
I was shocked when I was told about Lea's family.
I don't know the girl yet.
Even though he was in class never showed up if he had a problem.
It turned out that the problem he had was greater than the cheerfulness he displayed in front of people.
Me included.
Flashback a few days ago.
"Before you go there I want to tell you something.But, Lo must promise not to tell anyone ngerti?Poor Lea's the problem."
Say again.
'something about Lea?Paan tu's.'
I am confused inwardly.
"Yes I promise."
I said it so much.
"Ok be gini....
Actually Lea's family was not harmonious anymore.Semenjak his father Lea caught cheating with his office friends, making his mother Lea and Lea in great shock.
The figure of a good father and husband in the eyes of both of them, suddenly disappeared in an instant.Senjak that also Lea's parents began to rarely go home, rarely giving monthly money to his mother Lea and Lea....
Lea became depressed because of thinking of her parents.
His family used to be harmonious, even until they never heard the news if they fought.However, invite his father to cheat.
His mother so follow-up is always not at home, even Sunday though.Because he is lazy if he had to meet the person he loves turned out to be cheating behind him.
As long as Lo knows justa Put, every parent met they must have been fussing constantly.And every noisier they always make a commotion like minglemarin plates, canvas flowers or whatever they meet."
Obviously Iza is at length on me.
"Once again every storm Leah's parents did not get to mukulin Lea right?"
Ask me who still does not believe the same what Iza talked about earlier from a telephone connection.
"Mukulin Put.Yang mukulin Lea was his father.
Every Lea wrong little hands floated, want to ask for money to pay for books just have to be hit first given the money.
Though his father Lea was patient, never the name angry let alone mukulin Lea kayak so.
He is the type of father who is humorous, his work at home to gather with his family, joking so much.
But, since Lea's father had an affair so he never had time with the family, rarely went home, when he came home most to mulangin dirty clothes doang after that he immediately went again.
Every time Lea called her father to ask when to go home for his father's answer
'Daddy's busy Lea, Daddy don't have time for things that don't matter like that.Mending you ask the same mother just there do not bother Dad anymore, know not?Watch out if you disturb again.'I guess Lea's dad answered every time on the phone."
Answer Iza again while stopping occasionally because of the nangis nahan.Gue who from earlier horrified Iza story does not know what to say anymore because of the horror of Lea's life that not many people know.
''It turns out Lea's life is really heavy, huh?But how come he never showed up if he had a problem?''
Ask me again Iza.
"She if at school always cheerful, dirty, chatty, sometimes nyebelin.It all make a cover-up of pain and cover-up depression it Put.
He does not want if he is loved because of the illness he suffered with his family life.Asal Lo know aja,gue know that Lea is depressed because my Aunt who works as a spicologist.
Because before the camp, exactly a year ago.Gue invited Lea to the house to make whatever items should be under for the camp.
And incidentally my aunt was playing at home and automatically he met Lea who was the first time he saw.After Lea acquaintance with my Aunt, he returned to his activities before my Aunt came.
When it comes to equipment for the camp, we do it in the living room.Because I don't think what if I do it there even though there is my Aunt, because I think that I'm finished I will finish.
The three of us were busy with their respective activities.However, without us knowing if it turns out my aunt was diem-diem watching all the movements in Lea.
When Lea had come home,gue immediately to the room for a break.Not how long I rest in the room, my aunt entered my room and nanya.
'that was Iza?'
Ask my Aunt.
I'm confused, my aunt's kok just like there was a father.
'Yes, Tan.What's the matter?'
Ask me who has begun to suspect the same movements shown by my aunt.
'don't papa just want to ask aja.Kalo Lea at his son's school how?'
Ask my aunt again.Gue more confused the same question Aunt who does not want to know even to interrogation.
'regular Tan, he was if at school chatty, exuberant, cheerful, kind, fond of nolong, sometimes nyebelin, as well as occasional pessimistic as well anyway.'
Answer me.
'ooh, that's it.Lea ever told you about her family?
For example, Lea once told me that she had been scolded by her parents, or Lea had told her that she was invited by her parents to have dinner together, or something...'
Ask my aunt who is impatient.
'never Aunt.Emang what the hell is Tan like Auntie wants to know so much about Lea?'
Ask me who was already kepo heavy.After that I saw my aunt diem a while after that he just talked.
'so when you are with Lea on a game for the camp, Auntie see if there is something wrong with the same appearance and movements that Lea appeared in.
And according to Aunt's initial diagnosis, she has a depressive illness.But, strangely how can she be cheerful, chatty, like you said earlier huh?'
Ask my aunt who is confused.
'what are the symptoms of depression?'
Ask me.
'symptoms of depression for the mild.
- desperate.
- irritable
- the guilt
- not excited
difficult to concentrate
lack of motivation
- sleepiness during the day
insomnia
- changes in appetite to slackness.
There is also something called moderate or moderate depression.
It is more severe than mild depression.
The symptoms are almost the same as mild depression.
But the difference is.
problems with self-esteem
reducing productivity
- too sensitive
feeling that he is useless
The last one is severe depression.
The symptoms are the same as mild or moderate depression, but this is more severe.
And the impact of the sufferer of depression is on people who are with the sufferer.
Severe depression lasts for six months or longer.
After that major depression will disappear by itself, but can recur at any time for some people.
