Love For My Teacher's

Breakfasted

As usual and maybe it is my habit to have breakfast every morning in the cafeteria so that it becomes familiar with the canteen mother and even the canteen mother already know what my breakfast menu is pudding cake and warm chocolate milk without a mixture of sugar I eat it with pleasure until finally Mr. Chandra comes to sit down to eat with me, God why my heart beats fast what is with this self what Mr. Chandra hears my heart struggling these.

I conditioned myself with the atmosphere this morning maybe I was sick this morning or even Mr. Chandra who was sick early in the morning breakfast in the canteen sitting with me is not this canteen is very spacious and many tables are empty.

" It turns out Mr. Chandra is so interesting if you look this close to the smile of the father is very sweet by leaving dimples "

I seemed to be taken for granted maybe I should go to the doctor to check my health condition now it seems like I am really sick why I can say it with my daydream without me realizing it was me told Chandra sir that made him choke.

I was so embarrassed my face must have been blushing with the long sentence I just said outside of my consciousness precisely in my daydream

" What Ri you said father what "

" ti ti dak mak " with a stammer I said because I was embarrassed

" halu sir " I swiped it like a bajaj to avoid and seemed to not know the sentence I had just praised Mr. Chandra's heart seemed to explode now why I could say that silly sentence unconsciously

Mr. Chandra smiled at me who was confused what to do but I passed and returned to the initial setting indifferent and indifferent even though my heart could not be controlled Mr. Chandra could not hear it would my heart beat fast but I keep relaxing continue to enjoy the pudding cake that tastes sweet too.

I don't know why I feel comfortable with Mr. Chandra but this shouldn't happen or I'll go crazy and lose my sanity if I feel that being close to Mr. Chandra is the thing that makes me comfortable I have to be rewinding my mind that Mr. Chandra is my homeroom teacher and I should not expect more painful endings should not teachers and pupils be too overused in relationships beyond the formal lines of education if it happens it's gonna be fucked.

After my breakfast was finished I immediately paid but not up there Mr. Chandra followed my steps he said his breakfast was also finished all the way together to class, do I think this can make a war between me and Nata is not today Mr. Chandra there is no schedule to enter my class why would you want to walk together to the classroom anyway the teacher room is different directions with my class what Mr. Chandra forgot the teaching schedule is impossible to forget.

I walk casually followed by Mr. Chandra beside me despite feeling uncomfortable and uncomfortable I also feel worried if Nata sees me walking along with Mr. Chandra like this must be him angry and most likely he did not want to be friends with me because I was impressed that he would be a rival in taking the heart of Mr. Chandra.

But thank God because this is still too early and others are still not in school there are only a few students who come in the morning of course the connoisseurs of breakfast in the cafeteria so I can feel relieved because no Nata any longer the child is usually late in class and often get bonos cleaning the toilet because it is often late