Love for Kanaya

Tania's Sadness

The clock showed at 04.40 in the morning when Tania woke up to hear the sound of the Adhan, tonight she did not wake up for night prayers as usual. Maybe because he was crying too long and just fell asleep after one morning.

Tania looked to her side, there was no husband.

Zy didn't come home last night, I hope he's okay. He was devastated by the condition of his father and mother.

Tania slowly got up to clean her body, her head felt a little dizzy. His body was tired because his heart was tired. Tania washed her face that felt as if her eyes were swollen due to the slow crying. The water of ablution refreshes his limbs.

Tania fulfilled her duty as a Muslim on that cold morning, the cold air because all night the rain flushed the earth as if accompanying Tania who also cried all night. After finishing the prayer Tania cleaned her prayer equipment.

Because Tania was so thirsty down to the kitchen, she poured a glass of water into the glass and downed it. Tania felt her head turn dizzy again, and her stomach seemed to be unfriendly. Tania opened the hood, still serving the dinner she had prepared. Not touched at all, because her husband did not eat dinner and she missed her dinner too.

Tania's heart ached as soon as she remembered her husband said last night, she came back crying. It seemed like a night of crying was not enough to calm his heart. His eyes still let out a clear liquid. His head felt very heavy, and his stomach felt very nauseous. The vomiting medication that Susan's doctor prescribed was up two days ago.

Tania ran to the sink and pulled out her entire stomach there. Again and again he spewed out his entrails so he felt very tired. And Tania fell unconscious in the kitchen.

Not knowing how long Tania was unconscious, bi Harti found her lying on the cold kitchen floor.

"Mrs, wake up mistress" bi Harti patted her young mistress' cheek.

Bi Harti then called her husband who from last night stood guard at the security post.

"Mas Indro here Quickly..! "

"What's up tick? "

"Mrs passed out, let's help me pick her up" bi Harti looked worried.

"Call the boss and he'll be mad if I touch his wife, you know what the boss is"

"Have no objection, madam's body is very cold. Let me help you explain to the boss".

"Yes yes, you have to take responsibility if the boss fires me" Indro grumbled as he ran into the kitchen. Indro helps Harti his wife lift young mistress Tania into the room.

Bi Harti enveloped her young mistress' body, and gave eucalyptus oil to Tania's stomach and nose.

"Call the boss" said Indro.

"Yes I called, you come back down" Harti then grabbed the phone from his apron pocket. And call Boss Alzyan's number.

"Assalamualaikum, what's wrong? "

"Waalaikumsalam, uh sorry boss. Anu mistress boss she fainted. The tip of his hands and feet are cold, boss".

"Astagfirullah, why did he faint ?"

"It looks like the mistress has vomited boss, because this is a vomit mark on the end of her pajamas"

"Vomiting, did he eat wrong? "

"Auntie, it's not a mistake to eat the boss, the mistress is pregnant young, after all last night the mistress did not eat the boss' dinner. How is this madam boss pale once" Bi Harti's voice sounded trembling with great worry.

"Ehmm, I can't go home bi, I asked Susan's doctor to come home this morning."

"Master, but madam seems to need a Master"

"I was waiting for Mr. Gunawan this morning, he said he wanted to see me. It was bi. Assalamualaikum" Alzyan cut off the phone. He sighed.

" Hhh, it turns out that she's sick because she's pregnant"

To be honest Alzyan is very worried about his current condition, but because of his selfishness he does not want to see his wife. Moreover, the pregnancy that made Tania so sick, Alzyan felt his heart again sore.

"Mrs, wake up mistress" Harti patted Tania's cheek gently.

"Bi, what auntie lifted me into the room. I seemed to have passed out in the kitchen"

"Yes madam, sorry auntie for help mas Indro raised the mistress"

"What's wrong, Zy hasn't come home yet ?"

"Auntie called the boss, he asked Susan's doctor here to check on the lady. Boss himself can not go home, waiting for Mr. Gunawan to come to see the great Lord he said"

"Oo that, bi please make fried rice same sweet tea yes bi, take it here"

"Well madam," Bi Harti nodded, he then stood up and went downstairs.

Shortly after, Susan's doctor arrives, and she checks on Tania.

"Mistress' pregnancy is fine, but it seems like the mistress is exhausted. Lots of rest. It's got vomiting medicine and it's vitamins. Drink it regularly"

"Good doctor "Tania nodded.

"I go home, if anything, just call me" Doctor Susan smiled as she stood up.

"Sorry my doctor can't take you down"

"It's okay, madam just take a break" Doctor Susan turned her back and disappeared behind the door.

After Susan's doctor comes home Tania daydreams for herself, thinking about how her future fate will be. What if this child is dumped by her husband, and what if her husband does not want her anymore. All of that could have happened.

"Ummi can't live without you baby, good inside ya boy. Ummi will always be there for you. You are the power of ummi. Ummi better get away from your abi than to be separated from you" Tania stroked her flat stomach elus.

"And when it's time to throw us ummi should be ready. We'll fight together, son" Tania's tears flowed down her cheeks. His heart felt so bitter, there was no place to pit his heart. Uncle Danu is gone, telling Salma's aunt that it will only add to Salma's aunt's mind.

"Am I waiting for the moment when Zy ditched me, or am I saying good to Zy. He will surely throw me away too." Tania's tears were dripping down, her blankets were already wet by her tears. Tania hiccups, until she doesn't realize that Barti put breakfast on the nightstand.

"Madamie why crying, this is breakfast "Say bi Harti softly.

Tania wiped her tears, and turned to bi Harti.

"Mrs should be patient. Lots of praying. I already know the problem that the lady is facing. Sorry I am not eavesdropping, but I happened to pass by to clean the room on the second floor.I heard the boss and the mistress quarrel. Boss just misunderstood madam".

"Yes, I have to be patient and pray a lot"

"I will also pray for the best for the hostess and boss' household"

"Nia's so hungry bi, bring her tramp here". Tania Pinta.

Bi Harti handed the tray containing the fried rice dishes to Tania. Tania just gobbled up the fried rice made by bi Harti.

"I'll excuse you madam"

"Yes, thanks bi"

The fried rice was devoured by Tania until it ran out, her stomach was already very hungry. After her fried rice ran out, Tania took the medicine from Susan's doctor.

"I must be healthy, I must fight for my son. Mas Zy doesn't care about my pregnancy"

Tania needs someone to confide in, and then she calls her best friend Aisyah.

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