Love for the Master

12 part 2

You have never felt alone, when crowded. I was tired of everything that happened to you. That's what Clarissa feels right now. Pretend to be happy even though injured.

Everyone who used to be next to him, slowly - the land disappeared. As if forgetting about himself. The feeling of being alone is now starting to hit, as if there is a void in the heart that is so big. He grimaces, he has done so often.

As if the eyes are getting tired of tears, when asked for help, or just asking for news never, friends, friends, family or anyone else is not there.

They only say hello for mere formality, Clarissa needs someone who grudges her grievances. It doesn't take much, just one is enough.

Why is everyone so cruel, people who used to be close to us as if - will forget. Why life can be this cruel.

He knew that if what he was doing was wrong, no one would give him a second chance.

It felt like the burden in him was piling up so much. Follow everything the family says.

But when we will tell the grievances that have been in pendam. Cannot be expressed at all, but when spoken. They just said ''It's not time yet '' Why doesn't anyone want to listen.

Does anyone not listen to him that way. Recently Clarissa has been to consult with a psychologist how many times Clarissa. The burden of work, the demands of family and people around. Make a burden for him.

Clarissa Dewika, the name given by her parents. Clarissa was the 2nd of 3 children. According to everything the parents say is a form of filial piety. It was also done by Clarissa, but her parents seemed indifferent to her.

When in front of the camera he was always required to be perfect whether he was sick or not, when greeting people in front of the boss. He had to smile so they liked and still hired him in the world of Entertainment.

New Artist, Model and Talent. Will pop up every know, a lot of intense competition makes them do everything they can so that their popularity does not go down and replaced by others.

Clarissa never did anything beyond that limit. Begging - begging people and obeying what they say.

For him if what he did was out of bounds, especially to sell himself. For him, self-esteem is not a cheap thing to sell here and there.

If you're wondering why Clarrisa could do that to Ares. It cannot be separated from the stress in nature.

He also needs friends to vent, affection is not just a mere facility. And Ares didn't give Clarissa what she needed. Unlike Leo who gives what Clarissa wants.

In addition, Ares's parents, who had opposed their relationship, added to the fabric of their love.

Ares was too busy with his world as a Ceremony as he was, as if there were a separate barrier between them.

If Ares is a person who is very anti on the media spotlight, in contrast to Clarissa who must be prosecuted exposed to her life in the media. Everything that Clarissa will surely be highlighted by the eyes of the Camera.

Clarissa admits that Ares is a good person, but if we don't get along and one goal will be difficult to live with.

The world of celebrities, even many demand him to look luxurious and beautiful, if his weight just slightly rises. Will be sure if the taunts and insults will stop by him.

Competition between celebrities must occur, insulting each other, feeling the best, fake things between celebrities.

Celebrities certainly will not be separated from scandals, hoax news, drugs, the night world all the negative things that are pinned on him.

Even many of his family sneered, insulted him but when he was already standing at the peak of popularity, all that changed. Slowly - the land is treated like a Queen they started doing to her. As if they would just accept it if Clarissa threw dirt on them.

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'' Clarissa, what are you feeling right now Psychologist said.

'' Loneliness, tired, fed up, anger, sadness everything I feel, mixed up Clarissa explained.

'' Do you have a friend who can share your burden with him Ask the Psychologist again.

'' Family? How does. ''

Then looking down without answering, a small dike started to sound in the room. Well....Clarissa striptease. Showing how fragile he is right now.

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In the car, Leo waited for Clarissa. Look at Clarissa who's done from her consultation and started getting into the car.

'' Are you feeling better already ? '' Ask away.

Clarissa kept quiet without answering, just as much as Leo had heard.

'' Want to eat ? '' Ask Again.

'' Just go home. '' That sentence is only spoken.

Leo breathed for a moment, then started running the car. Towards Clarissa's house.

Leo is tired, just like Clarissa. Both of them have accepted the consequences of what they did.

Sorry, there must be. How else has it all happened. Rice has become porridge, mustahikan will turn into rice again if he begs - begging.

What he is doing right now, is accepting everything with a chest of air.

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Clarissa started to step inside the house. The house that looks messy, describes his feelings and thoughts that are at war with his mind.

Leo was immediately ready to go home, it seems Leo also experienced the same thing as it seemed. And he needs his own time, too.

Clarissa lay hugging her body like a baby longing for the warmth of her family's affection.

Closing my eyes hoping all this would disappear, no longer bothering her. By tuning the tone of the piano melodious, to remove the silence that approached it.

Clarissa's prayer is just one, wishing you happiness. Even though he is full of busyness. He will never forget God, the creator of the universe. Although sometimes in performing worship is still hollow - how he does it.

But he does everything possible. According to Clarissa only returned to the creator who would listen to her grievances, and who would finish it also needed her permission.

Clarissa just asked, she wanted to be like everyone else. Clarissa was tired of her life right now.

Please give a little pause to him, to breathe for a moment from the tightness he feels at this time.

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Clarissa Dewika

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