it is a cry of happiness." Jambri said back to make Wiyah just nod.
" I'm sorry Wiyah yah_" The Regional Speech stopped because Jambri did not allow the word to come out of his daughter's mouth.
" No more apologies, 'cause you're innocent." Jambri said and kissed his daughter's forehead very fondly." I don't like that sorry word anymore." Jambri said back.
Wiyah just nodded hearing all the words from her father." Then smile." Wiyah smiled hearing the words from her father." I loved my daughter so much and missed my daughter so much."
Wiyah smiled when she heard the words from her father." Wiyah also misses the father so very, very firm but so very chatty." Said Wiyah which made Jambri chuckle because his daughter still remembered her who was so firm but chatty.
" It seems you remember ya." Jambri said while scrambling the hijab used by Wiyah.
" Hihi, Of course well, Wiyah will always remember it all because the father is the father of Wiyah and will never be replaced." Wiyah said so sincerely that Jambri felt guilty about telling the truth. But how else Jambri has made that decision because Jambri himself does not know when his life will end.
The father and son briefly forgot their sadness by joking back and laughing together in the small garden that could show a river that looked beautiful even at night. They forget that there is a problem, because now the two enjoy their togetherness which for three years they separated.
" Wiyah, let's go home because it's too late. Wiyah also can not be too long outside because Wiyah can not hit the night wind." Take Jambri who feels that the Night wind is so cold.
Wiyah who heard the invitation from her father nodded in agreement. Because he himself felt how cold the wind was tonight.
" Yes Dad, Come on." Replied Wiyah who stood up from her seat and wore a jacket attached to her shoulder earlier.
" Dad." Call Wiyah to see her father who is already standing next to her.
" Hm." Reply Jambri muttered.
" We'll find the moonlight first, Dad." Take Wiyah. Jambri looked at his daughter with a smile.
" okay." Reply Jambri. Making Wiyah so happy that she forgot her sadness earlier." Thanks dad." Said Wiyah happy to make Jambri see the smile was also felt how happy her daughter was.
" It turns out that with a little thing my daughter can smile, forget a little bit of her problem." Jambri Gumam. Jambri followed his son's steps.
" Dad, are we going on foot." Ask Wiyah in between her steps.
Jambri.". You didn't bring the bike." Answer Jambri." But there's nothing to walk on." Tanya Jambri confirmed that her daughter was still able to walk.
" Yes, well nothing, well, that guy Wiyah here on foot. Kak Idar's house is also not too far from here. Thirty minutes' walk may have arrived." Wiyah replied making Jambri smile.
The two of them continued their steps leaving the small garden. With their happiness they forget that earlier, the son and father had a problem.
But what they didn't know From a distance not too far away from them, there was a man who was from watching the two of them.
" Basic m*rah*n." The man who was none other than Fazar who had seen the two.
Yes, the person that Fazar had noticed earlier was Wiyah and her father." It turns out that it is so m*rah*nya women like you. Until the old man also he trapped.
It only looks good on the outside but is so cheap on the inside. It turns out that the woman is just like any other woman who likes her to trap with their behavior. The clothes he used only covered who he was in order to get new prey." Fazar muttered from observing Wiyah and also Jambri.
I don't know what Fazar was thinking until he accused such a person, without finding out first.
Fazar again continued his steps that had stopped earlier. Continuing his steps towards his car.
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It didn't feel like a week after the incident where Jambri told him all the secrets of why he separated from his ex-wife three years ago.
Jambri has returned to City B. To do his work for a week he left or rather Jambri had to be back in care because of his disease back Kembu.
Now the Haidar Family is back to normal as usual just that they feel different from Wiyah who is increasingly turning quiet than yesterday.
Not Only Haidar and Windi felt strange with the change of Wiyah, but, Friend In the place where Wiyah works also felt the change of Wiyah which changed completely after the incident where she knew the truth why her parents separated.
It felt Wiyah was so quiet that she joked but did not get a response.
Like this afternoon Wiyah did not go to college or work because she was on a red date, so Wiyah did not go to college or work.
Wiyah and Haidar's small family gather in the living room while accompanying Fanesya, Rafa and Rafi who are watching their favorite cartoon, which is a cartoon of two bald-headed twin boys.
All three were so excited to enjoy their favorite movie.
While Haidar and Windi were staring at his sister from earlier he did not issue any talks at all.
Haidar who saw it looked at each other asking for answers why his sister had changed completely after where his uncle revealed why they were separated.
" Why did Wiyah just shut up after a week." Windi asked who was staring at his sister just silently with a straight forward look.
" Maybe Wiyah has not believed what uncle said a week ago so Wiyah is trying to accept it with sincerity." Answer Haidar." Mas sure Wiyah can accept all the harsh realities dear. Mas knew Wiyah was a girl who was so very strong to face all the problems she had." Said Haidar while staring at Wiyah.
" We can only help him even with our prayers." Windi's words made Haidar nod in agreement.
" Hopefully there's someone who can remove your wounds deck, and you can also be his medicine that can remove his wounds." Haidar Prayer.
For a moment they tried to make Wiyah always smile, but they also would not forbid Wiyah to grieve because of her pain. They will always comfort her when Wiyah is sad. Happy when Wiyah is happy.
Seriate.
Believe what God has planned is more beautiful than what you have planned.