Love for My Husband

60. SADNESS NADHIFA.

During the trip home Nadhifa just silent makes Revan wonder, he wanted to ask but he did not do.

" where are you going?" said Revan softly.

" directly to the house aja mas" said Nadhifa slowly.

Revan knew there was something his wife was thinking, but he could not guess.

" you wanna stay at the parlour? we can turn around baby" Revan bargained.

" no mas, we have been to the orphanage" said Nadhifa smiling, Revan can see there is sadness that Nadhifa hid.

" well, if you want a story I'm ready to listen to it, okay" said Revan softly.

Nadhifa nodded, he fixed his gaze on the car windowpan watching the little children looking for money, as the red light flashed, they approached the cars to peddle his wares, and the, there are also those who sing a song hoping that there are good people who want to give them money.

Nadhifa opened her car window as the little girl approached her and offered her the tissue she was selling, smiling Nadhifa took the money in her bag and gave it to the little girl.

" wait, sister, I want to find the change" said the little girl.

" no need, the change is for you" said Nadhifa stroking the little girl's hair.

" well, thank you brother" said the little girl was happy, he immediately ran up to his friends.

" pity them" said Nadhifa lirih, but Revan could still be heard.

" yes, dear, there are so many street children in this city" said Revan, who agreed with his wife's words.

Children their age should spend time learning and playing, not being preoccupied with work that weighs on them.

" i hope someone helps them" Revan said.

" Amin"

...

As usual, Revan and Nadhifa will pray tahajjud together, but this time Nadhifa who first woke up.

After reading the prayer Revan turned to see the beautiful face of his wife, but what he saw was already filled with tears.

" dear, what's wrong with you? is anyone sick?" ask Revan to worry.

hearing her husband's words made Nadhifa sob, Revan pulled her body into his arms, gently stroking the top of Nadhifa's head and giving her a small kiss on his forehead.

revan's heart ached when he heard his wife's cry, without feeling tears also dripping on his cheek as if feeling what his wife felt, as if, but Revan quickly erased it when his wife was sad and he had to strengthen her.

Revan stroked his wife's back slowly, hoping that what he was doing could calm her down a bit.

" say baby, what's wrong?" revan said after Nadhifa had calmed down.

Nadhifa let go of her embrace, she saw the handsome face of her husband who had accompanied her for two years.

Gently Nadhifa touched that face and stroked it, she could see Revan's eyes still remained the same since they met, shady and soothing.

" want to tell me something?" revan.

" i'm sorry" said Nadhifa, tears dripping down her cheeks, and Revan quickly wiped them with his thumb.

" don't cry baby, my heart hurts to see you like this" Revan said softly.

" say, is there anything that bothers you?" ask Revan carefully.

Nadhifa nodded, indeed there are things that always disturb his mind.

" let's say, I'll listen to it" Revan said.

Nadhifa sighed, she looked at her husband lovingly.

" All this time mas Re has been a very good husband, always giving everything I expected, but as a wife I can not give you anything mas, even me..."

" i can't even make you a father" Nadhifa continued, making Revan feel sad, he can feel the sadness his wife feels.

Revan pulled his wife's body in his arms, Nadhifa's body still shaking as tears came back to control her.

" don't say that again baby, you did your best for me" Revan said.

" you are the best wife, you always support all my decisions, comfort me, you also do the duties of a wife very well" said Revan.

" stop crying baby, my chest is tight to see you like this" Revan said in a trembling voice.

Nadhifa looked at the handsome face of her husband, looking shady eyes were already glazed to make Nadhifa feel guilty.

" i'm sorry, Re is sad because of Dhifa" said Nadhifa slowly.

Revan shook his head, he pulled his wife's hand for her to hold.

" no, baby, it's not your fault"

" you know, baby? our lives have been filled with many of the blessings God has given us" Revan said softly.

Nadhifa nodded because it was true that there were many favors that he had felt.

" if we are told to count the favors then we will not be able to, our limbs complete, surrounded by good people, we are also given enough fortune"

" don't just because of the one favor that we have not got, we forget the pleasure that we have felt before"

Nadhifa fell silent, trying to digest her husband's words until she understood the meaning of revan, as soon as she felt guilty for forgetting the favors God had given.

" o Allah, forgive me" Nadhifa said with tears streaming down from both corners of her eyes.

" it's a pity, don't cry anymore, this is our destiny path, we have to go through it patiently and sincerely" said Revan who re-hugged Nadhifa.

Nadhifa nodded, she was grateful to be reunited with a man like Revan, Revan never discussed the matter of descent because it must make Nadhifa sad.

similarly to the Revan family, there was nothing to mention about the child, but as a wife it made Nadhifa sad, he was eager to give a grandchild to Ms. Rahma.

even Lastri's mother, Naya's mother, and Sari's mother never asked about her pregnancy, they always made Nadhifa happy when visiting the orphanage.

Nadhifa just realized, he was surrounded by people who are very good and understanding.Revan's speech is true, indeed, Nadhifa had forgotten the favor that God had given her only because of the one hope she had not yet obtained.

" thank you, Re, for reminding me of my mistake" said Nadhifa.

" equally dear" Revan said.

" believe me dear, God has planned the best for us, we just have to wait patiently" Revan added, making Nadhifa nod.

Nadhifa let go of her embrace and looked at Revan's face.

" if I wasn't pregnant, would Re have left me?"

" i will not leave you dear, I will be faithful with you, waiting for the presence of the fruit of our love in your womb, no matter how long I have to wait, I will remain by your side, you trust me?"

Nadhifa nodded to make Revan happy, Revan approached Nadhifa and kissed Nadhifa's forehead gently making Nadhifa calm.

" Now you have to smile like this" said Revan who pulled the two corners of his wife's lips, Nadhifa chuckled at what Revan was doing.

after that Revan looked at Nadhifa with a grinning smile making Nadhifa retreat.

" why is Re looking at me like that?" ask Nadhifa.

" why indeed? can't we?" sahut Revan's.

" mas Re wants what? it was about dawn" said Nadhifa made Revan smile pervertedly.

" no dear, we still have plenty of time" Revan said, pulling Nadhifa into his arms.