Signs of major depression are.
delusional
fainting
- to the suicidal desire
And do not underestimate the feelings of sadness, anger, or disappointment that often arise.
This could be an early symptom of depression.
So do not take for granted the name depression.
And this disease must be treated immediately with therapy if not afraid it even leads to the same things that are not desirable.'
My aunt is obviously about depression.
After my aunt talked about it, I checked myself, did actually Lea get depressed?But, don't you think he ever told me anything?
I started to follow Lea wherever she went to make my aunt's diagnosis mastiin was wrong.Gue started to follow her to the school bathroom.Because she often really out of class to go to the bathroom.
And after I went into the bathroom I heard the sound of a girl crying, the idea became goosebumps because I thought it was a ghost who wanted to my nakutin.But, it turns out that Lea's voice is again crying.
If you ask me why is he crying?
Yes mene ketehe, the question is not paranormal.After that I follow him when he comes home from school, and it turns out he every day stopped by the Pine forest until Maghrib."
Said Iza, and now he's in there maybe to give me a chance to ask.
"Did he have it there?Is the house quiet, anyway?"
Ask me who doesn't understand the same way Lea thought.
"Lo don't know, do you?His house is indeed sono.Kalo area of Pine forest at most 3 kilo-an.
After waiting a long time, when the azan Maghrib Lea just went from the pine forest to his home.When following Lea until his home, you heard the sound of a fight.
And it turns out that the fight was Lea's parents.Although I know that Lea will not come out again, the question still nugguin him from the side of the house.
When I wait for Lea suddenly from behind me there is a pat on my shoulder.When I look back it turns out it was Lea's neighbor whose house right next to him fit.
Then he invited me into his house, because he was afraid that I would be confused with Lea's father because I was eating earlier.He who told me all the information about Lea that I did not, Ilo, he said,or our friends who know.
After that day I so diligently go to the library to find a book that talks about depression.And how to cure depression without therapy.Because like his parents do not care at all about the state of Lea.So I beg the same elo,elo don't tell this Maslah to our other friends.Kalo need I'll nyium feet Lo let Lo not talk about this problem to others."
Please Iza same me.
"Yes,gue promise.Elo don't have to do it like that because I don't like gossip about other people's lives."
Answer me.
"Thank you Put.Yes I closed the phone first, because I...."
Before Iza close the phone I cut because there is one more thing that I forgot to ask.
"Za, Lo know Lea's WhatsApp number?"
And then I came here.After almost 50 minutes drive by motorbike, split the road Semarang is quite padet.At last I got too, at his house Lea.
The two-story house, which is painted in silver, which is in front of his house in a garden of ornamental plants, such as roses, lovebirds, crocodile tongues, cambodia, etc.
Not so difficult to find Leah's house, because most of the neighbors are immune to Leah.
And what stood out the most was when I heard the noise of the people who came from Leah's house.
When I just want to standardize the motorbike next to Lea's house, the idea has been called the same as a man, still young but still old him anyway.
"Lea's tea, huh?"
Ask a little softly.
"Yes." Yeah."
Answer me who followed his voice.
"You want to wait for Leah, not here mending in my house alone.Fear instead the mas is noisily the same as Leah's father."
If I was a bit doubtful, but still I did ask his neighbor Lea.From later on my body crumbled because of the same gebukin with his father Lea.
"Let's mas, sorry if the house is a mess.Maklum has not had a wife problem."
Her speech.
"No papa kok mas.Mas sorry I want to ask any mallem Lea family likes to fight?"
Ask me carefully, not anything.But, I'm afraid I even ask things that are personal.
"Yes not every day anyway, but yes often.Every time they fight for sure while grusakin stuff first they were satisfied.By the way this is Lea's girlfriend huh?"
Ask.
"I.iya, I'm Lea's boyfriend.Then I'm here to take Lea away."
Answer me a lie.Hih, the son of why the hell Lo have to talk if elo is his girlfriend all?
"Well, thank God, there are people who really love Lea."
After Leah's neighbor talked about it, I heard the sound of a car going away from Leah's house.
When I look ahead it turns out that the one who left was Lea's father, Lea,after her mother Lea used the car.After that I say goodbye to her neighbor Lea equally say thank you for already dalameletin me from the rampage of Lea's father.
"Yes mas equally.Oh yes, can you know whose name mas?"
Ask the neighbor Lea.
"Oh,iya forgot.Know my name Son.Kalo whose mas?"
I asked after I knew myself.
"My name is Raihan.Salam know ya mas."
After that, I gave permission to share with Raihan and went to Leah's house.
"Assalamualaikum, Lea."
After a long time I waited for him at the door, he finally came out too.
"Walaikumsalam.Eh,elo Put, is there a Dateng paan to my house?"
Question that try to look cheerful.Gue see the appearance of her absolutely wriggly.Cut hair, face kucel, just really excited deh.Without answering the question I even told her.
"Replace Lo's clothes after that we go out.Don't forget to bring a jacket."
And without further ado he went straight upstairs to get changed like I told him to.
It didn't take long, eventually Lea came down as well and had changed clothes plus a jacket.Geliat it I immediately pulled him and I told him to ride my bike.
"Follow me."
He was shocked because I pulled it without warning.
"Where are you going?"
But I did not answer because honestly I also do not know where we are going.But, the important place where Lea will not want the same wounds that have now, if only temporarily.