Love For Beautiful Nurse

Stories of the Past

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Raya took a long breath. He leaned his back, looking for a comfortable position in his seat.

"All is God's destiny doc, I must be able to accept, inevitably, like not to like ".

That's the opening sentence, before he goes back to his past memories.

Wish he told me....

Raya pov

I was in junior high school when I knew 'love'.

Love creatures of the opposite sex, happy time to be noticed, his own smiles when remembering togetherness.

But damn, when I started enjoying the new taste, I had to feel the other taste at the same time.

I fell in love and was heartbroken at the same person, and in the shortest of times.

At that time I felt the happiest. Excessive indeed, but yaaa. his name is also in love.

Nothing about him and me. Carve his name and mine in all the media. All in the name of love and loveeee...

But..

Just one month to establish a love story, aka made up, ee.

The cause is trivial, there are new students. A girl yaaangg. I'm a belom good at taking care of myself. My beauty is still natural, the balloons touched by any brand of powder.

Maybe that's what monkey love is. Either I'm too innocent, or he's the one who already has playboy seeds. Astaghfirulloh. Ordinary, his name is also again hurt. Yes it is.

But I keep sediiiiiiihhhh....

Said the person "died fit again unfortunately".

Ouww.. ciat ciaattt..gubrak !!!

How yes...

Like a flower planter, new buds have not bloomed, and have been wiped out by a neighbor goat. Drawn, exhausted seee roots. Lost, leaving the land scattered.

Ask to be cut by goats.

Basic kambiiiiiing !!! thankfully not a dog.

(why knapa dog ?? think ndiri yaaa 😁) dah lah, ikhlasin.

Indeed, God does not like excess. Cannot be happy and sad with exaggeration. So a lesson for me too.

A year has passed....

Back I felt the same way, which was falling in love. This time I loved in silence, even my own best friend did not know how I felt.

He I like is a high school boy.

My school is among the good schools. There are SD, SMP, and SMA.

Until I almost passed Junior High I still keep the feeling of it tight.

Finally, graduation day arrived. After the graduation announcement, he congratulated me and shot me.

Aaaaaaa.for what, it turns out this taste is not alone. He also has the same taste.

I fell back in love with so many flowers blooming in my heart. Mmm. fragrant, colorful.

We finally got it.

I went to the same high school as him.

But again, this story has to end. But this time it was not for being betrayed or anything like that. He had to change schools, because he followed his parents who changed assignments.

Relationships that run almost 1 year and had LDRan, must end as well. The end is baek-baek, but sadly still there.

I Junior High School and High School only took 4 years, 2 years in Junior High School, and 2 years in High School. Follow the acceleration program.

Before I graduate, after the exam. I was invited to my best friend's house. A guy, his name is Ardi. He is a friend of SMP.

There I was invited to lunch with his family. A warm and pleasant family.

And I didn't expect, as I sat alone in the garden gazebo behind his house, brother Ardi approached me. Bad pleasantries, and after that.. "deck, would you not be his wife ??"

Heh !!! I almost toppled over, fortunately behind me there was a bamboo backrest. Not falling on me.

I looked at Akbar, Ardi's brother, without a blink and a gawking mouth.

Oooo.turned out Ardi's invitation to maen to his house was already planned in such a way.

Long story short, I accepted Akbar's proposal. 1 Year later we got married. I haven't been in love with her, but I'm going to try.

Time goes by, with the attention that Akbar gave during the courtship status, I also lost. Even though we rarely meet, because he works and often back and forth Jogja-Surabaya. I'm in love, really in love.

But.. again and again, we should not be too excessive, excessive love someone who is not necessarily our soul mate. I'm just a human being who is easy to fall asleep, especially with a happiness.

In less than 1 week, which I should have changed status.

Mas Akbar went to Surabaya, finished his work before being left because of a long holiday. On his way home from Surabaya, he had an accident. He was taken to the hospital for 2 days. But God loves him more.

He left with our hope and happiness. For the umpteenth time I have to lose the person I love.

Continue story...

A few months after that incident, I was back in front of someone who expressed his feelings. But I refused it subtly.

I've decided to no longer relate to the so-called 'love'. I want to calm my heart, not want to feel happy for a moment and lose again.

It hurts too much.

I don't think I'll be able to do it if it repeats itself.

So I want to close myself. Stay away from men. Don't let me fall in love again. At least for a while, even if you don't know when.

Because I'm basically a person who easily falls. With more attention I will easily like the person. Baper is me.

I was a nursing student at a state college.

And the one who expressed his feelings for me was my own lecturer, dr. Johan.

Actually I knew before he revealed it, because his attention to me was different. It doesn't look flashy, but I feel it differently.

Honestly I almost melt too, a lecturer likes me, woww. But my resolve is round. I need to be a strong person. Strong to not fall in love again.

(the story of Raya and dr. Johan was already in the previous part, still remember 📖👍).

Author pov

For the story of dr. Johan, Raya told dr. Sinta, but without mentioning her name. Thankfully dr. Sinta gak kepo's.

"In the wake of the Akbar incident, I closed myself doc. No longer want to know more with men", Raya sighed..

"But after I moved to Surabaya, I tried to forget about it all. Mumpung is far from the city that many sad stories ". Further.

"Trying to open the heart??" Raya nodded.

"What is that, too, your reason for not dating ?".

"Ungkin. I don't want to date anymore. If I'm serious about it, I'll just meet my parents. And if my parents approve, I'll accept the proposal ".

"Who is he...??".

"Yes, whoever he is ".

"You're yakinn??" asked dr. Sinta still can't believe it.

"God willing" replied Raya firmly.

The one who heard only nodded his head, dr. Sinta can understand the reason Raya.

"Trus..what's up with your lecturer ?",

"What's his name ? is he a doctor ? there are also many doctors who teach in nursing that, now married ?".

^^^^

Naaahhh want to be answered what is the same Raya, what would be called the name of the lecturer...

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