Love for Nayra

About Me and My Feelings

"Wuihhhh how to become an apprentice teacher? " ask Arya to me.

"Yes that is! " return.

"alright2, right? " .

"It's good" I said.

"Trus when is marriage? " .

"khmm don't talk about it Ar, I'm worried! ".

" Why,?, confide! ".

" Honestly confused cave feels very much the same cave, cave has a stepbrother who is very young! ".

" hmm so mama you're married knapa confused? ".

"how confused gk cave gk Ya?, the half-brother of the cave disciple himself,!, ".

"ahhhhmmm understand the cave, you like him? " he guessed.

"gua does not know between like it or indeed the soul of the brother of the cave out for him, but every time the same cave deket he the heart of the cave feels firmer Yes".

" khmmmm yeah that's you the name starts to fall in love!, akhmm new class what is smpai lu segitnya? ".

"1 HIGH SCHOOL! " my answer is short, dense, and clear.

"khmmmm! ".

" why pantesan? ".

" yes that kid emg again gemesh2nya! " said Arya.

"what do you think the cave is? ".

" hmm better lo cepet2 get married, so that you focus on the same family lo".

"who's same wedding? ".

"equal goat!, same girl is bro! how the hell! ".

" Mmmmmmm ".

" don't think much! ".

" yaudah the cave first, huh? ".

" OK".

"Eh, the Revelation is home! " welcome my mama.

"yes, mah pah".

" Eh, wait for Yu!, call Nayra ".

" Yes mah".

the clock shows at 4pm.

my stepbrother's habit is never to close the door if blum sleeps at night, I also go straight to my sister's room.

I saw the view of the hello kitty room in her room and some photos of her schoolmates including Bagas.

"Day! ".

" kok kok sleeping on the table! ".

I saw my sister asleep at her study desk, I took the initiative to bring her a basket.

" heavy khmm too, boy! " murmurm.

I looked at her innocent face, and then I put it in bed arrived .

"sister! ".

his voice was still weak as he was still sleepy.

" nay, you're awake! ".

" what is khm kaka? ".

" oh again2 I'm nervous! " murm in my heart.

" iy. yes, I was told by my mom to call you, but you even overslept your foster brother! " .

"oh yaudah thanks brother, I am samperin mama".

" well, let's stay first! ".

" yes brother ".

....

" what is mah! " tanyaku.

"eh Nayra sat down! ".

" mamah wants to ngmong sma you, klau you will soon become a big brother! ".

" what's mah, mamah pregnant? " I was surprised.

"huh, you're going to have another child? " murmurm.

as usual I made a diary about my step sister NAYIRA, I know this is wrong but I also do not know until when this is.

"But papa's mom is going to Malaysia".

" how did you go there? ".

" yeah papa was assigned there Nay, kmu gkpp will be left temporarily here! ".

" i really want my mom here! "

"yes tomorrow if you pass you can join papah, or vacation yes".

"yes, "I am sad.

I saw my stepbrother just sitting around playing his phone.

"Wahyu papah titip Nayra yes, maybe papah same mama rather long in Malaysia ".

" yes pah, ".

" quiet Nay klau holiday can be to Malaysia".

"iya pah! " my reply was a little disappointed.

"Gosh ".

a week later my father left for Malaysia.

" Hati2 yes at home, please take care of Nayra yes brother" said my papa.

"iya pah ".

I looked at the plane my papa was driving, I was actually 2 sad, I really wanted to pay attention to me.

"Come Nay".

" are you sad? " ask my brother.

without a word coming out of my mouth, I miss the atmosphere of mama papah at home, there when I need, joking ria.

"hmmm we go to moll yuk! ".

" uh brother! ".

I've been invited to some very exciting games on the moll.

" Wuihhhhhhhhhhh I won again brother, I won! " my words girang.

I like game2 like piano stampede, trampoline, karoke etc.

"are you not happy? ".

" snake the makasi ya! " i said, who continues my game.

"nay we're photos of yu! ".

" ayuk".

without me realizing I stuck this forbidden feeling to my own sister, the closer I got to her the more I liked her innocence, O God what trial is this? " murm in my heart.

"khmm let's dongg kak pose, pose! " same.

"yes ".

after playing I decided to go home.

" we're going home".

"yes brother".

on the way home I was very happy without me realizing I was hugging my brother.

" thank you, brother? " .

"yes sama2 yaudah brother wants to enter first! ".

as usual, my friend wrote the story today.

the test of the heart is to hate the bad

and I like the beautiful...

the test of feeling is loving the one you like and staying away from the one you don't like...

but...

my test this time is the heart!, the heart that loves beauty on the basis of love that radiates into the abyss of love...

and yet..

does the universe allow me to be with him? my time is up with him now.

ohh God please give me a loophole to get into her heart and make her fall in love or at least a definite answer.

I know this is wrong

but the feeling of not knowing what2 is wrong is my heart.