Love For Nabila

The Mother's request

...I'm not as strong as you can see...

...It's just........

...My sadness is covered in jokes...

...And my wounds are clad in laughter...

The wall clock hanging in the room already shows the number at 12:30 indicating that lunch time has arrived.

Nabila immediately took care of the items scattered on the table, tidied it back to its original place while glancing to the side where his flat object vibrated since then, glancing at the side, found some incoming messages that expanded above his screen.

He still ignored the flat object, until the ringing sound in the phone took all his attention, eliciting a notification from people who are very longing Nabila lately, namely the Mother of a woman as old as she is very loved in this world more than anything, the light of life as well as her soulmate.

" Hello. Asalamualaikum Bund's. "

"Waalaikum salam Nak, what are you doing now? have you eaten ?"

A smile expands perfectly when you hear the voice of Mother who is full of attention as usual that calms and makes relief.

" Yes, this is Nabila again want to have lunch just finished because of it. "

Nabila was still busy pressing his tools on the table while clamping his Hp in the ear, until the sentence of the unpretentious woman sounded softly along with a cough to stop his activities.

"Mother disturb the time you're not son? " That shady voice is always a fiber of tender affection.

Nabila cleared slowly. " What did the mother say ? Nabila there is always time for Mommy, as busy as it is and will never feel disturbed. "it is obviously cheering, because the longing for this figure is very passionate.

Moreover, lately he rarely communicates, making guilt more lodged in the heart.

Nabila should be there, caring for and accompanying the woman who is not young anymore in her old age, not even busy himself like this? what the hell was he looking for? Is treasure? the department? or what ?

Even if He stayed at home, it feels like a Nabila will never lack the slightest material if given the lunge of his family who are too successful in his business in the culinary field.

So why is he still busy working in the hospital? why not just stop from the profession and devote his life to the Mother?

Actually, if I can be honest, Nabila really want to stop from the hospital and let me destroy the hug of our beloved Mother, living together in her homeland with her parents. But..the problem is whether it will directly get approval from the person concerned? of course not, because this is the desire of his parents, especially the father who had always wanted to see Nabila as an intermediary to help God to save the lives of others through his profession as a doctor.

Because they say, there is nothing happier for two parents than to see the child succeed in the world and in the hereafter and make her one-on-one daughter that is beneficial to many people.

And one more thing that kept her stuck all this time, which was an oath. The oath that he had said before undergoing the profession of a doctor, he, which at that time he promised if he would dedicate his whole life to humanity and would carry out his duties in an honorable way and cross-legged as the dignity of his work.

" Mommy, is the genie okay there? " Tanya Nabila quivered with great concern.

" Yes thank God, Mommy is fine here Son, Nabila himself there how? has everything improved? "

Has anyone ever heard that a mother's inner bond is very strong when it comes to her children? so this is the real example, even without showing the heart of Nabila clearly to the Mother, she said, he already knows if the child he gave birth to with the stakes of life is still suffering and not completely happy.

" Mommy, I told you that Nabila has been fine all this time, so from now on stop to worry okay. "

Like wanting to make a deterrent to the child to be immediately aware of all his mistakes that always lie to himself by being okay but actually hurt, he said, the old woman's words again racked her heart.

" son, honey. Nabila is a biological child born from the womb of Mother, her only child who since still in the womb until birth until the current Mother who takes care of you, her only child who has been born until now, so how could a mother not know? even by just listening to your voice, Mommy is sure that this beautiful Father's favorite child is sad." There was a sound of a deep breath in there before returning to sound. " Just like Sayyidatina Fatimah, the princess who is so loved by Rosulullah, so is our love for you, son. Even Rosulullah once said: Fatimah is a part of me. Whoever hurt him has hurt me. So if you keep hurting yourself, then it's the same way you hurt us as your parents. "

Such is a child in the eyes of his parents, especially for a father. Who is willing to do anything for his happiness and kindness, because for him a Princess is very priceless.

The woman who today wore a maroon-colored hijab was disturbed, sobbing crying could not stand the tightness.

" Mother.apiin Nabila, Nabila wrong. Nabil has been a sinner all this time, sorry if Bund... Nabila. "

Silence suddenly said hello, there was no answer at all from Mother. made Nabila afraid if the woman aged fifty and above would not want to forgive him.

" When his son's Dad. "

Hearing his name in an unusual manner, he immediately wiped away his tears, taking in his deep breath - in readying himself. Because if it has been called like that then the topic that will be raised by him this time will certainly be more serious.

" Yes Bund ?" replied Nabila lirih muffle her sobs.

" If, if anyone wants to tell you if Nabila would accept it, son? "

The calm voice of the Mother made her speech stiff, confused to answer what? he knew, if he asked him that then it could be ascertained that there was indeed a man who had entered the house and proposed to him.

" Mother...."

"When. "

Saying them together, which again makes Nabila back silenced and just relented to let his interlocutor express everything.

" Daughter, when your father was alive he was eager to find the best man for you who would take responsibility for you off his shoulders, but everything is extinct because it turns out you had your own choice at that time and your father agreed even though he had to narrow down to his wishes. So... to realize Almahrum's request, allow Mother to replace him Nak."

Gestur her body shook her head refusing, but.heard her Mother's words that looked like a request, her little heart assented, willing to fulfill the wishes of the woman who had been pregnant for nine months and was reluctant to refuse it. Moreover, it was also the request of the first male father who witnessed it born into the world, who introduced him to what life really means and loved him so much.

So.. what is appropriate if Nabila who has always got the best facilities from his two parents and the abundance of love is immeasurable, he said, Had to disappoint them by rejecting a request that even he could still count on with a finger?

The answer is no, because he does not want to be an ungodly child by laughing at parents. The priority at this time is Mother. His happiness is in the first place of everything.

In his heart he established that the choice of parents is God's choice, and the ridho of parents is God's Ridhonya. So as long as this is what he wants then Nabila will receive with a cheerful heart.

Bismillah...........

" Nabila received the Bund. insya Allah if there is no obstacle, the day after Nabila will ask for permission to leave and go home to Jogja to talk about everything. "