Love for Bia

apology

Bia tried to blow his bloody elbow after being treated by Nana, the woman was not aware there was Bima who noticed his movements from earlier. "Still sick, Ma'am?" ask Nana.

Bia nodded. "Still a little bit."

"What on the feet, Ma'am? is there a wound?" ask Nana again.

Bia was silent, her legs hurt when moved. "Some," he said small.

Nana nodded, He sent Bima and Bima out of the kitchen. Bia embarrassed if seen by men directly. Nana raises the skirt that Bia wears, a lot of scratches on her legs.

"God, Ma'am. It must hurt."

Bia nodded. "Silver."

"Let Nana treat again, yeah."

Bia nodded. He grimaced again when the red medicine hit the wound on his leg, Nana blew on the wound so it didn't hurt too much. "It hurts, Ma'am." Nana pointed at the bruised wound that was on the woman's thigh.

"Hm."

"But Nana, take the ice cubes first." Nana quickly took the ice cubes she had wrapped in cloth to attach them to the bruises on Bia's leg.

"You go out first, Ma'am, change clothes." Nana nodded, she came out of the kitchen.

"Where's Bia?" ask Bisma.

"Ask to Ma'am Biaja, Mas." Bima who was behind only heard, he did not dare to ask about the state of the woman. They still have a distance that the man can not erode slowly.

"Take it home." Bima finally let out his voice, actually he did not have the heart to see the woman working. Walking is hard especially for work.

Nana nodded. "Bak is done."

"Yes." Yeah." Nana goes inside, she sits next to Bia who is now wearing a change of clothes. "Bak said Mr. Bima, just go home."

Bia shook her head. "With Nana, Ma'am still wants to be here."

Nana sighed softly. "Yes, yeah."

"Sir Bima is still outside?" bia asked, after daring herself to ask.

Nana nodded. "There is the same with Bhishma. Want Nana to call?"

"Later on, deh." Nana nodded. "So stay here, yeah."

"Hm."

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Bia tried to stand up, he got bored of being here. He better talk to that guy. Who knows Bima wants to meet his father, I don't know what they say later.

Bia sighed as she knocked on the door of the man's room but with no words, she looked around. Cafe is still not too crowded now Nana and also Bisma either where now.

Bia walked out who knew he met someone and asked where Bima was. The woman grimaced as her elbows scratched the wall beside her.  His eyes closed withstanding the pain. "Astaghfirullah."

"You got nothing?" She opened her eyes when someone spoke to her.

"That's nothing." Bia lowered her head. "Thank God." Bima decides to leave but Bia holds him back.

"I want to talk, Pa." Bia emboldened herself now, yesterday she spoke her refusal boldly but why the moment of apologizing suddenly did not dare.

"I'm busy."

Bia holds Bima's hand. "Click, long time."

"okay."

Bia shows a park that people rarely visit in this cafe. Bima decided to walk first in followed by Bia.

Bia lowered her head as the man in front of her stood up while looking at her who looked down.

"Speak what?" Bia plays her hand.

"I'm sorry, Pa." And that sorry word came out of his mouth.

Bima frowned. "I'm sorry about what?" ask Bima.

Bia sighed for a moment. "On yesterday, sorry if Bia's words slightly offended Pa Bima."

"Do you know why you said it yesterday? It's true that regret is at the end, not at the beginning."

Bia lowered her head. "I'm sorry, you can't keep your mouth shut."

"About the rejection I was used to, but the rejection seemed too late in my opinion. Why not, you just refuse. Saying correctly that you don't want to be approached, maybe I won't give my heart completely to you. Maybe it's not like this now."

"I accept your decision now with a free heart, isn't this what you want me to stay away from?"

"I'm sorry." Bia bit her lower lip, the man's words made her even more guilty.

"But it's okay feelings can change over time."

Bima smiled miris, the woman's mistake was to give him a chance to fight but in reality he who fought alone.

"It should have happened when I applied for you, not now Bia. We can talk well first but you don't."

"I'm sorry."

"I don't need to apologize from you."

"You're wrong and I'm wrong too. The wrong circumstances and also my feelings."

"I'm sorry." Bima walked away from the woman, feeling unable to be forced at all. It is better to retreat than to be forced on will be more painful.

"Can you go home, Pa? I'm gonna see you."

"I try." Bia sighed as the man walked away from her. He didn't know if he was going to his house or not. In fact the words of the man are true, why not before. Why did he introduce when he could not keep his promise to get to know each other.

Bia closed her eyes, again she took a heavy breath. "May Pa Bima go home."